Yeah I know what you're thinking 'what took you so long'. I'm really sorry
for not updating sooner. I had majors writers block. Thank you all for
reviewing and thanks for voting, it helped a lot. By the way if you don't
like A/H fics or any other pairing I put on my fic DO NOT READ. I've wrote
it nice and clearly so you have been warned. Anyways like I said thanks for
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On with the story.
Chapter 3~ is this what I want?
~.~ Italics
'.' Thoughts
"Come on, we'll talk in my room." Allen said and led Hitomi to his room.
~Allen's room~
Allen grabbed Hitomi's arm and pulled her down on the bed.
"Allen get off of me now!" Hitomi shouted.
"I thought you wanted this." Allen said looking a bit confused.
"No, I don't want this Allen. You only said that you wanted to talk not have sex. You know I still love Van." Hitomi said lifting herself up from Allen's grip.
"We just kissed didn't that mean anything?"
"I like you Allen but not in that way. I'm sorry." Allen let go of Hitomi and endeavoured a fake smile.
"Yeah I knew you would say that."
"So are we still friends?"
"Oh yeah, friends." 'You must be joking. Friends my ass'.
"That's good." Hitomi smiled.
"So, Would you like a drink?"
"I'll have a lemonade thank you. (D'you Get it, lemon-ade lemonade.*silence* never mind.)" Allen went out the room to the kitchen and filled it with lemon squash putting some kind of powdery substance in it and mixed it together with the lemony liquid.
He entered back into the room with two glasses of lemon squash and handed one to Hitomi. She drank a bit and placed it down on the table. Just seeing Hitomi drink it made Allen smirk.
"So, what do you want to talk about?" Allen asked gazing at Hitomi as she finished her drink.
"Well you suggested we should talk so you find something to talk about." Hitomi said yawning.
"O.k. how about me and you." Allen said still smirking.
"Allen *yawn* there's no me and you. I told you I love *yawn* Van. In the past there could have been but not now, not *yawn* when. not when I." Hitomi eyes slowly began to close. She tried to force both eyes open "Allen what's going on? I wasn't this tired earlier. Alle." Before she finished her question she passed out. Her last vision was Allen walking towards her. (Muaha ha)
~12 minutes later~
Hitomi gradually woke up to find some kind of heavy weight on top of her and firm arms holding her wrists down on the bed. Her Vision was indefinite but she knew whom the strong yet nice scent belonged too, Allen's long golden locks brushed Hitomi's face.
"Allen why are you doing this. I thought we were friends, I thought you wanted to be friends." Hitomi asked scarcely speaking. A few sharp tears slide down her rosy cheeks.
"Friendship is not all I wanted from you Hitomi. Are you too blind to see that? Ever since I seen you I wanted you. Not anybody else but you. You mean the world to me and I never really wanted you to go with Van. It got me so angry and I guess I just hushed it up, hiding my feelings for you. You make me feel so happy when I'm around you."
"Allen please."
"No Hitomi just listen to me. I want you Hitomi, I just want you to want me too. You don't know how much I care for you, how much I love you."
"Allen I don't feel the same way. I love you but only as a friend. You can't force me to love you differently. I'm sorry"
"Bull shit! Just shut the hell up! Your not sorry one bit. I bet you like this, enjoying me telling my feeling to you, don't you? You know, I don't like being rejected."
" No but."
"But you don't know Hitomi. You may think you've felt rejected just because Van cheated on you with Millerna and to tell you the truth I don't really care about the whole fucking situation. In truth I'm glad, I'm glad that you and Van are going your separate ways and I'm glad I don't have to see that pathetic, shitty couple hugging and kissing. It makes me sick to my stomach just seeing him touch you. This afternoon when you told me Van cheated on you I felt a little no, a lot of bliss. My insides tremble of happiness. Ha! Van doesn't deserve you. You need a ~real~ man, you ~need~ me." Hitomi began to boil up.
