"Hatsu…." Before his words could finish leaving his mouth, her pale pink lips connected with his. Her arms would wrap around his neck pulling his head more close to her. She wanted him to fill her with his warmth. Take her over the edge, let her bask in his warmth. Her family wouldn't be home for a while…Two weeks if she thought correctly.
Ryouki couldn't believe what he was feeling, was it another one of his dreams of her beautiful body becoming his? No it couldn't be not this time. But something just wasn't right never had this happened before, never. She had kissed him first, ran to his arms, called herself a bad girlfriend for ignoring him for two days. Something was up. So the once feared Ryouki would pull his lips up out of her grasp before the kiss even began to heat up. He would tower above her, cheeks flushed as would be her's.
"Ryouki…I want to…" Her cheeks would light up even more as the words left her mouth unfinished. She wanted him to take away her pain with the kind of thing only he could give her. Sex. Ryouki seemed a little shocked at her words, if she had been acting normal he would have taken her up on that offer…But he hadn't planned on this either so, no condom. No sex.
"Sorry…Hatsu…No.." He would remove himself from her, and help her up to, wow Ryouki being a gentleman how sweet. She only looked at him with the same shocked look he had when she had told him she wanted him to…Well you know.
Hatsumei's eyes would fill with un-spilled puddles of blue water waiting to fall from her lovely brown eyes. Why? Why had Ryouki not excepted her, normally he would have jumped at this chance, hell at any chance to get rid of his cherry with the her. When he had helped her up, he had been a gentleman which was something never seen by her or anyone. What was happening to the simple life she had known.
Ryouki saw the tears coming into the girl he loves eyes. No…She was going to cry again and it was all his fault. Not that he hadn't made her cry before, but this time. She probably thought that he hated her, thought her to vile to even touch. Which wasn't true it was so not true. How badly he wanted to be with her couldn't even be said, damn you evil sperm and your getting females pregnant! That's when he heard it.. The words that broke his heart, and the look that made it even worse.
"Do you hate me so much Ryouki, that when you can't force yourself on me, you don't want anything from me?" The second the words had left those lips he loved to kiss, the little blue puddles became thin streams down her pale cheeks. Her innocent eyes looking up at the man she had though she had loved at one time, filled with heartbreak. How he just wanted to take the girl into his arms and hug her tight to him. Make her forget her pain. Love her body tell they couldn't go on anymore. Those things couldn't happen. The risk was to high, for the both of them.
Finally after moments of no words being spoken, Hatsumi would turn to run from him. To Shinogu's old room. Ryouki didn't want her, Shinogu left for good, her father might have been the one to have an affair with Azusa's mom, and tell proven not true Azusa still hated her! The world was just being to complicated right now. She needed to get away from him, she needed to get away from the world.
Before Hatsumi could escape her 'master' Ryouki would grab her wrist, pulling the brunette woman of his affections close to his body. Again his heart broke when she began to struggle against him, trying to escape the grasp of the young genius.
"Let…Let me go!" No, this was all to much, she needed to get away from Ryouki away from the world to Shinogu's room, she was safe there! Yes, she would struggle more hard. Oh so trying to get away from the man she thought loved her.
"Don't be stupid!" She felt herself being shaken by none other then Ryouki. He just stared into her eyes for a second holding her far enough away to see her fully, but have a firm grip on her shoulders. "Hatsumi. I love you. I care about you! That's why I won't. I won't do it without a condom." Her shoulders would wall, along with her head, more tears falling down those lovely pale cheeks. She had thought he hated her. Didn't love her and it turned out to be just the condom's fault.
"Ryouki. I love you too!" She went to his arms again, stumbling them back ward into her old room, the one she use to share with her younger sister Akane. The bunk bed's still there. Ryouki below her on the bottom bunk with Hatsumi, atop of him, looking down on her love. The tears slowly stopping their way from staining her cheeks.
As if Akane herself was here to drop it upon them, a condom would fall down from the mattress of the top bunk, right down next to Ryouki's head. Their cheeks lit up again, with the pale pink blush. This was like a wish come true for the both of them. Now, would the use it or not? That was truly the question.