Hello everyone! I know the waiting was killing you all! Anyways i need some ideas for this fic cuz i'm running out real fast!

CHATPER 9 : Reminisce

Kikyo woke up with a startle. She looked around and realized she fell asleep on the couch, she turns her head to look at the wall clock to see how long she slept. '12:30am, -sigh- it was just a dream!' she thought brokenly. InuYasha never came back to propose. She dreamt the whole thing, and suddenly started crying all over again. It's true she didn't love him and hated the fact that he was only half human, but she knew she could have a comfortable life with him and learn to accept the demon said. Even though she didn't love him, she did care for him. She really thought he would be happy that she wanted to marry someone like him, but no he walked out instead, saying he needed time to think. It's the other way round she believed would happen. She always thought she would me the one walking out, she would be the one needing time to think. She couldn't believe her whole plan was falling part right in front of her.

Inu ended up back in his apartment. He needed to think but so many thought invaded his mind. 'Do I love Kikyo? How do I really feel about Kagome? What about the girl? Oh shit the girl!' Ever since he met Kagome, he never gave a second thought about the mysterious girl with the amazing eyes. That brought another question in his mind. Why haven't he seen Kagome's eyes? She always wore contacts or sunglasses. Shaking his head to clear his thoughts. 'I'll ask her about it later.' Right now he needed to concentrate on one problem at a time.

Hearing a knock on her door, she knew it could only be one person. 'InuYasha!' she ran to the door and slowly opened the door. Just as she expected, there he stood with his hand resting on the side of the frame, with his head bowed down. As he spoke he slowly looked up to lock his eyes with hers.

" I only came to say,-is that I'll give you an answer once we graduate. We need to think this carefuly." As sson as he whispered those words out of his mouth, he leans forward kisses her forehead and walks away- again. She shuts her door and slides down to the floor, breathing harshly the tears stopped running down her eyes. 'At least there's still hope.' and so a sly smile creeped on her face.

She could feel it. The power growing inside her. It husrt so much the spiking pain shooting threw her body. She squeezed her jaw tight, lips curled back her fangs glistering in the moons slight light, trying her best not to cry out. 'Stop!-make it stop!' Tears leak out of her clutched eyes, clawed hands fisting her skkets, with her knuckles stark white. Beads of sweat rolling off her forehead blending with her tears, as she wimpers and finally letting out a strangled cry she couldn't hold it any longer. Ryouga and Sirena layed on her bed trying thier best to comfort her. They were sent to protect her and yet here they were watching the girl suffer in pain and couldn't do anything to aid her. He couldn't stand it any longer, he jumps off the bed and out the window. He runs as fast as he could to the Higurashi mansion. He didn't understand what was happening to her but he'll be damned if he didn't go get help. The image of her crying and shaking gave him the determination to run fast in the wind to reach his destination.'I am not going to let her slip away! I am not going to abandon her!' and so he kept going in lightening speed.

The howling outside the window woke up Taka and Akio instantly. "Something's wrong." he states while rushing outside. "Oh my god its Ryouga! Something's happening to Kagome!" Aiko says in a sotto voice. Not wasting anymore time, they rush off towards the city in thier sleep wear. Not bothering with the door since they knew it would be locked, they entered the apartment the way Ryouga exited. Akio kneels down by her daughters' bed holding her hand. She turns her eyes to her husband with her tear stained face. Taka sad for his daughters pain cracks a small smile.

"She's found him." Akio returns the smile back. They knew this was to happen. Her powers growing to the point where her own body couldn't contain it, must find a mate equally strong to share the power with. The only problem on thier mind that worried them is if she would be able to reach out to her potential mate in time, or she could statisfy her youkai somehow.

" How much longer to you think she has?" Taka asks, stepping closer to wipe the sweat from Kagomes' face.

"Not long - sigh- a year... maybe two at the max." The only reason why her powers were breaking out now and not before, was that her powers were dormated but once her youkai found a mate, the powers awaken, thus giving the power to the potential mate to protect her. There was nothing they could do for her but to sit by her side til the pain passed. They could do nothing for her. This is her own battle to win or loose.

