Chapter 11

Title: Losing the memories

Author: Angee

Rating: M

A/N...Hi everyone...Ah, well here is another chapter for you all. I guess my job hunting will take a break, so I decided to update the story. I must make a little warnign though, you see i wrote this chapter knowing that i will probably gain some enemies or some threats...LOL...what i mean is that i sort of put a strange twist here, but do not fear Robin and Raven will be fine all the way...Don't hate me please...

Nana was known for her motherly ways, even more for her being a worry wart. But could you blame the woman after seeing the look on Victor's face?. The young man had brought Zoe and she had inquired as to where robin had gone. The only response she got from him was that Raven was in danger and that she should call Trigon.

She wrung her hands or wiped them on her apron out of nervousness. Zoe was sitting on the livingroom floor painting. Nana was not too old, but whenever something wrong was happening she felt her years weighing down on her. Raven was like her granddaughter, and right now like every grandmother she was going crazy not knowing what was happening.

The door bell rang and she rushed to open it. A very worried Trigon stood outside and he didn't wait for Nana to greet him. He went straight into the house and into the kitchen. Zoe ran to him and he hugged her, but soon told her go to back to playing while he talked to nana.

Nana sat on the kitchen stool "Derek my boy what are we going to do?" Trigon threw a folder he had in his hands on the table "what is it?"

"I found something interesting about this bastard that is trying to harm my child" nana looked at the folder and took out the contents, while trigon braced himself for what would be a very disturbed woman.

The information and the picture inside made nana gasp. This was not happening, this was not really happening. She brought a hand to her chest and looked up at the man in front of her "Is this for real?" he nodded...

Nana's hands were shaking and tears spilled out of her aging eyes. She could not believe her eyes "I'm really sorry nana. If I had known sooner I would have prevented all of this"

"But, I thought they had perished. Derek this can't be true" she looked at the picture again and her heart ached "my child, he was dead. When I was told of the accident they said he was dead"

"And he is Nana, but he had a son and a fiancé. You two didn't keep in touch, but he did have a family. When he and his fiancé died, their son was taken into custody and two years later adopted by the Slade family"

"The same Slade that now is harassing my little Raven. My grandson hurting the only child I saw as my own flesh and blood. Oh god Why?" Trigon stood and walked over to the old woman hugging her tightly "please let her be alright".

Robin was never one to run late, as it is he was nearing the pier. His cell-phone rang and he picked it up thinking Slade would be on the other line.

"Robin please save her you have to save her" nana begged gently as she feared for the life of the young woman he loved so much.

"Don't worry nana..." he wanted to say more but anger was filling his body "I wont let anything happen to her" he turned around and gestured for Victor to take his place.

Victor flashed him the thumb and then hid behind some crates. Robin in turn placed the cell-phone in his pocket and then fingered the weapon hidden there as well. This time Slade would not get away.

"Don't worry I'll get her back" he said as he dashed off towards the last pier.

As he neared an entrance he stopped and looked around. Everything seemed fine so far. He walked into the what appeared to be a warehouse looking around. Robin thought he was fine until the shadow of a man walked out ahead of him "so you came". He stopped in his tracks.

"Yeah, I was looking for an asshole to kill and I must say I'm glad you came along" Robin let a smirk grace his lips and Slade just looked at the young man.

Slade raised his hand in a command fashion and before Robin knew it men came out from behind him and he was knocked unconscious "good job. Now bring him along" he grinned while patting one of his men on the back.

When Raven opened her eyes she felt cold. Her body was shivering and her head hurt. She placed her hand on said head and groaned. She then let her hand dropped to her lap. She looked around the room and noticed that there was a large window and that it was still day time. Then she looked down at her self "ahhhhhh" she screamed and she looked at her nude form wrapped in the sheets.

"Nothing happened" her head snapped to her right and watched as a young woman stepped up to the bed. She had pink hair and very pretty green eyes. Raven didn't understand what she was referring to and the woman smiled "I meant. Nothing happened to you. They only took your clothes off, for what reason I don't know. But, none of them touched. Although some of the men seem to be waiting just for that"

Raven didn't know whether to feel good about that or be frightened "what's going on? Who are you?" before raven had a chance to ask more the girl walked over to the door in the room and opened it.

"I'm jinx, and I'm really sorry for what's going on with you" and with that she closed the door. Raven brought the sheets closer to her body and she tempted to get up.