"Get off of me you bastard! I don't ~need~ you for anything. I hate you! How could you say those things to me? You say you love me yet what you just said to me really hurt my feelings. That isn't love. You would care about my feelings if you loved me but no you don't do you! Damn you Allen! Get away from me, stay away from me and GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!!!" Hitomi's voice echoed around the room drawing Allen back a bit. The Small tears falling down her rosy cheeks increased. Allen placed a hand on her left cheek wiping the tears, which were still sliding down. Hitomi pushed Allen's hand away and attempted to push him back. He budged a bit but he was determined to stay on top of her. Allen grabbed her arms and placed it back down on the bed. "I hate you!" Hitomi screamed.
"Oh, you love me. If not I'm gonna make you love me and I don't care how long it takes."
"Allen can I just go to the toilet then we can talk." Allen paused for a while but he got up to let her through to the bathroom but with fast speed she ran the opposite way. Before Hitomi could reach the door Allen sped passed her quickly get in her way?
"Nice try Hitomi. You know, you nearly had me fooled." Allen smirked. "But I'm never fooled."
"Just let me go please. You won't make me love you by doing this."
"Yes I will." Allen placed both hands on her shoulders and slammed her to the door kissing her neck like a hungry dog. Hitomi couldn't help but whimper. She didn't have any control, not even a bit. She was helpless. Hitomi tried to push him away but he didn't budge he just, kept kissing her.
"Allen stop! Let me go!" she shouted.
"Zip it!" Allen shouted cupping her chin. "We don't want people to hear you do we." Allen grabbed both of Hitomi's wrists in one hand and pinned them criss- crossed above her head. "You have no clue what I'm capable of."
Hitomi looked at Allen as if she didn't know him anymore. Both stood there in silence looking at each other one angry yet anxious and the other with the look full of lust and determination. A few minutes later Hitomi broke the silence.
"So what ~are~ you capable of?" she asked quietly. Allen's grip on Hitomi's arm increased as he pressed his body against hers.
"You look tense Hitomi. Don't be afraid of little old me. I won't bite." He smirked ignoring her question. He began taking his clothes off one by one still holding on to Hitomi's wrists. Hitomi still trying to struggle against the force of his strength but all of her attempts that night had failed. Hitomi screamed again making her voice echo around the room. Hastily Allen slapped her across her face making her scream loud with surprise.
"Could you be quiet damn it! People will hear you!" Allen shouted. His expression suddenly showed sympathy as he stared at the hazel haired girl. Seeing her so sad made him feel like holding her in his arms and making everything in her world better for her but then again she probably would kick him or slapped him, anything to hurt him since it was partly his fault for making her this way. Hitomi felt weak and tired. The fight was over she, lost. All she needed was to buy more time. The best solution in her situation was to talk. Allen's grip loosened and Hitomi's arms fell by her sides. She placed one hand on the red patch glowing on her cheek and turned her focus on Allen.
"Oh big deal Allen! You make it sound like it's a bad thing! Why won't you just let me go you asshole! You don't own me!"
"I just want you to admit it that you love me. I know you do."
"Leave me alone, I don't." Once again Allen cupped her chin forcing her to look at him.
"Look at me in the eye and tell me that you don't love me then I'll let you go." Hitomi looked at him with aggravated eyes.
"I don't love you." Silence filled the warm room. Neither of them wanted to speak or look at each other at that moment. Allen stepped back away from Hitomi.
"A promise is a promise. You can go now you're free." Allen said calmly. Hitomi still stood in the same place where Allen had left her. "I thought you wanted to leave."
"Before I go I need to ask you a question."
"Fire away." Allen said simply.
"Did you put anything in my drink."
"Maybe."
"Maybe? Is that a yes or a no?" Hitomi said irritated.
"Yes."
"Allen how could you. You drugged me didn't you?"
"So I drugged you, sue me. You make it sound like it's a bad thing."
"Your making it sounds like it's normal. It's a bad thing if drug someone just to get what you want."
"I had no choice. Your too stubborn and scared to get close to me."
"I'm not scared."
"Prove it." Allen placed a hand underneath Hitomi's shirt running a finger up and down her back. Hitomi took a deep breath closing her eyes.
"Allen."she said softly almost whispering his name.
"You want to leave?" Allen's fingers travelled from her back to her chest stroking it slowly and circling around her stomach.
"Allen please."
