Chapter 12

Title: remembering

Author: Angee

Rating: M

A/N...aww, well this short chapter is being uploaded because i wanted to give you guys something to read before i returned to NYC. I'm going to be super busy and thought that you all deserved this. Okay so i didn't make her wait till a year passed so she could remember...now be happy damn it. alot of you were mad at me for doing this to them, but i did warn you. i love drama and love creating drama. Forgive me please::pouts:; there is more drama here and this chapter might seem like the last chapter...but i think one more chapter will be added to this story. thank you all for being so nice and waiting paitently for these updates. I hope you like this chapter too. Arigatou Gozaimasu.

Two weeks.

Two weeks that she was in the hospital. Robin sighed and buried his face in his hands. Raven would have known who he was if it hadn't been for Gar...that bastard took advantage of the situation and described in a lot of details how much they loved each other and how great their lives were together.

Robin looked at the door to the room that housed his lovely bird. Enough was enough and he was going to get her back. He held the bouquet of exotic flowers to his chest and smiled. Yes she would remember him and their lives together.

He knocked and there was no answer, so he opened it to find Raven looking out of the window. He felt the butterflies in his stomach, she looked so small, so tender. Raven turned to look at him and she smiled "it's you. Kori told me about you and the fact that you work for me" his smile fell. Well, I guess I'm going to have to tell the entire story.

Robin chuckled and presented the flowers to her "this are for you" she graced him with a nice smile and a tint of pink to her cheek. Robin took a few steps forward and she reached out for the flowers. When raven took them he took the opportunity to brush his fingers with hers. She looked up at him with a bigger blush "I hope you like them"

she inhaled their scent "thank. They are very beautiful. Please sit down and tell me what's been going on with my father's company" he pulled up a chair and sat down near her. Anything to have as much contact as he can.

"Everything is fine as far as we can all tell" she giggled and he felt those butterflies return "what else did they tell you about me, about us?" Raven dropped the flowers to her lap and looked at him.

It was confusing the way he asked about that. What exactly was there to know about them? She wondered "about us? Is there an us Mr. Richardson?" she gasped as Robin took her hand in his.

"Raven" the way her named rolled off his mouth made her heart beat fast,. Her cheeks were super red she just knew it "I'm not just your personal assistant. I'm much more than that"

Raven tried to look away, but his blue eyes were so full of emotions of love that she couldn't bare to look away "what...what are you to me then?" why am I feeling this flustered. I sound like a high school chick.

"You know you sounded like a school girl with a crush just now" she glared at him while Robin laughed "sorry. Well, I don't know how to say this, but Raven you an I, we" he just couldn't say it so he brought his lips to hers and connected them.

Raven's eyes widened and her hands were trapped between them resting on his chest. Her body was stunned but her mind was working fast kiss him back, come on kiss him back.

This is wrong...what about gar?

This isn't wrong. You've been thinking about this man for a long time now...kiss him back.

Her eyes closed and she returned the heated kiss moaning as she did. Robin smirked and kissed her with more passion. His arms went around her waist lifting her up onto her knees so that they sunk with the hospital mattress.

God, how I missed this. How I missed her.

The door to the room opened "Rae I couldn't get your favorit..." Gar dropped the drink he had on his hands and both raven and Robin looked towards the door and at the enraged man.

Raven pulled away from robin quickly "Gar!" Gar walked up to Robin and grabbed him by the collar.

"Don't you ever touch her. What the fuck are you doing here?" Robin shoved Gar towards the door slamming his body into the wood.

"What am I doing here? What are you doing here? You knew you couldn't be here" Gar fisted his hands.

"Raven called me. She wanted me here" Robin looked back at raven and she could see the hurt and confusion in his eyes. Why would he care so much? What exactly is their relationship?

"How...how could you?" gar laughed and robin leveled a glare his way. He was too enraged too hurt. Raven wanted to speak, wanted to say something, but what. Without a warning Robin lunched towards Gar and both men began to fight.

"Stop it" she pleaded "please stop fighting" but neither listened. They shoved and fought breaking things in the room. Raven tried to get up but her leg was still sore and her body ached a little. Robin punched gar and gar shoved robin towards the bed. Her eyes widened.