A moaned within the room stopped and she looked around. The darkest corner in the room seemed to be where the voice was coming from. Not being one to be scared she walked towards that direction "who's there?"

Another moan and she almost stopped. But no she was Raven Roth. One, two, three more steps and she was finally in front of a slumped figure "huh?" no. no...nooo...

She ran to the figure and knelt down taking his head in her hands "robin, please Robin. Are you alright?" Robin moaned in pain and Raven took notice of his bleeding head. Her fingers were coated in the warm liquid. She wiped the blood on the sheets and hugged him to her "oh god, Robin please talk to me" but he did not answer her and Raven felt her heart sinking "Robin...Robin"

he moaned again and let his lids flutter open. He felt a warm body and somehow he knew it was her. His raven and he smiled. He tried to hug her and that's when both realized that his arms were chained to the wall "ra...raven"

"Oh god. Sshh baby. I'm here" she let go of him and went to pulling at the chains, but they did not budge one bit "Robin we have to get out of here" his eyes were finally opened and he looked around the room.

"That fucking bastard" she knelt in front of him again "are you okay?"

"Yes Robin, are you?" he smiled for her. She kissed him quickly "we have to get the hell out of here" that's when he noticed her state of dress or lack off. His eyes widened and rage poured out every pore of his body.

"What the fuck happened to you?" Raven whimpered slightly from his harsh tone and for feeling cheap in front of him, he cursed himself mentally but fearing that Slade might have touched her was driving him insane.

"No...nothing happened. I swear...I" she could not finish more because at that moment the door opened and in walked Slade with another man. Raven was yanked by her arms roughly.

"I see both birds are awake" Raven whimpered again this time from the pain in her arm. One hand held the sheet tightly closed.

"Bastard. Get your hands off of her" robin shouted as he struggled with the chains. Slade grinned watching the younger man's anger rise. It was amusing and turning him on.

Raven tried to pull away "what do you want Slade?" Slade looked at the woman then at Robin letting him see the lust in his eyes. Robin pulled on the chains harder.

"You fucking lunatic" Slade threw raven on the bed and she yelled as well as tried to pulled the sheets tighter to her body. The man that came with slade laughed and sat on a chair as his boss took off his shirt.

Raven moved back on the bed seeing the burning lust in Slade's eyes. She jerked when she felt Slade's hands on her ankle. She pulled her knees to her chest and tried to move away but she found herself being pinned beneath a heavy body. Robin growled madly as he watched Slade put his hands on her thigh. Raven tried to kick and punch but he was stronger. Slade slapped her face and she yelled in pain.

"Watch Robin. Do you like what you see? Should I continue?" Robin began to pull with all his might. He wanted to break free wanted to kill the bastard. Raven let the tears run down her cheeks and she felt dizziness taking over her "do you like the show?"

Robin kept pulling not caring that he was cutting his wrists, all that matter was getting to her "bastard" his voice was chocking with tears and rage. Slade smirked even more and grinded his hip against Raven's.

She tried to push him off again "no" she whispered brokenly "please don't"

Slade laughed "yes, beg my little bird, but beg for more" his lips descended upon her neck while his hand pulled her sheets away. She kept pulling it towards her chin only to have him pull it harder. Raven felt his sickening breath on her skin and felt sick to her stomach "umm, you taste delicious"

Robin pulled with strength he didn't think he possessed and it seemed like the gods were looking down on him because the chains gave way and he pulled his arms away. Slade and his man both looked at Robin as he took in a deep breath and reached into his pocket. Satisfied that Slade and his men neglected to search him, Robin pulled out a gun and fired at the man by the door. The man fell to the ground chocking on his own blood and then Robin pointed it to Slade who got off of Raven.

"Well, it seems that I underestimated you my lovely Robin. So here I am and there you are with a gun, what will you do?" Slade walked around the bed and seemed to be heading towards the door, robin did not drop his arm his finger tightened on the trigger "are you going to pull the trigger or what my robin?"

Raven gathered the sheets around her and sat on the bed watching the exchange from both of them. Soon they heard foot steeps rushing towards the room and Robin looked at Raven. In that instant Slade rushed towards robin "Robin!" screamed Raven. The younger man pulled the trigger quickly hitting Slade on the stomach. Slade fell to the groung with a scream and Robin rushed to Raven.