"Stop? No ones stopping you to go. If you want to leave it's fine by me but if you want to stay well. that's even better."
"You're stopping me to go."
"How?"
"You just are by doing this to me."
"Doing what?"
"You know, seducing me."
"How am.."
"Could you stop teasing and kiss me." Allen placed his hand on her back pulling her even closer to him and crushed his soft moist lips with hers. And there it happened the kiss that Allen had been waiting for, the long, passionate one. Slowly they both drew apart with a smile.
"That was amazing." Hitomi breathlessly said.
"You think that's amazing do you? Well you haven't seen anything yet." Allen grabbed Hitomi's arm and dragged her to his bed and began kissing again. Quickly both began to take their clothes off as if they were waiting to forever. Hitomi placed herself on top of Allen stroking his broad chest.
"I can't believe I'm doing this."
"I can and I'm glad."
"You know today has been weirdoOwWW!" Hitomi felt a strong thrust. She glared at Allen.
"What. I'm not a patient guy so just be quiet. You talk too much." Allen said examining her body.
"Allen leaned over trailing her tongue over Allen's lips. Slowly she made it into a bottomless kiss. Allen slipped his tongue into her mouth making her tremble. Both tongues began wrestling each other determined to win their little match. Allen trusts his shaft into Hitomi succeeding her to tilt backwards moaning with satisfaction.
"More." She whimpered. Thrusting again Allen watched Hitomi as she gripped the sheets behind. Allen gazed at her glowing beauty. " Keep going."
"Now you know what you've been missing. The last overwhelming thrust was placed and both collapsed on the chaotic bed.
" I really needed. that." Hitomi panted. Moments later they both fell quietly asleep. A sudden knock on the door was heard but not by Allen or Hitomi.
"What was all the shouting about Allen?" Merle opened the door and found the two sleeping figures on the bed.
"What a bitch. I knew she was no good." Merle slammed the door behind her waking the two up.
"What was that?" Allen said wearily.
"Don't matter just go back to sleep." And so he did arms wrapped around Hitomi. Both sleeping into a deep a peaceful slumber without the slightest clue of what was ahead of them tomorrow.
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A/N well, I tried my best. Tell me what you think of it. Until then I'll see ya soon
~R@y's @ngel~ ^_~'
On with the story.
Chapter 3~ is this what I want?
~.~ Italics
'.' Thoughts
"Come on, we'll talk in my room." Allen said and led Hitomi to his room.
~Allen's room~
Allen grabbed Hitomi's arm and pulled her down on the bed.
"Allen get off of me now!" Hitomi shouted.
"I thought you wanted this." Allen said looking a bit confused.
"No, I don't want this Allen. You only said that you wanted to talk not have sex. You know I still love Van." Hitomi said lifting herself up from Allen's grip.
"We just kissed didn't that mean anything?"
"I like you Allen but not in that way. I'm sorry." Allen let go of Hitomi and endeavoured a fake smile.
"Yeah I knew you would say that."
"So are we still friends?"
"Oh yeah, friends." 'You must be joking. Friends my ass'.
"That's good." Hitomi smiled.
"So, Would you like a drink?"
"I'll have a lemonade thank you. (D'you Get it, lemon-ade lemonade.*silence* never mind.)" Allen went out the room to the kitchen and filled it with lemon squash putting some kind of powdery substance in it and mixed it together with the lemony liquid.
He entered back into the room with two glasses of lemon squash and handed one to Hitomi. She drank a bit and placed it down on the table. Just seeing Hitomi drink it made Allen smirk.
"So, what do you want to talk about?" Allen asked gazing at Hitomi as she finished her drink.
"Well you suggested we should talk so you find something to talk about." Hitomi said yawning.
"O.k. how about me and you." Allen said still smirking.
"Allen *yawn* there's no me and you. I told you I love *yawn* Van. In the past there could have been but not now, not *yawn* when. not when I." Hitomi eyes slowly began to close. She tried to force both eyes open "Allen what's going on? I wasn't this tired earlier. Alle." Before she finished her question she passed out. Her last vision was Allen walking towards her. (Muaha ha)
~12 minutes later~
Hitomi gradually woke up to find some kind of heavy weight on top of her and firm arms holding her wrists down on the bed. Her Vision was indefinite but she knew whom the strong yet nice scent belonged too, Allen's long golden locks brushed Hitomi's face.
