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Enjoy chapter 7…?
As requested by Alucard's secret lover, here is one for Seras! As usual, enjoy and if you wish, don't forget to review.
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"I know you don't want to die tonight…"
It was true. When that strange vampire had held her, she could smell her own fear; it was overwhelming, but her training as a police officer helped her keep cool.
A cool, gloved hand was placed over her chest. He had shot through her to get to the vampire…it had been her decision and she took it.
And now she wondered if she was regretting it. Sitting on her, quote "four poster coffin", she sighed, burying her face in her hands. A monster fought inside her soul every night, begging to be released; to taste the sweet blood and to fight to its twisted heart's content, but she refused it each night.
And it grew stronger off her fear, her uncertainty of what she had become. She was a vampire was she not? A childe of the night?
So why didn't she feel as thus.
Looks like you're catching on to what it really means to be a Midian…
The draculina let slip a strangled sob, a cry of frustration. She could not…WOULD not become a monster like her Master.
She could fight it, couldn't she?
Of course she could, she was stronger than that.
She learned from the best…
The vampire sighed, lying back. Her mind wandered back to when she was first turned.
"I suppose there will be no more sleeping at night, then."
A small smile crept upon her lips as she remembered that one small comment. How strange it seemed now, since she slept easily during the day.
"Don't touch them…they work for me."
"I'm not like that!"
That remark stung more than HIS bite. How could she be thought of like that? Even though she was a…a vampire, didn't mean that she would go and attack humans! That's not how she was…that wasn't WHAT she was.
She rose from her "bed" and stopped in front of the blood pack. She could feel the monster rear, fangs and claws flashing.
Drink!
The monster snarled, clawing to get free. It sank it talons deep into her heart, fangs tearing at her mind, demanding her to take the blood. A small gasp escaped her lips, her own fangs showing. Her deep blood red eyes widened as she felt her control slip. Maybe it wouldn't be that bad…after all, she was getting hungry.
NO! Yelling out, she backhanded, sending the iced blood to the ground. Shaking, she stared at her hands, eyes closing slowly. How could she have thought that? How could she have almost done something that would draw her closer to the monster…
Closer to her true vampiric side.
"Drink my blood Police Girl. Drink and become a true vampire. Walk the night on your own, under your own power."
She could feel the promise of his words; she could taste his blood as though she were drinking it. She could-
"So you didn't drink it. Little Simpleton…"
The draculina closed her eyes tightly. She was proud that she didn't drink it. That was something she held over the elder vampire. Her pride in humanity.
"You are not human anymore."
It wasn't true…she was as much of a human as she thought she could be. She was strong for wanting to keep her humanity. She was…
"I'm proud of what I am."
"If you don't drink, you'll become weak."
"You fool. You will never become a true vampire."
"As your Master, I order you to drink!"
"100 virgin blood…how did it taste…Police Girl?"
"Drink my blood, Seras Victoria."
"You shouldn't leave your thoughts so open…you don't know who could come by and read them."
She gasped softly at the intrusion into her mind. She didn't realize just HOW open her thoughts were. The monster scoffed at her, telling her what she knew deep inside.
She wouldn't have to worry about her thoughts; she wouldn't have to worry about drinking blood or her Master (no matter how annoying he could get). All she had to do was let go, let the monster release itself.
But it wasn't that easy was it?
How could she let go of her humanity…
And become something that she fears?
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