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9th day, 9th month, standard year 24934

It's been a long month.

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10th day, 10th month, standard year 24934

News got out, of course. The whole Temple knows what really happened to my Master. And they're treating me like I'm about to explode and kill someone any second.

Not my friends, though.

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35th day, 9th month, standard 24934

Somti's birthday. He's not here, though,so I can't wish him happy birthday....he's away on a mission somewhere. His first mission.

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8th day, 10th month, standard year

I had a nightmare last night. Master Karshan was standing there, and then in an instant he was far older than I remembered him, standing in a hangar or something, and dueling with someone whose face I couldn't see.

I screamed 'NO!' But I didn't wake up. I saw I saw Master Karshan still dueling with this other man, then send him crashing to the floor, then slicing off the arm of someone else, then turning to Master Yoda.

Then I opened my eyes and saw my Master. He looked more concerned then I'd ever seen him. "Padawan, I heard you scream..."

I shook my head. "It was...just a nightmare."

He nodded. He lifted my braid gently and tucked it behind my ear. "Don't dwell on it, Padawan. They're figments of the imagination, nothing to fear. Meditate, in the morning, instead." He left the room, giving me a smile as went away.

It's not morning yet, and I haven't slept.