Fangirl's worst nightmare

by Jessica Morgan

Not intended to be a Yami/OC. YamiXAnzu implied A fangirl's feelings when she finds out that her favorite character has been sentenced to death, in the authoress's case it's Yami Yugi. Fans of other characters can substitute their favorite character.

Personal feelings,

How can I understand

Why should I cry about it now?

He'll be in the afterlife anyway.

It's over in Japan,

Soon it'll be here in the US.

Yami Yugi, I love you.

From the depths of my heart.

Pharaoh, there is something

about you

that draws me to you.

Sure, I kidded myself,

Denied my feelings,

Thought I could fool my friends.

They saw through my lies.

Knew I loved you.

Adored you.

I'm over Spock, not really,

But the one who captured my

Heart is you.

I love your voice,

The deep dulcent tones.

Power, yet also,

Compassion, trust.

Whenever I saw Yugi,

I would beg him to

change with you,

so that I could see you

and hear that voice,

the rich regal

silken voice of

an angel.

But like every other character

I have held passionately

In my heart.

You're going to die,

Go to the afterlife.

Whatever you call it,

It means the same thing.

You're my Bishounen!

My love,

Anzu's love.

Yet, you're leaving,

Yugi and Anzu.

And in my reality,

You're leaving me,

Ripping my heart to shreds.

Yamikun,

Aishiteru,

Anatawa Bishounen desu

Anatawa Watashino Bishounen desu.

Doshite Yamikun, Doshite?

Doshite shinderuka?

Onegai Yami

Shinderunai, SHINDERUNAI!

I've fallen hard for you,

But like everyone before,

Death will claim you too.

In my heart,

I love you,

And

I'll miss you.

Yamikun, Aishiteru.