Disclaimer: I don't own Cold Case, I give all the credit to the people that do, so please don't sue me.

Author's notes: Hey all sorry it's taken me so long to update, I hope I can have a new chapter in a week or so, I also hope you enjoy this chapter but as always if you don't feel free to let me know, Enjoy and thanks for all the nice reviews.

Warning: Just to be on the safe side I thought I'd let you know that in this chapter you learn that Lorna was a lesbian, if that kinda thing bothers you, you might not wanna read, if it doesn't then read away.

Scotty Valens handed Jenna a tissue, watched as she wiped away her tears, he reached over and brushed her hair out of her eyes, the sadness he saw there made his heart ache.

"How are you doing?"

She didn't know how to answer that question, did he want the honest truth or the pretty lie that she fed most people?

"I.. don't know, seeing her that way….." her voice began to break, she fought to regain control " I want the bastard that did that to pay…. He can't get away with this."

Scotty wanted to reach over and take her hand but he didn't, he just locked his eyes onto hers "I want to find him, do you think you could answer a few more questions?"

"Yeah but we've been over this so many times, there's nothing new that I can tell you."

Let's just go over it once more, walk me through it again."

"She had a date that night, and I didn't want her to go…"

Jenna closed her eyes and was taken back in time, to a place where her sister still lived.

"You're not going out with her tonight, I mean it Lorna she's not right for you."

"You can't tell me what to do, I'm not a kid anymore and how do you know that she's not right for me, you don't even know her."

This wasn't a new fight, it was getting old, fast. Jenna wished that Lorna could see that she only wanted the best for her and Robin Cramer certainly wasn't that.

"You can't stand it can you" Lorna screamed at her "That I'm in love with a woman, you hate that I'm a lesbian."

Love that was new, when had she fallen in love?

"No.. you know that's not true" The brunette took her hand a bit shocked by the news she had just received "I don't care about that, I just want you to be happy….do you really love her?'

"Yeah I wish you could see her the way I do."

The door bell rang before Jenna could say anything, Lorna gave her a quick hug, "We'll talk more about this later." then she bolted out the door.

"That was the last time I saw my sister alive" Jenna said as fresh tears cut a path down her face.

"So you wanna tell me about this Robin Cramer, how long had they been dating?"

"They met in school, had been together about six months when it happened, I never liked her Scotty, there was something about the way she treated Lorna, like she was her property or something."

"Was she ever violent with her?"

"Not that I know of, Lorna never said anything if she was."

"I think it's time I paid Robin a visit, would you like me to take you home?"

"Do you think.. Could I go with you?"

"I don't know.. Might not be such a good ideal."

"Please.. I won't cause any trouble."

"You promise you won't cause a scene?"

"I just wanna talk to Robin."

The cop in him knew this was a bad ideal, the man however found it impossible to tell her no.

There were good days and bad ones, times when she would wake in the morning and believe that Lorna was home, lost in a peaceful sleep, for a split second Robin could breathe again, but then reality would hit, taking her hope, stopping her heart, making her mourn Lorna all over again.

Life went on around her, friends went off to college, started their lives, not understanding why she hadn't done the same.

It had been years and most people had forgotten about Lorna Redmond, but Robin couldn't, time had frozen for her, leaving her stranded in a place she couldn't escape.

So she spent most of her days and night in places like this, trying to drink away her misery.

Someone opened the door to the bar she was sitting in, light suddenly filled the room, it sent waves of pain into her head, she closed her eyes and waited for the light to turn back to darkness.

Jenna hardly recognized the woman sitting there, "Robin, can we talk?"

That voice made something rage inside her, she stared at the woman "What could we possibly have to talk about?"

Scotty gave her a once over, she wasn't bad looking but she had seen better days, her dark hair was tangled around her face, green eyes were blood shot from the effects of to much alcohol, that was going to make this harder than it had to be, he thought as he explained to Robin what they were doing there.

"Great Jenna, still blaming me for it aren't you?"

"Ok stop it." Scotty said trying to break up the fight before it started "You went out with Lorna the night she was murdered, I need you to tell me everything you remember.'

"I'm not doing this again, I told that other cop.. Rush… that was her name.. everything that happened. Go ask her if you want to know."

"I'd rather hear it from you." he paused waiting for her to respond, seeing that she wasn't going to he decided to give her a little push "Guess you were right Jenna, she didn't care about Lorna or she'd help us now."

Green eyes filled with fire as she turned to the brunette "You bitch, you know I love her… I've haven't stopped in all this time," she began to tear up as she turned back to Scotty "I'll tell you everything."

"We were on our way to a party, but never made it. We got into a fight." she pointed to Jenna "We got in a fight because of her."

The world around her melted and she was once again sucked back to that night.

"You always defend her." Robin yelled "She thinks I'm trash and you don't seem to care."

"What.. You know that's not true. I'm out with you tonight aren't I?" Lorna tried to take her hand but the brunette pulled away from her "Robin I love you, nothing that Jenna says can change my mind, you shouldn't let it get to you."

"How can I not?"

The blonde tried again to hold her but she pulled away "God don't be like that, Jenna will come around, you'll see, it's all going to work out."

"No it won't, not with super bitch around."

"Don't call her that, she just wants me to be happy."

"Sure… she wants you to be happy with a man, isn't that what you really mean?"

"Robin I don't want to fight, let's just go to the party like we planned."

"No I don't feel like it now, come on I'll take you home."

"I don't wanna go home, I wanna go to the party, so stop being such a baby and get over it, Jenna will come around but until she does you're just gonna have to live with it."

"No Lorna I really don't have to."

The brunette turned her eyes to Scotty "I left her there, just turned and walked away, my pride to hurt to admit that I was in the wrong, I loved Lorna so much and she chose her sister over me…I.. thought I'll call her tomorrow tell her how sorry I am but I never got the chance to."

Jenna couldn't believe what she had just heard, she hadn't known what the fight had been about, didn't know that Robin had left her sister alone in the park because of her.

"You stupid bitch" Jenna screamed "Why wasn't it you, why weren't you the one alone in the dark, why aren't you dead instead of her?"

"I am." Robin whispered back shocking the brunette into silence "I am dead, can't you see… I curse each new day that I wake up to, I ache inside because I know that she was it for me, no new love can ever take her place, being here without her is worse than death" She paused locking eyes with her "You hate me bout half as much as I hate myself. So go ahead wish me dead maybe it'll happen and we can both be happy again."

Scotty saw that this wasn't going to go any further today, emotions were on over load and he needed Robin to be sober if he wanted any real answers.

"OK that'll do for today" he handed her a card "I want you to come see me in a few days, for some follow up questions, and try to be less drunk."

"Sure.."

They left her sitting there with her guilt and walked back into the light that still hurt her eyes.

Lily Rush would have stayed wrapped in her little sisters arms, safe from the past forever, if it hadn't been for the dead girl that stared up at her from the kitchen table.

She couldn't keep this secret any more, if she were going to heal from this, she was going to have to stand up and face it head on, no more hiding from the monster that had stalked her all these years.

She owed it to Lorna, to herself, to anyone else that he had hurt, she was going to make him pay.

"I'm ok now, Christina, you can let me go."

"Lily what's going on?"

'Come with me to the station, I'll explain everything there."

Together they stood. Lily collected the evidence from her table and then the pair left the house.

He watched them walk into the station and knew that Lily was going to tell about their special night, this wouldn't do, he needed her to be afraid, and it seemed that she wasn't as weak as he had thought.

The game could not be changed, and she was trying to re write the rules, he was going to have to teach her another lesson, and this time she wouldn't get up when he put her down.

TBC...