Thoughts of a 2nd Lieutenant
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Jean Havoc, Edward Elric or Roy Mustang. I own nothing. If I did, Ed would fall in love with Jean and Envy would get a manly voice. Not Wendy Powell's Voice.
AN: Well... this is one of my little quick typies. Hope ya'll like it.
STARTED: 1:10AM July 11, 2005
He hated it. He hated the way those bright golden eyes glittered happily as he stared into Mustang's eyes. He hated the way they ducked behind corners to steal a stray kiss or grope. He hated the way they were holding hands behind the desk. He hated the fact that he knew, every night, he left his home and snuck to Mustang's house for a bit of 'Let's See How Loud I Can Make You SCREAM!'
He hated the way Mustang smirked at him from over the desk. And he absolutely hated the way that he never acknowledged that he felt anything for him.
Jean Havoc, the nortorious chain-smoker of the Central Military Command was utterly and completely pissed off. Not at the world, oh no, he couldn't go for anything THAT big. He had to be pissed off at his commanding officer; the arrogant, seemingly straight, ladies man, Roy Mustang, the Flame Alchemist and Taisa.
Jean bit back a gag of disgust as he happily leaned up and kissed Mustang's lips lightly, blushing as he realized that Mustang's hands were nowhere near appropriate for work hours. Jean stood up, biting through his cigarettte, tobacco falling onto his tongue as he kicked the chair back and walked to the heavy oak doors.
"Havoc?" Hawkeye questioned him lightly. Jean kept his eyes closed, afraid to show too much emotion and instead opened the doors and walked out.
"I'm taking my break." He left in a huff, his steps heavy and scaring the lower-rank men and women out of his way. They had good reason to be afraid of him; Jean Havoc was a formidable opponet when upset. And right now, you don't want to be near him. His gun was loaded and in plain sight to anyone who dared to look.
He kicked the doors open and walked out, a new cigarette laying between his lips, the taste ofraw tobacco stil evident in his mouth. Golden eyes haunted his vision and he punched his hand into the wall, cracking one of his knuckles and making the rest bleed heavily. "Damn." Jean mumbled around his cigarette and held the blood hand away from him.
He invaded his vision again and all that Jean could bring up, was the picture of them outside the office, Mustang pressing him against the wall, his lips on his neck and his other hand under a skin tight black shirt. Mustang had smirked at him then too. Always when he saw how much it upset the smoker, he smirked as if saying, 'Ha-ha. Sorry little Havoc, but someone had to teach him to grow up. Too bad it wasn't you! Now I just have to smother this into your face until you decide to go and find your own victim.'
God, Jean Hated Mustang.
Jean kicked a pebble beneath his foot and soon it was stained with the dripping blood. He turned shocked blue eyes to it and blinked. "Oh..." a dry laughed escaped him and he shook his hand. "I guess I should get this looked at." He inhaled on his cigarette and closed his eyes, letting his mind take him back to the one day, he was his.
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"Havoc?" Jean lifted his blonde head, connecting blue eyes with bright golden ones. "What's the matter? You've been... err... distracted all day." A blush covered his cheeks and Jean stood up, his cigarette hanging limply from his lips.
"Hey..." He breathed lightly and the picture of HIM and Mustang from earlier flashed through his mind. He suddenly sneered at him. "Why don't you go back to Roy? I'm sure he'll be more interested in what you have to say than me."
He pulled back as if struck, his beautiful golden eyes wide with shock. "But... Havoc..."
Jean stood up and towered over the shorter blonde. "I know HE probably sent you out. So why are you even bothering with me?"
He glared at Jean. "Has it ever occured to you that I might acutally care somewhat about what's wrong with you, Havoc! Have you ever wondered why I always made Mustang back down from lashing out at you? Has any of this occured to you?"
Jean stared at him, startled by the sudden outburst. "No. Why should you care?"
He glared at the taller blonde. "Jean. I don't follow Mustang's orders when it comes to you. I follow my own orders." Jean blinked and then took a deep breath, steadying his nerves. He crushed his cigarette under one booted foot and then gripped his chin with one pale hand.
"Jean?" He stuttered, a light blush appearing under wide golden eyes. Jean leaned down and slowly kissed him. His lips all too soft agains the Lieutenants' mouth. He wrapped his arms around Jean's neck, the automail one drifting into his blonde spikes.
Jean pulled back, but he followed. With a sigh he pushed foreword and shoved his tongue into the shorter blonde's mouth. He moaned against Jean's lips at the taste of nicotine and suddenly Jean pulled back, his arms still around his neck.
"How far is your place from here?"He breathed against Jean's neck. Jean blinked and looked at the blonde. his mind swarmed with the many possiblities and suddenly he blinked again. A map quickly was formed in Jean's head and the fog lifted.
"Not too far... Just a block or so down..." He nodded and grabbed Jean's military shirt.
"Okay, come on."Jean stared and walked down the street.
'Oooo... I'm dreaming... yep. I'm dreaming...'
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Jean sighed and leaned against the wall. He had dragged him to his house, opened the door by use of alchemy and practically ravaged him in the doorway. Then Jean had dragged him into the bedroom and shown him what a real good time was.
Jean sighed and looked up at the sky, his heart wrenching as he heard Mustang's deep laugh and his snort of amusement.
His eyes closed shut and he clenched the blood hand, the blood dripping onto the ground just like his heart was doing on the inside.
Life was cruel when you fall for the Full Metal Alchemist, Edward Elric.
Well, how'da like it? Anybody want to request a pairing that I could write? These are the ones that I could do: Ed/Roy, Ed/Havoc, Ed/Al, Ed/Envy, Envy/Greed, Greed/Kimblee, Greed/Ed, Havoc/Feury, Havoc/Mustang, Roy/Hughes, Ed/Russell, and ANYONE ELSE!
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