"Allen why are you doing this. I thought we were friends, I thought you wanted to be friends." Hitomi asked scarcely speaking. A few sharp tears slide down her rosy cheeks.
"Friendship is not all I wanted from you Hitomi. Are you too blind to see that? Ever since I seen you I wanted you. Not anybody else but you. You mean the world to me and I never really wanted you to go with Van. It got me so angry and I guess I just hushed it up, hiding my feelings for you. You make me feel so happy when I'm around you."
"Allen please."
"No Hitomi just listen to me. I want you Hitomi, I just want you to want me too. You don't know how much I care for you, how much I love you."
"Allen I don't feel the same way. I love you but only as a friend. You can't force me to love you differently. I'm sorry"
"Bull shit! Just shut the hell up! Your not sorry one bit. I bet you like this, enjoying me telling my feeling to you, don't you? You know, I don't like being rejected."
" No but."
"But you don't know Hitomi. You may think you've felt rejected just because Van cheated on you with Millerna and to tell you the truth I don't really care about the whole fucking situation. In truth I'm glad, I'm glad that you and Van are going your separate ways and I'm glad I don't have to see that pathetic, shitty couple hugging and kissing. It makes me sick to my stomach just seeing him touch you. This afternoon when you told me Van cheated on you I felt a little no, a lot of bliss. My insides tremble of happiness. Ha! Van doesn't deserve you. You need a ~real~ man, you ~need~ me." Hitomi began to boil up.
"Get off of me you bastard! I don't ~need~ you for anything. I hate you! How could you say those things to me? You say you love me yet what you just said to me really hurt my feelings. That isn't love. You would care about my feelings if you loved me but no you don't do you! Damn you Allen! Get away from me, stay away from me and GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!!!" Hitomi's voice echoed around the room drawing Allen back a bit. The Small tears falling down her rosy cheeks increased. Allen placed a hand on her left cheek wiping the tears, which were still sliding down. Hitomi pushed Allen's hand away and attempted to push him back. He budged a bit but he was determined to stay on top of her. Allen grabbed her arms and placed it back down on the bed. "I hate you!" Hitomi screamed.
"Oh, you love me. If not I'm gonna make you love me and I don't care how long it takes."
"Allen can I just go to the toilet then we can talk." Allen paused for a while but he got up to let her through to the bathroom but with fast speed she ran the opposite way. Before Hitomi could reach the door Allen sped passed her quickly get in her way?
"Nice try Hitomi. You know, you nearly had me fooled." Allen smirked. "But I'm never fooled."
"Just let me go please. You won't make me love you by doing this."
"Yes I will." Allen placed both hands on her shoulders and slammed her to the door kissing her neck like a hungry dog. Hitomi couldn't help but whimper. She didn't have any control, not even a bit. She was helpless. Hitomi tried to push him away but he didn't budge he just, kept kissing her.
"Allen stop! Let me go!" she shouted.
"Zip it!" Allen shouted cupping her chin. "We don't want people to hear you do we." Allen grabbed both of Hitomi's wrists in one hand and pinned them criss- crossed above her head. "You have no clue what I'm capable of."
Hitomi looked at Allen as if she didn't know him anymore. Both stood there in silence looking at each other one angry yet anxious and the other with the look full of lust and determination. A few minutes later Hitomi broke the silence.
"So what ~are~ you capable of?" she asked quietly. Allen's grip on Hitomi's arm increased as he pressed his body against hers.
"You look tense Hitomi. Don't be afraid of little old me. I won't bite." He smirked ignoring her question. He began taking his clothes off one by one still holding on to Hitomi's wrists. Hitomi still trying to struggle against the force of his strength but all of her attempts that night had failed. Hitomi screamed again making her voice echo around the room. Hastily Allen slapped her across her face making her scream loud with surprise.