She stood up and Robin took her hand "lets go before they come" she nodded and were both running towards the door when Robin's foot was caught in a grip. He tripped sending him and raven to the floor "not so fast Robin" Slade shakily stood as did Raven and Robin. Even with the pool of blood around his feet the man was fighting them.

Three men stood by the door way" Sir" Slade just waved them out and they nodded, Robin brought Raven behind him "We are standing by the door Sir, anything you need we will do"

"So Robin, what will you do to save your lover and your self?"

Robin smirked and reached into his pocket for his cell-phone "I didn't come alone. In a minute this place will be crawling with cops and lets just say that you wont escape" he pressed number one and it rang "victor now"

"You got it" Slade watched amused. Two minutes later the building shook and Robin pulled raven towards the farthest wall in the room. Landing them both near the window. The building shook once more and Slade watched as Robin kicked the window and looked down. The men outside the room began to scatter and trying to find what the commotion was about.

"Not this time Robin" he ran towards the unsuspecting robin intent on throwing him over the window, Raven watched him and she didn't think twice. When slade was in near proximity she pushed Robin away from her and Slade knocked into her. She grabbed Slade's wrist and both went out the window.

Robin's heart leapt to his throat as he watched Raven fall out of the window. There was a sad smile of her face and he was stunned. Everything was quiet for him. Nothing seemed real. He stood up on shaky legs and walked over to the window praying that Raven was okay. But he had known that it was a three story fall and oh god please, please let her be okay...I'll do anything to see her well...please.

No such luck, she was on the ground with Slade under her. It seemed slade broke her fall but she wasn't moving. He could hear the sirens closing in and he could hear the men struggling to get out. He watched as Victor rushed to the fallen raven, but Robin could not move. His eyes were on her, what had happened? One minute he was trying to find a way out for them, the next Raven was pushing him aside. God take me now. If she's not alive take me now

"Robin get down here. She's breathing but she's bleeding a lot" he looked at his friend but all he could see was Raven and her form wrapped in that sheet.

Slade had broken his neck and was told that he would never walk. Raven had hit her head pretty badly as well as broken a thing bone, and there was a chance that there was internal bleeding. Robin was shaking as they operated on Raven. Anything to get her back. He sat away from the others, this moment he did not want to be with anyone or hear anything from them. All that he cared about was Raven.

It took three hours, but everything came out okay. They had to fix a broken leg bone and her brain seemed to have been fine so they didn't have to open her skull. But she was not waking up that was for sure. Robin was elated and asked to see her. He spent the next three days in her room not leaving for a second. Well maybe for a bathroom break.

He took her hand "please wake up raven. I love you so much. I'm so sorry I didn't protect you" he looked out of the window and watched as raindrop began to fall "please Raven"

she moaned and tightened her grip on his hand "Raven" her lids fluttered opened and she waited for them to adjust to the light "oh god"

"Where am I?"

"In the hospital. You've been asleep for three days" she looked around the room and then let her violet eyes rested on his blue ones and she smiled "I missed you. We were all so worried"

"Who are you?"

And that's how the world crumbled for Robin.

How could this have happened? It was impossible. Robin stood from the bed and Raven wondered why that man acted like that. She looked at him, he seemed familiar but who was this guy "are you okay sir?"

He walked to the window and took in a deep breath. This was a punishment he just knew it. The door opened and in stepped Trigon "daddy" exclaimed Raven. Trigon smiled and walked over to the bed and raven hugged him tightly "so glad to see you dad"

"I'm glad you are alright as well my little one" he pulled away and turned to robin. Something was wrong with the boy. Once more the door opened and in stepped Gar with flowers. Raven's eyes lit up.

"Gar honey I missed you" Robin stiffened as he whirled around to see her and Trigon did not understand what was going on. Gar too was equally stunned "you didn't leave me. I knew you wouldn't leave after you knew about the baby" she stopped talking and placed her hand on her stomach "that baby? Gar did something happen to our baby?"

Gar was not really sure what to say "raven?"

She sniffled "after I went to your house to tell you about the baby I found you with that girl. Gar I'm going to have a baby, your baby. And I want you to be there for us. I've been thinking that if it's a girl that I will name her zoe, and if it's a boy then you can name him. But don't leave me" he walked up to her and she hugged him tightly. Trigon was speechless and looked at Robin who was clenching his fists "did something happen to our baby?"

