Disclaimer I do not own Hellsing, so you no sue -

Hum…well, I think I may be getting my old swing back! Hope you enjoy! Thanks for all the reviews and, due to a certain e-mail, I suppose I'll be continuing these.

The stories themselves are supposed to be short and choppy, but all comments are welcome except for flames. Constrictive criticism is most appreciated.


She had never truly liked vampires. In fact, if she had her way, they would all be dead.

All except for one.

The one that, while she never admitted to it, held her heart.

Her soul…

She loved to cause him pain and even upbraid him sometimes, but there was an unspoken, terrible bond between them.

Something she wished that would be broken.

Though she knew if it was…

If it was broken…

There would be nothing left to stop him…

And he would kill her just as he always wanted. She was all for welcoming death but there was just too much for her to do. She knew she could not go just yet.

"Master…"

That voice…

"What are your orders, my Master…"

That God-forsaken voice.

"Search and destroy, Alucard."

God how she loved that voice.


How was that? Good, bad, just okay? I know it was a bit weird; at least that's what I was hoping for. Anyway, it was just about Integra musing about Alucard and her love/hate for him. Hope you enjoyed it, please review!

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