Inu felt something tugging him awake. Sleep still clouded his vision as he sat up in his bed. Something was calling for him, beacking him to find the source. He brushed off the feeling, it was a very faint tug but he just figured it was his frig telling hims to eat some late night snack. He layed back down and closed his eyes. ' Feh! stupid midnight munches!' The tugging faded away allowing him to fall back asleep, but another force woke up him and made him jump out of his bed. He rean out of his room, he couldn't ignore or resist when nature calls.

Six months passed by and soon the school year would be over, well until the summer ended. During those six months Kagome bonded close with Sango. they spent a lot of days doing girly things. They would have sleep overs, eating popcorn while watching chickflicks, going shopping and taking Ryouga and Sirena to the park. More than once had they got in trouble with those beasts. On one of the days they took the canines out, a man was harrasing Sango when Kagome left to go get ice cream at the stand on the other side of the park. Sango was sitting on the bench reading a magazine when the man approached her. He was persistent on getting her name and other personal information, that Sango felt obligated to get up and leave, but he grabbed her wrist, stating he wouldn't let go til she answered his questions. Before Sango could retaliate, Ryouga and Sirena showed up to defend her. Sirena standing next to Sango bare her fangs and Ryouga knocking the guy flat on his back, standing on his chest and growling in his face. The man was so frighten, he relieved on himself. People gathered around to see what was happening and shouting for help. By the time Kagome arrived, the park ranger on his horse demand the two dogs to be put down and for Sango to never be allowed in the park again. Luck was on thier side when a few witnesses stepped forward and told the ranger what happened and the dogs were only protecting thier owner.

Kagome didn't punished her companions for they didn't do anything wrong, well on the occassion. Kagome let out a frustrate sigh while pulling her hair. Here she was at the campus library to study for her finals but instead she sat there dazed out reminiscing about past events. She couldn't help but to drift off again. Exactly four months ago, she met Kikyo, during a beach trip with Sango, Miroku and InuYasha oh and her two trouble makers. That's when the real trouble began.

They were loading up thier personal belongings and beach gear in the minivan, when Inu and Kikyo approached. Kagome put the last of the suitcase in and turned around to face him.

"Kagome, I would like you to meet Kikyo." Inu said with a smile on this face.

"It's nice to meet you Kikyo." She smile, not wanting to be rude,she sticked her hand out to her, only for it to be slapped away.

"Please, -Kikyo sneered- like I would shake hands with an unnatural being." She walked off with her dog in her arms.

Kagome's whole body stiffin. Kikyo may not remember who she was, but those words triggered her memoiries of when she was a little girl. Oh she remembered Kikyo now even though Kikyo didn't remember her. 'I am not going to let that so called miko ruin my weekend!' she repeated over and over in her head.

"Hey." he layed a hand on her shoulder. She looked at him and saw the sympathy in his eyes.

"I'm sorry about that, Kikyo doesn't get along every well with others." She gave him a small smile and patted his hand that was on her shoulder.
"It's fine Inu." He nodded his head and they walked back to the minivan and got inside.

They reached the condo that Mirokus' uncle owned they were staying at for the time being. "Let's get there bags inside and head out to the water." Miroku shouted while grabbing the bags out of the back of the minivan. Sango grumbled to herself about evil sluts ruinning her weekend and wanting to kill evil bitches. They day turned out to be great besides Ryouga and Sirena scaring the life out of Kikyo by chasing her and harrassing her dog.

"Get these bombinations out of here!" She shrieked running around in circles to get rid of them from chasing her. She hated those two and wanted them dead, she kept telling Inu to kill them but he only laughed and said she was on her own. She was about to purified them but Sango got in her face and started fighting with her. Pink energy swirled around Kikyo while fire swirled around Sango. Yes Sango was a hanyou herself. Half fire neko and human, though she wear an illusion to keep her looking human like the rest of the youkai race. Sango flexed her claws out and her illusion started slipping aways showing the black and orange stripes on her cheeks, her fans poking her bottom lip, her pink eyes narrowing down to look at Kikyo with hate. Kikyo blasted her energy towards Sango but was blocked by a protective shield from Miroku. Kikyo's eyes widen when she saw Miroku's illusion slip away showing her what he really was. A panther with holy powers, fear spead throughout her body she could tell she pissed him off and it was not a good things esp when she learned long time ago to never anger a spiritual panther and Miroku was a from a long line of houshis and priestesses. But he did nothing but turn back looking like a human once again and sighed. He turned around to calm down Sango which helped. The crackeling of power dissappeared just has it showed up once the illusions were back in place. Being a miko never helped since she couldn't detect how strong a youkai was or if one was a youkai when the illusions were placed apon someone. Hell she couldn't even tell how powerful InuYasha was since he never slipped though he did tell her himself when they started to go out years ago. Kagome stood in the side line with Inu knowing well enough her canines could take care of themselves but she never imaged both Sango and Miroku were youkais. It pleased her heart to know this. She knew they had some demon in them, how much she wasn't sure which goes for all demons. Inu knew how powerful his friends were since they grew up with eachother and knew what type they were and clockwise. Kagome felt guilty, here were her friends not afraid to show what they really are, and here she was hiding from them. She wanted to tell them, she really did but was scared they also might think she was a freak and unnatural being. But she made her choice, she would tell them tonight.

