Title: Candy
Date: 16 August, 2005
Written by: ChaosMagicianGirl
30 kisses theme: 23. Candy
Type story: one-shot? Short drabble.
A/N:
This ficlet is inspired by the 30 kisses theme candy and my own written song text Addicted.
I'm not sure if this could be considered a one-shot, or if it should become a multi-chapter story. We'll see. Meanwhile, enjoy the story!
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Addicted….
Your danger is so alluring
It's like something is pulling at me
It doesn't stop to insist
That it's useless to resist
Like a child is swayed by the prospect of candy
You're like chocolate
I can't get enough of you
I'm addicted to you
To everything that you do
To everything you put me through
No use to fiend for a cure
Because I don't want to let go
I'm hopelessly addicted to your allure
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Do you remember the time when you were still a child?
How easily you were swayed by the prospect of candy. How sweet it tasted once its essence descended upon your taste buds... …
And once you got a first taste, a bite of that heavenly sweetness, you would crave for more, more and more….
I sort of have a love/hate relationship with candy. I can consume as much of it as I want to, the dose is never enough to satisfy me.
The urge to taste that sweetness, to feel it touch the crevices of my mouth, I can't get enough of it. No matter what, I'll continue to want it. I willwant to taste that sweetness again.
By now you are probably wondering why I'm comparing myself to candy, hmm?
The answer to that may seem or sound simple, but it's much more complicated, much more…..
It's an urge. And when it comes my will to fight it becomes paralysed. It's like my mind shuts down, and I become totally numb. Numb to everything but that intense pleasure and satisfaction I get out of it.
This addiction, this candy that I crave….
By now you may have noticed it is not an object, nor is it a feeling or a sensation.
The "it" is a person. This fetish I have with candy represents an individual.
He tastes as sweet as candy, thoughhe is anything but sweet….
Still, his very essence is what attracts me to him, draws me to him. Just like the essence of candy hopelessly atracts a child to it. Though, my urge is far stronger than that.
My urge is a necessity, it's a dangerous and sweet need. It's something I can't do without….
He's an addiction, my addiction…..
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Disclaimer: I shall weep bitterly because Yu-Gi-Oh does not belong to me, and probably never will...Oh, woe is me!XD