Chapter 2

Don't own Inuyasha

And so it went on for about six months until…

One day while walking to the spot where she always talked with HIM she realized that over the last six months she had come to care for and cherish the sound of that voice and even the person that possesses the voice.

Once she reached the spot Kagome called out as she always did. "Please come visit with me…I need you." She waited but received no response. "Hello?"

Finally she heard something in the bushes behind her. "Kagome, I can't talk with you today." She heard him say hoarsely. She could hear harsh breathing in the background.

"I don't understand. Why can't you talk to me?" She was very confused.

"Kagome, I think it's time you find out who I am. That might help me to explain why I can't talk with you today. My name, Kagome, is Sesshomaru."

She gasped. All this time and the one who has been offering me comfort and friendship was Sesshomaru?

Sesshomaru showed himself at that point in time and Kagome couldn't even remember his brother coming anywhere close to this kind of elegant beauty. "There is not a lot of time to talk. You know how my brother will turn human on nights when there is a full moon?" He waited until she nodded so he knew she was listening. "Well, I do much worse. I stay in my regular form but my spirit becomes that of the monstrous demon inside me. If you don't get away from here soon I don't know what I would do to you…I might kill you."

Suddenly Kagome watched as he doubled over in pain as the muscles in his jaw worked rhythmically. "GO! Run! Get away from me now, Kagome, before I change completely!!" Kagome couldn't believe her eyes. She turned though and, like he said, ran for dear life. Not long after she heard him start to give chase.

Kagome ran as fast as she could but she was far away from camp and she didn't want him to find her friends in the camp so she turned a 90 degree angle and ran in a different direction. She looked behind her when she heard a loud crash behind her. Sesshomaru, her savior, her companion, her guardian angel, was gaining on her, and his thoughts were not of being her friend.

She cried out and tried to run faster but she tripped over a log and twisted her ankle. Laying helplessly on the ground the only thing she could do was beg him. She was at his mercy now. "Please, Sessho. Please. Don't hurt me. I'm your friend remember? You even tried to warn me today by telling me what happens to you."

He stepped closer to her. He smelled her and his eyes closed for a moment before he whispered, almost to quiet for even her to hear, "You're in heat. Dear gods, you're in heat." She knew what he meant. She closed her eyes and cursed. Sessho's demon instincts took over him fully in that moment.

He pushed her down on the ground and started to kiss her. Softly at first and then more fiercely and with more passion. "No. Not like this. You don't even know what you're doing. I think I've fallen in love with you, Sesshomaru. Please don't do this. I couldn't bare it if my first time was with you when you don't even know what you're doing."

He gave a dry laugh while he took her clothes off faster than she could blink. "But I do know what I'm doing, little one. I do know. And I'm enjoying it immensely." He didn't even bother with getting her ready. His demon side was ready to rut and that was that. He took his clothes off as fast as he had dispensed with her own and he settled between her thighs.

He entered her slowly but when he felt her maidenhead and knew that he was her first he went out of control. He was fast and hard in her. Moving over and over again to his own beat. She cried but could not help but feel the pleasure. She cried because she could not help but feel the pleasure. Was it sinful to feel pleasure even though she knew what he was doing was wrong?

She hated this. She hated the way it made her feel. This was rape. She loved this. She loved the way it made her feel. She was a willing partner. She didn't know what she thought. She only knew that she was sorry he was in his demon form the first time.

It hurt her only because he hadn't prepared her for him but just when she thought she would be torn in two by the pain his pleasure was released and he reached his pinnacle of desire. "Please, Sessho, stop it. Gods, it hurts." She gasped, her voice muffled from having her face pressed into his chest, trying to hide her tears. "Sessho, I don't think I can stand it anymore. It hurts so bad." After two or three harder, fiercer thrusts he fell to her side completely spent. She turned to her side and cried. He was still in his demon form but his demon would not hunt tonight.

A demon had two ways to release energy. Hunting and rutting. And he had obviously chosen the latter. Kagome, sure that he would treat her like a bitch dog, got up and pulled her clothes back on and into place before walking silently away without looking at him or saying anything. And he let her. It didn't matter to him at the moment anyway.

The next day as Sesshomaru woke up, naked, in the middle of a huge field he looked around, wondering why he was there. Then he remembered just how he had got there and what had happened. Gods! No!

He howled out all his anguish. She would never trust him now. He had finally told her who he was in hopes that she would trust him enough not to run from him and then he had chased her down and raped her. "Kagome, no. I'm so sorry." He whispered. As the memory flashed through his head he remembered how she could do nothing but press her head into his chest, crying, and say that it hurt. He was the one that had hurt her.

What a monster I am… He thought.