Starting Over: Slight Revelations
By: Bree-2006
Disclaimer: I don't own sailor moon.
AN: Hi everyone, how're you all doing? I hope this summers going good for you all! Anyways, I'm not gonna chit-chat for long. I'm ready to continue this, which I've said many times before. But I have no projects as of now so finishing this is my main priority. So on with the show!
She drove haphazardly down the street, her two children who were carefully strapped into their car seat in back stayed silent the entire ride. Usagi, who now in America was known as Serena, kept her watery eyes on the road before her.
He was there, in her city, near her children, and near her. She thanked god that he hadn't noticed her at all during their little confrontation. She almost felt like throwing up at the thought of him realizing who she really was. But…boy was he as handsome as ever! His midnight blue eyes were still as clear as water, his jet black hair still fell over his eyes and his tanned skin still made him look ethereal. She had to chastise herself for thinking that way of him. He was nothing but a womanizer, a conceded bastard that ruined her perfect life.
'But at least there was someone there to fix it.' She commented, smiling for the first time in hours. She wasn't entirely sure where she was going or if she would arrive anytime soon, but she knew she didn't feel like going home yet, not without Motoki there.
She began to wonder what Motoki had told him. She knew she could trust him to keep her secret, but when it came to trust, poor Usagi had problems with some people.
After Mamoru's betrayal she had given up on trust. She didn't want to be hurt again. Then the night she had been attacked by Seiya, her supposed to be best friend, she was done with trust completely, that was until Motoki had arrived.
She thought it was impossible to fall in love again after what Mamoru had put her through, but she had, and now her trust was slowly coming back, she was happy again, and there was no way in hell she was going to let Mamoru come around and ruin it all.
'These are my children, this is my family and I'm not gonna let him just come and take all that away.' She pulled into a parking lot. The San Francisco Galleria, a very well known mall in the states.
She had to get her mind off of it all and shopping was the only way to do it.
She took the twins out of their car seats and put them into their strollers, wheeling them in the entrance of the popular mall. She began to window shop, looking at the things she could happily afford. She was stopped several times, a few for autographs, pictures and views of her children, this was the typical life of Serena, the life she was finally starting to live happily.
She walked into an infant clothing store and smiled at the sales lady that was currently helping a woman shop. The sales woman smiled and waved back. She wasn't surprised when the woman called out her name, with twin babies she was a regular here. She just looked at the clothing within her reaching distance and looked up when she heard her name.
"Hello Serena, I'll be with you just as soon as I finish with Ms. Hino here." She turned to look at this Ms. Hino and almost lost it there, same black hair and violet eyes. Usagi placed her hand over her mouth and breathed silently to herself.
"Raye…"
"So where did you meet her?" I laughed and smiled as if it was an everyday question.
"I met her through a friend." I told him, he grinned and leaned back in my leather chair. I stayed behind the desk categorizing paperwork and rearranging files, he only watched.
"How long have you two been seeing each other? And since when have you have twins?" I turned a slight red as I fumbled through the papers.
"They're not my biological kids, Serena was previously engaged and when the engagement went sour she left him and moved to raise the kids on her own." I hoped I hadn't revealed to much information, I didn't want him to get any ideas about Usagi.
"And the dad?" I searched for the appropriate words to describe him.
"The bastard hurt her and doesn't even know about them." I spat through gritted teeth, which was certainly putting it lightly. He nodded as if he understood.
"Wow she must have been crushed." Again I tried to figure out the appropriate words to say. I shook my head and gave him a false smile.
"Motoki to the rescue I guess." My eyes returned to my work as he picked up a lithe picture from off of my desk.
"I never thought you would leave Rita, she was pretty upset after you left."
'I bet you slept with her too.' I thought angrily, Rita was a whole other subject.
"Yeah well after I found out about her 'other' boyfriend I didn't think staying with her was that great of an idea." He nodded his head.
"I see what you mean." The hell he did. He had pulled the same shit with Usagi. I rolled my eyes and continued my work.
"She certainly is a looker…" He commented, I licked my lips and nodded.
'Don't get any ideas…' were the first words that crossed my mind
"Hmm.." I didn't have much more to say about it.
"So where is she from?" of course that didn't mean he did.
"Japan…" I bit my tongue the second it came out of mouth.
"Japan…where in Japan?" I took a hesitant gulp and shrugged.
"Beats me, she doesn't like to talk about her old home much." Try at all, when it came up Usagi would always change the subject.
"Are you going to marry her?" I chucked.
"Someday…" True, I was completely in love with her, nothing would have made me feel different about her. I did have dreams about being with her forever. I looked up from the papers and folded my hands on the desk in front of me.
"What about you and Raye, are you planning to get married?" he shrugged.
"We were but I'm thinking about calling it off." I raised an eyebrow.
"Why?" he shrugged again and combed his hand through his hair.
"It's just not there anymore. Sure we've had our fun but not in the way I want it…I…I want to try to find Usagi again." I felt my blood run cold.
"What makes you think she'll want you back…after what you did to her, I wouldn't expect her to give you a warm welcome." He didn't seem to catch the sourness in my statement. He shrugged again for the umpteenth time today.
"You never know, I gave her the best years of her life, we were happy until she found out about me and Raye." I clenched my hands into tight fists in front of me.
"Did she tell you she was happy?" I asked.
"Everyday." I lowered my eyes.
"She really did love you…everyday when I saw her she would tell me about the things you had done for her…and then that night it all happened, I had been the first person she had told about what you had done to her." I sighed.
"I don't think she can forgive you for that…besides, what if she has already found someone, I think you should let it go, you made the bed and then you slept in it with Rei, that screwed you over man…now I have patients to see so I'm going to leave, go ahead and check on Mrs. Pickens." With that I left, there was nothing more for me to say, and I was finished in listening to him bicker about what could have been. Usagi was happy now, and I liked it that way.
Another chapter! I'm getting really good Ideas for this. Updates will be very irregular I just update when I feel like it, but they should be quick in time, about a week or two. I really want to finish this.
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