Hi…I know I haven't written in ages. I apologize. I got caught up in other websites and everything that was going on in my life.. I can't promise to still keep writing here, not frequently anyway. But when I joined fanfic net I made a promise to myself. To not be like the other writers who never finish what they started. They leave a story or fic hanging. I don't want to do that. Therefore I will keep writing poems until each of my poetry fics has 100 poems in them. I'm still unsure about my other fics; I know that 'When YuGiOh characters Go Mad' will never be completed; I've been lost for ideas on that one for months and can't think of what to do… The Tale of a Thief is dubious, as is my fic Exorcism of Shadows…Tale of a Thief is more likely to not be continued, but we'll see.
Whispered words enter my ear
They take me by surprise…
There is nothing left to fear
But the pain in my own eyes
You cannot see it there inside
And no one ever will…
In my silent, screaming suicide
And vacantly lay still
But I am only pretending
I know that I can never die
I'm utterly sick of defending
My own mind from this lie
Possession; why did I do it?
I hate stealing this boy's soul
I'd rather just give up and quit
On this empty life I stole
"Forgive me!" No one listens
They've left me here to die
And watch as a single tear glistens
And trickles from my eye
It runs down my cheek and fades
Like a vision of the past
While I silently play my charades
That I'm proud of the time that has passed.
I could never be proud of myself
For all these things I have done
There's too much dust on my shelf
And my war has only begun
I wish to let go of poor Ryou
His soul has been battered and scarred
There is nothing he can do
His innocence shattered and marred.
Please just release me from this
I'd rather be dead anyway
Given death's sweet eternal kiss
And watching my life fade away…
That's all…and I think there's a new rule that we can't reply to review…correct me if I'm wrong..bye.