Everything was quiet after the collision. Gar was standing stunned into silence while Robin groaned in pain and tried to lift himself up from the soft warm form underneath him. Because he was too jealous and too careless Raven was holding her stomach in pain and hissing "Raven?" he asked as he lifted off of her.

There were tears running down her cheeks and her lips trembled from the immense pain she was feeling. Everything seemed dizzy and blurry "Raven are you alright?" he placed a hand to her shoulder only to have her shove it away.

"Get...doctor..." the door to the room opened again revealing a nurse. She looked around confused at the mess and realized that the bed which was occupied by a patient earlier was now turned on its side and the patient was no where is sight.

"What is going on here?" she asked in an alarmed voice "miss roth?" the nurse rushed to the turned bed and found Raven on the floor holding her stomach in pain while Robin was trying to lift her "what happened?"

Robin picked raven up into his arms "Raven are you alright?" the nurse hurried out of the room and got two other nurses to come and help. She then paged Dr. Dasani.

Raven moaned and held her sides in pain. Robin had landed on her knocking the wind out of her and almost kneeing her in the stomach. The pain was immense "it hurts" was all she said. Gar just watched as the nurse frantically tried to ease Raven from her pain and access the damage done to the young woman.

Dr. Dasani walked into the room about five minutes later and got the story from both men even though both were shouting what happened. He turned to raven to find her still in pain "Miss Roth we have to take you to the fifth floor as soon as we can" she nodded.

Robin walked up to her "Dr. What is it?"

"Because you two decided to resolve your problems like juveniles" as he talked Raven was being taken out of the room as fast as the nurses could take her "you disregarded my wishes to keep away. She is in a very delicate condition now because of your childish games" he walked to the door and before he could leave Robin latched onto his arm.

"Please tell me what's wrong with her?" The doctor sighed and frowned.

"I'm afraid that miss roth might lose the child she is carrying. It was a miracle she didn't when she fell from that building, but now I'm not so sure" with that he left. Not seeing the hurt in robin's eyes, the anguish the pain.

He had fallen on her. He might have killed their child. His child. All because of his jealousy. Raven was pregnant with their first child, well his first and he was soon going to be robed of that because he was foolish enough to fight with Logan.

Robin sat down on the floor in the room and for the first time in a long time wept. Logan was at a loss for words. Raven, his raven was going to have his enemy's child? He was responsible for what was happening. If he hadn't shoved Richardson, then she would still be fine. He left the man on the floor not wanting to be there any longer, for he was feeling a guilt that was eating at his very core.

Raven let the tears drop.

She was praying that nothing was wrong with her child. She had learned about her child's existence just that very morning and was very delighted. Thinking that gar was the father she had called him over to tell him, but as they talked she felt it was wrong. Like he wasn't meant to know about it. All through out the conversation they shared, Robin's face kept coming up and she wanted nothing more than to see him. Now she knew something was definitely up with her and her assistant.

The cold gel on her stomach made her flinch and she was once more in the realm of reality, where sooner or later she would find out if she lost that child she already wanted to have "Miss roth we are ready" she looked at the woman and then at Dr. Dasani who watched from the sideline. Raven nodded trying to keep the tears inside, but she was scared and worried.

The doctor looked at the picture and tried to find anything wrong. Raven could hear the fast beating of her child's heart and the weeping began. She brought a hand to her mouth to quiet down her wailing, but it was hard. Dr. Dasani held her hand "it's alright. I'm sure everything is fine" she gripped his hand.

The woman looked up at Dr. Dasani shaking her head and he smiled gently gripping Raven's hand tighter "Miss Roth"

She opened her eyes letting more tears drop "is he dead?"

"No"

and for the first time in a long time Raven laughed and cried at the same time. Grateful that her child was going to be fine "thank you...thank you".

