Chapter 2

Don't own Inuyasha

Inuyasha rolled over for the hundredth time that night. He rolled over again and checked the clock. It was 3.07. He got out of bed and pulled on a pair of baggy jeans over his boxers, leaving his chest bare like he always did. He had a nice body and he knew it and wasn't afraid to flaunt it. Then he walked over and opened his window. He grabbed a pebble from a pile sitting on his desk next to the window as he climbed out. He threw the pebble at the window next to his. Kagome didn't answer.

He skipped from his roof to the next. He knocked lightly on her window. She heard him but didn't want to talk to him so soon so she rolled over so she had her back to the window and put her pillow over her head. In which case she didn't see or hear him coming through her window. "Kagome." He whispered while gently shaking her even though he knew she wasn't asleep.

Kagome jumped before sitting up. "What are you doing here?" She asked in a tight voice.

"We always do this, remember?" He asked.

"That was before." She sighed never looking him in the eye. "I would have been content if you had just told me that you didn't feel the same way but what you did was wrong. Do you know what people will say at school?"

"You don't understand, Kagome, I do feel the same way." He pleaded with her. "I have for a long time."

"No, obviously you don't. If you had you would not have done what you did. Now kindly leave my home, INU, before I scream." She said purposely using the nickname she had given him and used every since they were little.

And Inuyasha left looking behind him only once.

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The next day Inu went to the store and bought the Evanescence CD Ka talked about. First thing he did was take it home and turn it on right away. He played the song "Going Under" like she said to.

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried

Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you

And you still won't hear me

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself

Maybe I'll wake up for once

Not tormented daily defeated by you

Just when I though I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

This verse reminded them of when they were kids. He would go over to Ka's house to help her with her nightmares. That was the reason he started going over to her house in the middle of the night.

I'm going under

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to bread through

I'm going under

The chorus reminded him of the long hours they would spend at the public pool teaching her to swim. That was one of his fondest memories of her. He watched it over again in his mind. How she used to dog paddle everywhere. She was constantly hanging on to him thinking she was going to drown. She looked so cute back then. Now she just looked breath taking. He sighed.

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies

So I don't know what's real and what's not

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm diving again

This verse reminded him of how only Ka could ever figure out if he was lying or not and she would never tell on him if he was lying to his mum. She always backed him up no matter what he was lying about. That's why he always ended up telling Ka what he was lying about.

I'm going under

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

This also reminded him of yesterday. How he was such a heartless fool when she was counting on him to tell her his true feelings. He suddenly realized why she had lost her trust in him but not her love.

So go on and scream

Scream at me I'm so far away

I won't be broken again

I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

This verse told him of just how bad he had hurt her. He had to come up with a way to make her understand that he loved her to. Don't worry Ka I'll think of something. And he lay down on his bed to do just that. But it wasn't as easy as it sounded.