Frist she decided to tell Sango so she asked her to eat dinner with her on the beach. Sango was delighted to join her friend and so she got ready and head down to the beach were Kagome was waiting.

"So what are we eating?" Sango asked while sitting down next to her friend. She noticed the sadness in her eyes and got worried herself.

" What's wrong Kagome?" She asked placing a hand on her friends upper back. "You know you can tell me anything."

Kagome looked up at her friends face and her fears washed away. She knew she could trust her friend but yet she still had to make sure.

"I'm scared Sango if I tell you, you would hate me and leave me." She cried as the tears came. Sango reached forward and hugged her friend.

"Oh Kagome, I could never hate you!" She cried herself. She didn't want her friend to be in pain and to hold whatever it was to herself.

Kagome pulled away and looked in Sango's eyes. "Its not what I have to say...Its what I have to show you." Slowly the illusion faded, showing the black and white stripes in her pink hair that was now longer than shoulder length, her eyes changing into one ocean blue with gold specks and the other gold with ocean blue specks. The symbol on her forehead glowed before fading aways but slow enough for Sango to recognize what it meant. Two soft canine ears pulled back on her head and black claws placed her human nails. Kagome still had her eyes locke with Sango's saw her cover her mouth with her hand and stepped back away from her. Kagome bowed her head and tears once again slipped down her cheeks. Sango realized her action seemed to be a negitive one to Kagome, so she reached out and hugged her again.

"It's ok Kagome, I'm just shocked thats all." She says with a small smile and wipes the tears aways from Kagome's face. She was so happy that Sango didn't think of her as a freak and was so relieved that her friend still was her friend. They were so caught up that they didn't hear someone approaching til they heard a gasp.

They both turned quickly around and saw Miroku. His eyes were wide and mouth gapped open. He walked right to Kagome and grabbed her hand. A leacherous smile speard his face and they both knew what was running threw his mind. Sango knocked him on the head, Let Miroku to be the only one to be a lech and to hit on a woman at the wrong moment. Kagome laughed, she didn't care he was thinking perverted thoughts she was just happy that it didn't effect Miroku that she was different.

"Kagome you are so beautiful no wonder Inu wanted to find the girl with the amazing eyes!" he said with adoring eyes.

"What a minute! Yash is trying to find her? You mean Kagome is the girl that Inu was blabbering about?" Sango asked with confused eyes. Miroku explained it to them both of the whole incident. They both turned to Kagome and she didn't deny it at all.

"I don't want him to know." They looked at her with surprised faces. "Why not?" Miroku asked. Sango sigh and hit him on the head again.

"Stupid, she wants him to love her for her not for her damn powers!" Sango points out. Another problem is Kikyo, and they all knew that. So Kagome's idenity must stay unknown until Inu could realized that he wasn't meant to be with Kikyo but with her. Sango and Miroku knew Inu was meant to be with her but was too loyal and stubborn to see clearly.

"Argh! I'm never going to be able to concentrate!" Kagome shouted only to realize too late that she was in a library and everyone looked at her with angry eyes to interrupt them from thier studies. Her face turned bright red, so we quickly packed up her things and rushed out of the library with embarrassment. She walked in the parking lot and before she reached her car, she heard InuYasha calling for her.

"Hey Kags wait up!" He yelled while running. He caught up to her and give her a friendly hug. 'She smells so good.' he thought as he let her go. Everytime he was around her, he left so much joy and he had to fight not to have a goofy smile on his face.