When raven returned to the room they found Robin sitting on the floor quietly. The nurses and even raven found it a sad moment. He looked up at their eyes met. She looked away from him not wanting to talk to him or Gar. They were stupid and reckless, and because of that she could have lost a very important part of her. Robin quickly got up "Raven"

"Get out" he stopped mid step "I don't want to talk to you or gar. Leave me alone. I almost lost my child and I will not be around either one of you until you both grow up. I don't know who you are or what you are to me Mr. Richardson, but just let me rest" Robin was more than happy to know that she hadn't lost their child, even if she was asking him to leave, he knew that sooner or later they would talk and he would tell her everything.

Two days later kori was visiting Raven at her house. She had asked her father to take her home and she was discharged. Now she was home resting with a very big appetite. Kori smiled as she watched raven devour the cheese cake she brought her "so Kori, nana tells me that you are going to be married in two weeks and that I'm your made of honor?"

Kori who sat on the bed with raven nodded enthusiastically "oh yes raven. But I didn't come to talk to you about my wedding"

"Oh?"

"I came to talk to you about Robin" the minute that name was out of her mouth Kori found herself under Raven's cold glare "come on"

"no"

"Yes. Raven you need to know who he really is"

Raven pushed the cheese cake to the side and put a hand to her stomach "no. He and gar almost killed my baby"

Kori screamed in annoyance and raven looked at her friend with mild fright "that's enough. Raven Roth, you are to know that Robin is the man that you love. Not Gar not anyone else. That child you are carrying is his child and you both were engaged to get married. Gar is nothing but a liar trying to get you back. I'm sick of you and Robin not being together. I'm sick of all the pain you go through. Now either you talk to him or I will not talk to you"

Raven broke down crying and Kori blinked a few times "what I do?"

"Raven?"

"I know that Robin is the man I love. I felt it when we kissed, I also remembered some things that we did, but Kori...I...he is...I think I still love Gar"

"No you don't. Gar is an idiot that cheated on you and he tried to take Zoe from you. Now stop that crying"

"I can't help it. I think it's the baby" kori laughed and laid down on the bed "stop laughing"

"Sorry. But seriously Raven you have to talk to Robin. I just came from his apartment and he is not himself. He doesn't want to eat or sleep. Victor even tells me that Robin is up at four in the morning reading baby books. He is excited about having a child with you and he loves Zoe so much. He is waiting for you to talk to him"

"It's his baby? So, Gar and I never got back together?" kori laughed.

"Not remotely. You hate his guts and wanted nothing more than to keep him away from zoe and yourself, btu the courts decided that you both needed to sort out a deal concerning zoe"

"I'm so tired. This is the same thing I went through with Zoe, god I'm going to really hate the next few months"

"So how far along are you?"

Raven picked her cheese cake again and took a bite "almost four months. I think we conceived the first time we slept together or maybe the second time after we excused ourselves from the engagement party we were having in the livingroom and..." she stopped talking a did a double take, Kori looked at her.

"What is it?"

"This room, it was full of flowers and so was the rest of the house...I remember being carried down the stairs and you and my family smiling"

Kori giggled "yeah and you were wrapped in your sheets. I remember it too. Wait you remembered?"

"Yes. His scent is in the pillows" to emphasis it she took a pillow and brought it to her nose "yes. Just like his shampoo and after shave" kori took the pillow and sniffed it "he would always wake me up by kissing my back and biting my ears...kori I remember it" raven jumped from the bed and ran to her vanity taking a cologne "this is his favorite, I bought it as a gift for being so nice to Zoe. I can't believe I forgot this" she then went to the bathroom with Kori on her tail "this is his favorite towel and I always take it for myself. He would then take it from me spanking me in the process"

Kori blushed and put a hand to Raven's shoulder "see. You didn't forget him, you just couldn't deal with too much at the same time. Now that you are home you can see everything that you and Robin had together"

"Yes. I have to see him I have to talk to him. I have to..." a dizziness came over her and she found support on the sink.

"You missy have to take it easy and lay down. There is so much you want to say, but I think I would rather call Robin and have him come to you instead" they made their way to the room where Kori took the phone and proceeded to call robin.

Robin sat in his bed reading another baby book. He wanted to be ready for everything. Raven might not remember him or might not want to remember him, but he was going to be the best father there was. Sure it would be hard to tell her that he was the father and not Gar. He mentally spit at the mentioning of that name "hey Rob you got a call"

"I'm busy" was his monotone reply.

