"Rinoa," My teacher repeated.
"What?" I said again.
"What's wrong? Victoria only wanted to speak to you. She likes you."
Sure, it sounds innocent enough, doesn't it. But people like me can't take that kinda thing.
"That's just it," I got up, speaking as calmly as I could manage. "Why does she like me?"
"Because you're a wonderful person, Rinoa,"
I was silent for a minute. Did people really like me…because I'm a genuinely nice person?
Part of my wanted to ponder this, but then again, I thought, No way! People don't like me for who I am.
"That's not true," I said in a huff again, and began to walk away. Then our English door opened once more.
Oh great, just what I need. It was Irvine.
"I'll take care of this one," he shot our teacher a winning smile which made her give in immediately. I rolled my eyes.
"What, Irvine," I snapped.
"Rinoa," for once in his life, he almost sounded concerned. "Please, tell me what's wrong!"
I chose not to answer him.
"Really, Rinoa, you don't know how good you've got it," he started. "Seriously. You've got it all. You're gorgeous, friendly, everyone wants to be around you, you have this kinda…weird carefree energy you give off which makes people want to know you even more…"
I listened.
"And what are you, rich? Come on! Most girls would die to be a princess. Really!"
"Go on…" I wanted to hear more.
"You can have practically any guy you want. Hell, everyone wants to be someone as great as you."
I got a bit caught up in his compliments and forgot why he was speaking to me, until he reminded me.
"So why are you so depressed? Is it like one of life's great mysteries, or something?" He sounded quite confused.
I honestly didn't know what to say. Irvine was showing me a totally different side to him. I never really considered all of these things before, maybe he was right. Maybe, I should be happy for who I am! Sure, I couldn't get any guy I want, since there was Squall. But does he matter? If I'm really this great, surely he'll like me anyway?
"Thanks, Irvine," I smiled, ignoring his question. "You've really made me feel better,"
"Really?" He looked a bit shocked, but happy, then he put on his flirtatious smile. "That's great, baby."
I rolled my eyes and laughed. Weird how you can go from quite depressed to kinda happy, huh? But I believed Irvine's words. I should be happy. So what if people don't treat me for who I am? If who I am is a princess, then so be it. I'll be grateful for what I got. And sometimes, I gotta admit it, I look pretty hot. If I do say so myself.
A couple of minutes later, the rest of the class emerged. It must have been dismissal.
"So, Rinnie, where are you now?"
"It's break, isn't it? I gotta go see Selphie." She'd be happy that I was happier. She's one of those cheerful people who thrive on happiness.
"Why do you wanna see her for? She's a hyper…" his voice trailed off.
"You don't like her?" I said anxiously. Part of me felt bad for Selphie. But part of me was…happy? No, it couldn't be. I was just happy because I'd realised I don't need to be depressed about my princessness. If that's a word. Which I doubt.
"Nah, she's too crazy and annoying for me. You're more my type," he gave a small laugh and flicked my hair. I backed away playfully.
"Oh well, wanna go then?" As I said that, Squall passed. He caught my eye, but walked away. Then my feelings came back.
I liked Squall. I really did. I barely knew him, sure, but he seemed so…deep. I wanted to reach him. I wanted to know him. But why would he ever want to know me now?
Well…then I'd have to put my plan into action…
I wasn't sure if it'd work, but I was considering the most drastic of actions.
I was happier, right? And apparently gorgeous. The only reason I can't get any guy is because I don't generally speak to them too much…
But I could if I was popular…
Yeah, I'm a princess so I am pretty popular but how about if I became friends with Quistis Trepe?
Sure. She's a right bitch but does that matter? I'm sure more guys like her than me, so maybe…
Then I woke up from my thoughts and laughed to myself. What a stupid plan!
But I couldn't help thinking about it…could it work?
Again, I'm sorry it's so short and sorry I haven't updated for a while! I think I might update a bit faster next time! Thanks for all the reviews and keep reviewing!
