Chapter 3

Don't own Gundam Wing

Out of a sense of desperation Relena pulled his mouth down to hers. She couldn't stand that he was there and they weren't living the moment to the fullest. She felt as though when she let go of him he would leave her again and it was something she couldn't even begin to think about. In order to solve this problem she decided that tonight she would never let go of him. Heero could feel the panic in her kiss and returned it with a passion meant only for her.

Slowly the kiss became less of an escape of desperate emotions and more of a heated kiss tasting of honey and love. They both got lost. He moved his lips from hers to trail down the slender column of her tempting throat. She arched her neck so he had better access while making small noises in the back of her throat.

He moved his head down to her collarbone where he suckled until she cried out and then moved away to admire his mark that spoke of his possession of her. Relena reached up and touched the tiny mark with her fingers and smiled before Heero moved her fingers out of the way and nipped the mark once more before removing both of their clothes and covering her again.

Heero wanted to give her as much pleasure as he possibly could because not only was this their first coupling but this was also her first time. He kissed her passionately while he slowly moved his hand up the inside of her thigh, marveling at the feeling he had when she opened so readily for him.

He slid his hand up farther and farther until he touched his goal with a feather light stroke and felt her cry out softly in his mouth. He moved away from her so that he could look down on her but never faltered in his sweet torture. Relena could barely focus on anything but this one man. This one man that she had fallen in love with. And then she felt as if she was exploding inside.

Heero held her until the end of her very first climax. When she had stilled he aroused her again. He leaned down to her and bit a trail down her throat to the crest of her perfectly rounded breast where he nipped and bit and sucked on the sweet bud. When he felt she was as ready as he could get her he kissed a path back up to her ear.

He kissed her ear once before whispering sweet nothings to her and telling her that he loved her and that he was sorry for hurting her before and hurting her now. Before Relena could ask her about that last part he started to slowly slide into her and she felt a great pressure as her body moved to accommodate him. He whispered again that he was sorry for hurting her before he gave one great push that broke her maidenhead and officially made her his.

She cried out and lightly bit his neck. He was still for a time trying to be all the patient lover as he allowed her time to get used to him being inside her. She bit again just as softly to let him know she was ready a few moments later. When he started to move she still felt some pressure and soreness but all that faded into the background as the pleasure began to assail her.

Heero set the pace and she followed easily until the moved gracefully as one. Relena listened in fascination to the small cries that escaped her own throat but she listened with adoration to the small guttural sounds he was making. As she pumped into her she felt the need for something although she had no idea what it was she was waiting so anticipatorily for. Until again she felt a pressure inside of her, only this time it was not painful as before, this time it was pure pleasure. And then again, like when he had touched her where there bodies were now joined, she exploded. Only this time it was so much stronger. She felt as if she was rising up to meet the stars.

Heero felt her climax and sought out his own. He went wild when it came to her and this time was no different. His strokes came stronger and faster until his desirous state reached it's peak. He shouted out her name and feel over the edge; spilling like his seed inside her.

Relena fell asleep much later with the feel of him beside her stroking her naked hip with his thumb imprinted upon her memory. But her dreams were not nearly as peaceful as her thoughts before she surrendered herself to their depths.

It was not so easy for Heero to fall asleep and he lay awake with his thoughts to keep him company. He shouldn't have come back. He would only hurt her. This time he would hurt her worse. He had not meant for this to happen. He had only meant to talk to her but when she looked up at him, still so trusting even after what he had done to her, he couldn't help it. He had acted senselessly and she would suffer for it. These were Heero's last thoughts before he fell in a fitful sleep.

Not long after he had finally given in to sleep an ear-piercing scream could be heard. Heero woke up at once. Releena was sitting straight up in the bed. She looked at him and burst out in broken sobs, reaching her hands out to him. He took her into his arms and rocked her for a while before asking her what was wrong. "I just had a dream about you leaving. I love you, Heero. I want to be with you. But it seems that at every turn some one or some thing will always taunt me and tell I cannot keep you."

Heero felt so guilty he wished he were dead at that moment. He got out of bed and started to put his clothes back on. Relena gave him a strange look. "Did I do something wrong, Heero?"

He looked up with such a look of anguish on his face Relena couldn't stand to look at him. She stood and went to him but when she would have taken him into her arms he moved away from her and moved passed her until he was across the room. Once he was at a safe distance away he took a steadying breath and then turned to look at her. "Releena there's something I want to tell you..."