"It's kori"

"I'm busy"

"Says that Raven remembers you"

Robin put the book down and looked at Victor who was grinning "huh?"

"Not busy then?"

"No" Robin ran to his friend and took the phone "Kori"

"Robin come over Raven wants to see you"

"Okay" the smile on his face would never be put out, oh no he would smile for all eternity if it was possible.

The door bell rang and nana opened the door "oh it's you"

Gar smiled at the old woman "I wanted to see Raven. Wanted to tell her I'm sorry for what happened"

"Listen boy, I don't appreciate you coming here upsetting her"

"Nana is alright" nana turned around to see Raven walked towards her.

"You should be in bed young lady" scolded the old woman.

"I'm fine. Nana may I have a word alone with Gar" nana looked at the smiling man then at Raven. She sighed and left them. Gar stood by the door while Raven made her way to him, before he could utter a single word she punched him hard.

He stumbled backwards screaming and cursing "what the fuck?"

"That's for trying to lie to me about us. You are nothing to me Logan. I'm in love with another man that is the best thing to happen to me since the birth of my daughter"

Gar took his hand away from his eye "what?"

"Don't look so shock. I remember everything now. You would have led me to believe that you and I were a happy family. How dare you? You are only to come here when I deem it right for you to see Zoe, other than that, you Mr. Logan are no longer welcomed. Good bye" she hugged him for this would be the closure she so wanted to have.

"Raven" someone had said and both turned to see Robin holding a bouquet of flowers. His eyes took in the sight of them hugging and without a second glance he turned around and began to walk away.

"Wait. Robin you don't understand" yelled the frantic raven. She ran after him and took his arm only to have him pull away "please stop it. Don't do this to us"

Robin stopped "don't do what? You tell Kori to call me so that I could witness the reunion between Raven and her high school lover. I'm sick of this. If you wanted to hurt me there were other ways"

Raven walked up to him and with determination took possession of his lips. Robin pushed her away lightly "no"

"Please robin. I love you. I wasn't trying to hurt you, honest. You just came at a bad time. I was merely saying bye to Logan"

"Raven there is no need to..." she punched him on the chest several times before he pulled her into a hug "Raven?"

"Idiot. Idiot. I told you that I love you. I remember everything Robin I just wanted to tell Logan that he is no longer welcomed here unless it is to spend time with Zoe. God you idiot I love you"

he pulled away from her "really raven?"

"Yes, she really does love you" both turned to Gar who was now walking away from the door "Raven, I'm sorry for trying to have a family with you. That was just it. I wanted to have you back in my life, I wanted to be the perfect husband and the perfect dad for Zoe, but your heart is already spoken for so, I bow down to you Richardson, for you have one of the greatest women in your life. Good bye raven" with that the young man left the couple whom were still embracing.

Raven looked at the man she once loved and she smiled "thank you. Good bye" both watched him get into his car and drive away "do you understand now Robin or do I have to kick your ass to make you understand"

Robin planted his lips onto hers while bringing her form into his. This was right, this was what had to be righted. He pulled away feeling guilty for jumping to conclusions "forgive me?"

She thought about it and smirked "only if you get me three layer cheese cake and two fudge brownies ice cream"

"Cravings?"

She laughed "yeah"

"We are going to have a baby"

"Yeah" all the while their lips drew closer to one another.

"I'm going to be a dad"

"You are already a dad. And she misses you a lot"

"Where is she?"

Raven pecked him "in her room, sleeping"

"No school?"

"Wanted to spend time with her. Now shut up and kiss me" he laughed and obliged by pressing his warm lips against hers once more.

Kori and nana both squealed with delight and ran around the house trying to call everyone else. There was a wedding to attend in two weeks and another to organize as soon as possible. Everything would be alright this time.

A/n...and that my friends is how they got back. did you all like it? i try to keep this story simple, but found it hard to do so in previous chapters. this one though was easy to write and less annoying. Hope you all like it very much. later all. tell me what you think.