"I was about to go eat dinner, you wanna join me?" She asked with a blush on her face. He smiled backa and nod his head, so they walked to her car and got in. They didn't notice Kikyo watching them drive away. She was angry, she was hurt and ...She was crying..again! She wasn't going to lose him now. No not when she is so close into having the life she ever wanted.

In the car it was dead quite so Kagome asked InuYasha to turn on the radio. He reached over and turn on the dail and switching from one station to the next til he found HOT 1.12 the music filled the car and relaxed them both in a comfortable rhythm. The song ended only to have another one start.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? ('My sould does feel glad when I'm with her' He thought to himself.)

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?(' Her hands are pretty tiny and my hand covers all of it. OR do I have just abnormal large hands?' Looking down at his hands and checking out to make sure they were standard normal size.)

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call (' Hmm not too sure about that one.' He turns to look at her.)

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all ('If i didn't have her in my life would I be able to stand?' )

I never know what the future brings

But I know you are here with me now

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?(' Whoa this guy is wierd!' he thought while picturing a guy crying but shake the image away.)

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?(' I"m always hearing her hame in my head... hmmm' )

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? (' Could i see her as my wife?' he looks at her again and smiles...'yah I could...')

Inu changes the station, he didn't want to hear the rest of the song cause it was making him have doubts about him and Kikyo even though he already had doubts but he didn't need anymore in his life. Kagome too was thinking about the song and questioning herself also. She was so distracted she didn't notice a black car coming closer til it honked its horn and flashing its lights.

"Kagome watch out!" Inu screams as she turns her steering wheel to a sharp left making the car crash into the highway rail and down the slop into the forest. She screamed at the trees came crashing around them denting the car and jerking them around. They both were holding for dear life when both of thier eyes when wide then they saw a huge mount of rocks right in front of them as the car got closer and closer. Kagome was so scared her body closed up making her frozen in her place as she screamed. Inu looked at her and his heart almost tore apart about the thought of her being injuried so in a spilt motion he turns his body towards her, grabs the handle on the side of the seat for it to lay back and got on top of her whispering in her ear that everything would be ok. Kagome wrapped her arms around him as the car hit dap center of the mount of rocks. The car it with so much force that after hitting the mount it flipped and shot up in the air and started to fall again. As it was suspended in the air, two bodies flew out wrapped in eachothers embrase as they tumbled down the edgy rocks and sharp grass til they came to a complete stop and was jerked aways from eacthother.

It was night when Inu woke up with pain all over his body, he opened is eyes and realized he was still in the forest which meant that Kagome was laying somewhere close by barely or worse...dead.. With that thought he got up and started searching for her. He called out to her over and over but still no sign of her. He started to panic when he bearly heard a voice calling for him. He ran threw the bushes making him have more scratches on his face and body but he didn't care, he had to reach her. When he finally got threw the dense bushes and shrubs the sight before left him speechless. Kagome was leaning against a tree, her legs barely keeping her up, but that wasn't what shocked him. He saw her for what she really was. Those hunting eyes looking right back at him, widing as she realized her illusion slipped away during her unconscious state. He slowly walked toward her, every step was achingly slow. As he stood right in front of her, he fell onto his knees looking up at her with tears running down his face.

"Kagome" he choked out, raising a hand to her. She stood there crying herself as she brushed his hair away from his face.

"InuYasha." She says back giving a small smile. He was about to say something but the pain in his body and head took a toll on him and he fell into the darkness as he fell, but before he was completely gone, he could fell strong arms catching him before he could hit the ground.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH the end on this chapter! I know i'm evil ohwell teehee

A/N:

Do not worry readers the next chapter isn't too far away from being posted and yes i know I made everyone a hanyou or youkai besides Kikyo. I just thought it would be fun having Sango and Miroku to be different but have a trait to fit them ya know.Since Sango is a spit fire and Kiara is her companion in the series why not make her one too ya know. Miroku is always in dark but beautiful colors black purple green beads and etc so i made him a panther wise looking but deadly when need to be,plus still being a houshi and a pervert. Shippo and Kirara will be in this story but not sure when i'll introduce them in. I hope you all enjoied this chapter. I worked really hard into making it long and dramatic. Inu Yasha won't be with Kikyo long but still he'll still be with her in the next few chapters.If anyone have any ideas i will gladly take them into concideration!

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