"Could you be quiet damn it! People will hear you!" Allen shouted. His expression suddenly showed sympathy as he stared at the hazel haired girl. Seeing her so sad made him feel like holding her in his arms and making everything in her world better for her but then again she probably would kick him or slapped him, anything to hurt him since it was partly his fault for making her this way. Hitomi felt weak and tired. The fight was over she, lost. All she needed was to buy more time. The best solution in her situation was to talk. Allen's grip loosened and Hitomi's arms fell by her sides. She placed one hand on the red patch glowing on her cheek and turned her focus on Allen.
"Oh big deal Allen! You make it sound like it's a bad thing! Why won't you just let me go you asshole! You don't own me!"
"I just want you to admit it that you love me. I know you do."
"Leave me alone, I don't." Once again Allen cupped her chin forcing her to look at him.
"Look at me in the eye and tell me that you don't love me then I'll let you go." Hitomi looked at him with aggravated eyes.
"I don't love you." Silence filled the warm room. Neither of them wanted to speak or look at each other at that moment. Allen stepped back away from Hitomi.
"A promise is a promise. You can go now you're free." Allen said calmly. Hitomi still stood in the same place where Allen had left her. "I thought you wanted to leave."
"Before I go I need to ask you a question."
"Fire away." Allen said simply.
"Did you put anything in my drink."
"Maybe."
"Maybe? Is that a yes or a no?" Hitomi said irritated.
"Yes."
"Allen how could you. You drugged me didn't you?"
"So I drugged you, sue me. You make it sound like it's a bad thing."
"Your making it sounds like it's normal. It's a bad thing if drug someone just to get what you want."
"I had no choice. Your too stubborn and scared to get close to me."
"I'm not scared."
"Prove it." Allen placed a hand underneath Hitomi's shirt running a finger up and down her back. Hitomi took a deep breath closing her eyes.
"Allen."she said softly almost whispering his name.
"You want to leave?" Allen's fingers travelled from her back to her chest stroking it slowly and circling around her stomach.
"Allen please."
"Stop? No ones stopping you to go. If you want to leave it's fine by me but if you want to stay well. that's even better."
"You're stopping me to go."
"How?"
"You just are by doing this to me."
"Doing what?"
"You know, seducing me."
"How am.."
"Could you stop teasing and kiss me." Allen placed his hand on her back pulling her even closer to him and crushed his soft moist lips with hers. And there it happened the kiss that Allen had been waiting for, the long, passionate one. Slowly they both drew apart with a smile.
"That was amazing." Hitomi breathlessly said.
"You think that's amazing do you? Well you haven't seen anything yet." Allen grabbed Hitomi's arm and dragged her to his bed and began kissing again. Quickly both began to take their clothes off as if they were waiting to forever. Hitomi placed herself on top of Allen stroking his broad chest.
"I can't believe I'm doing this."
"I can and I'm glad."
"You know today has been weirdoOwWW!" Hitomi felt a strong thrust. She glared at Allen.
"What. I'm not a patient guy so just be quiet. You talk too much." Allen said examining her body.
"Allen leaned over trailing her tongue over Allen's lips. Slowly she made it into a bottomless kiss. Allen slipped his tongue into her mouth making her tremble. Both tongues began wrestling each other determined to win their little match. Allen trusts his shaft into Hitomi succeeding her to tilt backwards moaning with satisfaction.
"More." She whimpered. Thrusting again Allen watched Hitomi as she gripped the sheets behind. Allen gazed at her glowing beauty. " Keep going."
"Now you know what you've been missing. The last overwhelming thrust was placed and both collapsed on the chaotic bed.
" I really needed. that." Hitomi panted. Moments later they both fell quietly asleep. A sudden knock on the door was heard but not by Allen or Hitomi.
"What was all the shouting about Allen?" Merle opened the door and found the two sleeping figures on the bed.
"What a bitch. I knew she was no good." Merle slammed the door behind her waking the two up.
"What was that?" Allen said wearily.
"Don't matter just go back to sleep." And so he did arms wrapped around Hitomi. Both sleeping into a deep a peaceful slumber without the slightest clue of what was ahead of them tomorrow.
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A/N well, I tried my best. Tell me what you think of it. Until then I'll see ya soon
~R@y's @ngel~ ^_~'