Title – Why Me?
Author – Artemis Potter-Snape
Chapters – 2?
Disclaimer – Harry Potter, not mine
Warnings – um, what would you call it? Mpreg, Slash
Characters – Harry mentions Snape and Hermione.
AN – I just wanted to write about why I came up with some of this. Firstly, pregnancy, I have four wonderful children, the last was a product of rape…by my partner, I have forgiven him but over the last 3 years I have to still learn to trust him again. Secondly the writings, I do not recommend anyone do this as a way to vent, I do it because I am bordering on the tip of suicide, don't worry I won't tip yet, last time it took a certain event to tip me over and that was in 1998. I mark to vent how my 'mother'(spat out) makes me feel, how my partner can unintentionally make me feel. Don't do what I do, it isn't the answer.
Broke up with my partner of 10 years today (bastard sexually abused me for the last time)…I wonder if Steven is a free agent, or maybe I could explore my bi-sexuality…hm.
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Quotes out of my wizarding pregnancy book(made up)
Chapter 2 - Flashbacks
Flashback to the conception
Potions class was the last one for the day, Harry had not been looking forward to it, Malfoy had promised that Harry would get it bad by the end of the day. Get what exactly Harry didn't know, but Malfoy was always saying that.
Everything went as normal during the lesson, Harry got detention, Gryffindor lost 30 points, Slytherin gained 30 points, all in all a normal lesson, except Harry's lover/boyfriend whatever he could or should call him was throwing Harry strange looks…now that he was no longer a spy he could act normally around Harry and often did something sweet like leave a flower on his desk or a note.
Seeing his lover giving him strange looks throughout the lesson caused Malfoy's warning to start to reverberate around Harry's head, 'You will get what you deserve for taking mine', Harry didn't know what it meant, the only thing that remotely matched that statement was having Lucius Malfoy locked in Azkaban…but could Severus also fit under that statement, but then Severus was and had never been Malfoy's, unless Severus had been lying…it was the end of class already and he still was confused and getting more worried, Severus had not shown any of the loving glances that he normally did through out the day.
"Harry will you be ok?" Hermione whispered as they packed away their stuff.
Harry dare not speak, he nodded his head without looking up from his stuff.
"Miss Granger I suggest you hurry up unless you want to have a detention with Filch."
"Yes sir, I'm just going sir." she practically ran from the room after giving Harry a look of sympathy, Snape was in a bad mood which did not look promising.
Harry watched as his lover drew his wand and cast several different silencing and locking charms on the walls and door to the classroom.
"What's the matter Sev?"
He never got an answer, Severus stalked towards Harry and shoved him up against the wall with one hand and cast a de-clothing charm with his other.
"Sev…we talked about this, I'm not ready yet."
His words fell on deaf ears as Snape forced Harry to face the wall before drawing his wand and chanting a lubrication charm.
"Sev, please…" Harry sobbed starting to get worried, "Please…don't do this…not my first time…Sev." Harry pleaded as he felt Snape's bare cock rubbing up against his cheeks.
"First time…don't lie to me…Draco told me all about you offering him sex for money…told me how you offer several of the richer purebloods and have taken them to the Room of Requirement." Severus stopped speaking and dragged Harry to the nearest desk and charmed ropes to hold him leant over it bound with his legs open.
"Sev please…he was lying, can't you see that, he wants you…he's doing this to get us apart."
"Don't worry, after this I never want to see you again, he is quite active in bed you know, quite the top." He finished his sentence by shoving straight into Harry's virginal entrance without any other preparation causing Harry to scream loudly.
Severus knew as soon as he enter Harry that he had been telling the truth, if Draco had been telling the truth then Harry wouldn't be so tight even with the lubrication to make it easier. He couldn't stop thrusting into him though, he knew that even if he apologised for the rest of his life Harry would never forgive him and they would forever be apart, that was the reason he kept going even though the man he loved was screaming.
He shifted position slightly so that he knocked against his loves prostate giving pleasure amongst the pain, he reached around and started to pleasure his love's cock.
A few yanks and thrusts later had them both coming, Sev brought his hand around to his mouth and tasted his young love's essence one last time, casting a mild sleep charm he set about pulling out and healing his young love.
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Harry awoke half hour later in pain and barely remembering what happened until he realised that he was laying on a desk, naked, in the potions classroom. He rolled off the desk and fell to his knees in tears, sobbing over the loss of his virginity, crying over the loss of his previously gentle and loving partner, heartbroken that the man he loved had slept with another while still being with him, and totally angry that Malfoy was to blame and would not get punished…well maybe not yet.
He managed after a while to lift himself up and dress himself, slowly he managed to walk up to his dorm to shower and try to sleep, to ease the pain.
x-x-x- Christmas Eve -x-x-x
'Oh Merlin…shit…I must be there isn't any other thing it could be.' Harry continued to rant inside his head.
Six weeks ago Harry had been raped by his potions professor, the man that he had fell in love with all because of Malfoy, a slimy Slytherin who had gotten out of going to Azkaban by claiming that his father had forced him to get the mark. Now six weeks later things had been going from good to bad to infinitely worse, the last two weeks Harry had barely managed to eat anything, between the nausea that he felt from being raped and not telling anyone and the being sick that plagued him for the last two weeks he had began to lose weight, becoming a ghost compared to before.
Hermione had started trying to get him to go to see Madam Pomfrey but he had refused and spent hours each night in the library trying to find out what was wrong with him. So far he had found nothing useful…except what he had began to put in effect that morning.
In one of the medical books Harry had come across a condition caused by a spell that was not reversible, it made the receiver of the curse not only impotent but also sterile, the perfect revenge to Malfoy for everything that he had been through, the end of the Malfoy line. Harry also knew for a fact that Severus had not even spoke civilly to the prat since the rape.
But his happiness at revenge was short lived that night…he found what was wrong with him…
In Wizarding culture it is widely known that Homosexual couples can bear children with their partners…it does not matter age or magical strength it works in the same manner as a woman getting pregnant by a man. Once the seeds are sown then there is a chance of conceiving.
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The symptoms of a male pregnancy are similar to those of a female pregnancy, morning sickness may sometimes be present and sometimes not, the stronger the wizard the less likely sickness is to occur as the baby not only draws on nutrition from the carrying parent but also draws from the magical strength to help build and stabilise it's own magic core. Sensitive areas are increased in sensitivity, the bladder becomes weaker as the baby often uses it as a pillow or punch bag…
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What to look out for at the end of a wizards pregnancy is clearer than that of a witch's pregnancy. One of the first signs that labour is imminent is the increase in tiredness and appetite. The last sign is the forming of the birth canal, which usually appears two to three days before birth, once this starts then you must contact a medi-witch or wizard as births can be dangerous for wizards.
'Oh Merlin…shit…I must be there isn't any other thing it could be.' Harry continued to rant inside his head for a few hours before looking up and performing the spell for confirmation.
Artemis Potter-Snape (xx)