Hi everyone! Yay, I am doing a poem from school. Life is alright; I have SOSE next and that is so boring! Oh well. Um, here is the next poem, and it is about…suicide? I don't know; ideas are few in my intelligence sector. Oh, wait: WE HAVE A 300th REVIEWER! CONGRATULATIONS TO…Dragonwing725! You win a one-shot by me, two plushies and a YuGiOh badge! (hands you prizes!)
Disclaimer: I don't own YuGiOh, he's the King of Games! YuGiOh! King of Games!
I crawl away into the hole that I have slowly dug for myself
And make a mental note that if it caves in there's no dust upon your shelf
So now, rock by rock I dig at the sides to make them crumble in
To ease the pain and stem the flow of bitter lies and hated sin
Why, as the rock is crumbling, do I cease to feel any pain?
While all the little rocks and debris are striking me again and again
How can I emerge, unharmed, from this torrential rock fall?
When as the rugged stones were falling I expected to lose it all
Where that method ends, another begins to succeed where another fails
To drain me of my living presence and ease my anger while my face pales
I grab the gun from off the counter; raise it to my racing mind
Hoping, no, pleading! That my inner resentment will be left behind
And as I take the presumably final shot, I cry and say goodbye
Waiting for the resonating BANG that will tell me when I die
But alas, the noise has come and gone, and I am still here; still alive
I almost wish that in this life it wasn't so unexplainably hard to survive
And so as one final resort, all though there are many more I could attempt
This will be my final one; if this fails I'll give up and live in contempt
Walk into the imaginary abattoir and take the gleaming dagger away
This time I am the only beast that anybody has to furiously slay
I raise the dagger to my throat and make a plea of freedom and prayer
Slitted, gutted, but I'm alive, and no transparent difference is there
While I remain trapped to the bottom of my mind, which lies tainted, enslaved
And the screaming sound roars through my head; my soul could not be saved.
Cool; finally I have a good poem to read aloud to my English class! WARNING: Psychotic, depressed English student in this place! RUN AWAY! Thanks to:
AnimeLoverAngel –Aw, I don't want you to be sad… But to make you happy I'd have to write happy poems and I am physically and mentally incapable of doing that, so I guess you have no choice. Ooh, nice poem! Short, sweet and suicidal! Just the way I like them! The non rhyming scheme goes well! Thanks for reviewing!
Stormrose Dewleaf –It will take A LONG time to re-read them! I tried once and it took my more than an hour to read less than half! EVIL KURIBOH! AH, RUN! Hey Storm, did you know that Yugi was scared of that evil Kuriboh? HE WAS! Ooh, I love that song! It rocks now that I can play it anywhere I want! Yes, Rik, you are model-worthy. Very much so…(sighs dreamily) GAH! Bakura, Bakura, Bakura. Yay, I'm cured. Yeah, double show! Ror and Rik model! YAY! I'm planning at YuGiOh/Titanic cross over and Rose's (Seto's) mother is going to be called Aurora. Thanks for reviewing!
Atemu's Lover –Aw, thanks! Welcome to the fic! Is it really the best fic? Wow; I've said that so many times about other peoples work, I never thought anyone would say that to me…wow… I rock? Awesome! I try to right deep and emotional poems that express the person's pain, so I suppose I've grown pretty good at it…thanks for reviewing!
Dragonwing725 –(Hands you plushies and badges!) Well, there are your prizes, and tell me what you want for the one-shot! It will take a while, cause I still need to write the prize for Ceribi Motou from BlueEyedSoul, but I'll get it done as soon as I can! Congratulations! Gah, I hate computer errors too! My fave Linkin Park songs are Numb, In The End and I forget the name of the other one but Chester says "Shut up!" a lot of times in it. You mean psychiatrist? OMG, I've never known a real person who had an electroencephalograph before! What was it like? Well, see ya! Thanks for reviewing!
Casade –Did I really do a good job? Aw, thankies! Yeah, I think it would be impossible to write poems if I didn't take on old subjects and change them. Thanks so much for reviewing, you totally rock!
Dark Magician Girl Hikaru –I suppose it was rather intriguing. It stood out? (rereads poem) Oh, I think it was too! Sorry about that; I have so many Bakura poems I get confused. I forgive you completely and utterly! Okay, well, I have to go, see ya! Thanks for reviewing!
Love Sami. (I am the Queen of Games, and anyone who opposes me goes down in the ultimate shadow game!)