Hi everyone! Look, I meant to update this a lot sooner, I really did, but I have had a case of writer's block that has lasted for like three weeks, and I have been getting very few ideas. And I have been feeling really empty lately, like I'm not alive anymore. Anyway, this poem is about Bakura, but it is actually how I feel every day. We just happen to share the same feelings. I imagine this is how he feels when he is alone in his soul room, and everybody believes him to be untrustworthy and evil, when he really isn't. I don't know why, but in the middle of writing this I burst into tears. I would like to think it's because my mother is slicing onions in the kitchen, but I know better. This is pure, raw emotion written on a whim, and I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I would die to own YuGiOh, I would, but sadly I have not been given the chance.
I sit alone in my soul room; nobody cares about me.
Not even my Hikari cares; I am merely the worst part of his destiny.
No one loves me, my mother died and I was left alone.
All those years ago, when the Pharaoh slaughtered my home.
And now I feel so broken inside; no one is here.
To comfort me and so any compassion in my will disappear.
It feels so cold inside these walls of hieroglyphs and bars.
With no one here to hold me close and bathe my aching scars.
It is hopeless now, I realize, and the light has faded out.
Ra damn it, I feel so helpless, and I start to shout.
"This fucking isolation has me held up by rusty chains,
And this empty resonation has me captivated, but Ra it pains!
HELP ME! HELP ME! Let me out, and please let someone care!
For whenever I look for guidance there is never anyone there.
Because no one cares, and no one knows this pain I feel inside.
They would rather I crawled up in a hole and smile as my hope died.
So please, someone PLEASE, rescue me from this abode!
Or else I'll fall into darkness, and no one will be there to goad.
Away from light, I turn even more evil than I seem.
So please GET ME OUT of this realm and this loneliness regime!"
Alas, no one answers to my call, my begging dies away.
And I remain in solitude until forever and a day.
None of my sanity has lingered, and I have gone insane.
And Ra it feels so empty, for my heartache has to remain.
How would you feel; trussed up like this, upon an angry flame?
When there's an anger deep inside you that's impossible to tame?
Please somebody, just let me go, or join my in the dark.
For no one, not even my light is here to be my companion lark.
Vampires are legend, werewolves are myth, but I am real and alive.
But I am the last of a dying race, and it is so hard to survive.
Save me from this nightmare; this illusion I've lived in for so long!
Because I am weak and frail, I regret pretending to be strong.
Could you be strong trapped in this life, with no one to love or share with?
No one is here to share my pain, or gather up the smiles I rarely give.
Alone in a world no one else knows, individual, I have been so all along.
And it dawns upon me finally, that in my cruelty, I was wrong.
Well, that was my poem, and I hope you all enjoyed it. Thanks:
Stormrose Dewleaf –I am glad you liked it. I have a bishie fetish; it is true, but mine goes beyond the silly fan girls. I resent fan girls, even though I am like one. However, my views go far beyond some crush, and are far too complicated to explain; it would take my pages and pages for you to know what I mean. Thanks for reviewing!
ttSerenity –Wow, I am impressed by your knowledge of science. Hey, do you know anything about William Farrer? I am doing a project on him. I am glad you liked my last poem. Thanks for reviewing, I would use a science term but I just feel empty; I am going through a rough time at the moment.
Calmhorizon –It seemed different from the rest? Well, the POV is just someone that watched everything that goes on in YuGiOh from an unknown place, namely me, I guess, I really don't know. I am glad you liked it! Thanks for reviewing! Love and Peace!
Dark Magician Girl Hikaru –I am happy you liked it. It is rather different I guess… Yeah, the US is like a day behind Australia. It is a day after Easter in Australia, and apparently it is still Easter in America while I am writing this. Thanks for reviewing DMGH!
Sakina the Fallen Angel –Hey Sakina! Yeah, I did update quite a bit, didn't I? Your PC tried to electrocute you? 0.0 Maybe it is possessed? Run away, evil computer! Thanks for reviewing!
Love Sami.