"Raven, you had the baby"

"But that's not possible. I mean I just found out a week ago"

"Raven what year is it?" asked her father.

"It's 2001 daddy" he shook his head.

"No honey, it's 2005 and you had your baby. She just turned four about seven months ago and you named her Zoe" Raven gasped and watched as her father walked out of the room and came back minutes later with a child.

The little girl squealed and ran to the bed "mommy. You awake...oh mommy I missed you" raven just looked into the blue eyes of her daughter and found herself reaching out to touch her chubby cheek. Trigon lifter her up and raven hugged her.

"My baby, this is my baby?" she looked at the men in the room and all of them nodded. Trigon then pulled Robin to a side.

"Robin she's..."

"she seems to have lost her memory of the last four years, that includes me" his tired sad eyes told the story of how sad he was over the matter and trigon could only watch as the idiot of Logan took advantage of it all.

"Mommy are you okay now?" raven sat the child on her lap and nodded "good I missed you lots"

"Give mommy a kiss baby" zoe pecked her mother on the lips as she always did and Raven let the tears drop "oh my little girl" she brought a hand to zoe's head and noticed a ring on her finger "Gar are we getting married?"

Robin tried to walk over to the bed and tell her no when the doctor came in "Miss roth, I see you are finally awake"

"Doctor my daughter seems to have lost her memory of the past four years" the doctor was concerned that it would happen so he asked everyone to leave the room.

When they were outside Robin grabbed Gar by the collar "you better not be thinking anything that involves lying to her. I will not allow you to take her away from me"

"Scared Richardson, oops I mean Wayne. I think this is a blessing in disguise. Raven was meant to be with me and will stay with me it seems" Robin pushed Gar against a wall and the others who had been sitting around rushed to them "don't even think about it"

Kori pulled Robin away "what's going on Robin?" he was seeing red that was all that he was seeing.

The doctor heard the commotion outside and quickly came out "what is the meaning of this?"

Trigon cleared his throat "Doctor dasani, my daughter is engaged with this young man right here" he gestured to Robin "but she believes that she is with this one right here. He is my granddaughter's biological father, however my daughter hates him. But because she doesn't remember the last four years, she still thinks that she is a teenager who is in love with her high school sweet heart. Now I don't know what to do" Trigon sat down feeling exhausted and watched as the doctor processed everything said.

"well. She seems to have amnesia, I don't know whether this is a permanent case or short term. I would suggest that you all tell her things slowly. Do not overwhelm her with information for she might fall into another type of comma. Her brain might shut down with too much information. I would advise that you tell her simple things. So far she knows she has a daughter and that four years have passed, introduce her to her surroundings and family one at a time. Don't tell her she is engaged with one man and thinks that she loves another it becomes too complicated" with that he took a deep breath.

Kori shook her head. Raven and Robin were probably one of those couples that would go through hell before they could reach heaven. She was really sorry for them, but she would not allow anyone break them apart. This was the same case with Trigon and nana. They would do everything the could to help Raven get better and have her marry the right man.

Raven stood up and found her muscles were sore, but she needed to see what was going on. She walked to the door and opened it seeing her nana and Kori with her father sitting. Then her eyes fell on the little child. Her baby. She smiled again "Zoe" she called out and the little girl ran to her side.

"Mommy" all eyes turned to Raven as she knelt down with a groaned "are you coming home soon mommy?"

"I hope so sweetheart" she looked at everyone "Gar are we going home?" Gar walked over to his daughter and possibly if luck would have it his love. He also knelt down despite knowing the warning Robin had given him.

"I think you will stay here for a while" Zoe looked back at her daddy and ran to him.

"Daddy are you taking mommy home now?" Raven looked at them confused and for some reason couldn't take her eyes off of Robin's own eyes.

"Why is she calling that man daddy, Gar? Who is he?" Robin turned around sick to his stomach with the newest developments and left. Not caring what was happening not caring about the yells of Zoe for him to come back. This was it, his life would never be the same.

Raven was confused, but part of her wanted for that man to return. Who was he? And why was her chest swelling up with pain? Kori shook her head and ran after Robin, she would not let them be apart.

A/N...okay so how was that? I'm really sorry for doing that, but i just had to...you see it had been in my head for a while now and it just seemed fitting. Do not worry she will not be like this forever...hehe maybe for a year? NO...You let me know...later