Disclaimer: I do not own anyone you recognize. I only own Charlie and my friend owns my other oc Elizabeth.

Note: I don't know if I'm spelling the names right of the guys that are John's friends, but if they're misspelled I'm sorry. I don't know if John has a dog or if it's named what I named it. Remember ITS FICTION! Also for clarification if it says Mark…with a K then it means Mark Jindrak. If it says Marc…with a C then it means Marc Predka or as everyone else calls him Trademarc.

Chapter 8

Randy and Charlie were sitting on her couch eating Rocky Road ice cream. They were sitting there talking about all that had just happened.

"Little bit you can't lie to me. I know you love John, and I know you wanna be with him."

"Yes I do love John, Randy. But I'll never be able to trust him again. He kissed her Randy. Fuck I saw him do it."

Randy looked at the broken look on his friend's face. As her friend he wanted to kick John's ass and tell him to stay the fuck away from her. But as John's friend he knew how much he loved Charlie and wanted to get the two back together.

"Little bit is there anything I can do?"

"Can you call my stepbrother Mark?"

"Ok but can I ask why?"

"Because I'm gonna need his help."

"For?"

"I'm moving."

"Charlie, running away…"

"I'm not running away Randy. I'm moving into my dad's house in Boston. He gave it to me."

"That's a big ass house for just you little bit."

"I know but this apartment has one too many memories for me to stay in Randy. I can't get over John if I stay in this apartment."

Randy nodded and called Mark who told him to tell Charlie he'd be there tomorrow. As Charlie slept that night, he called John's house.

"Hey man…how is she?"

"How the fuck do you think man? Look I just thought you might want a heads up…Jindrak will be here tomorrow."

"What? Why?"

"Elizabeth, Mark, your cousin, and me are all helping Charlie move."

"What! She can't do that. She can't move away. I love her. How am I supposed to deal with all this and fix it if she moves man?"

"Ok first off if she wants to move away John it's her decision. Second if you really loved Charlie as much as you say you do, then you wouldn't have kissed Madison. Third she's moving to Boston."

"Her dad's…"

"Yeah."

"You know he bought that house in hopes that our families could start spending Easter, Christmas, New Years, and some other holidays together. Now because I'm a stupid ass and fucked up that will never happen."

"Wasn't all completely your fault man. Madison saw Charlie standing there in the doorway. I saw her glance at her and then smirk before she made her move."

Randy winced as he heard John hit what he presumed to be the wall. He then heard movement behind him and saw Charlie standing in the doorway to the living room. Because he had his cell phone on speakerphone while talking to John, he knew she'd heard everything that had been said. He watched as she grabbed her keys, slipped on a pair of flip-flops, and left the house.

"Hey John?"

"Yeah man?"

"What kind of state is your place in man?"

"It's clean. Lizzie, Trademarc, Chaos, and me cleaned it after everyone left. Why?"

"Cause in about five to ten minutes you're gonna have a visitor."

"Really?"

"Look don't get your hopes up ok? Remember just talk to her, explain yourself, and then just sit there and listen to her. Don't push her to take your ass back or you'll completely lose her."

"Ok."

"Don't fuck up again man. You might not get another chance."

"Thanks Orton."

"No problem man."

Randy flipped his cell phone shut while John hung up his house phone. Both hoped that things would go smoothly. After about seven minutes, Charlie showed up at John's house.

"He's not gonna wanna see you."

Charlie looked at the porch steps and noticed Madison sitting there glaring at her. Charlie couldn't help but smirk.

"John kicked you out huh?"

"He kicked everyone out. Told his cousin he didn't want to see anyone or talk to anyone."

"That doesn't include her."

Charlie and Madison looked at the now opened front door and saw John leaning against the doorway. Charlie felt her insides melting as he stood there looking to be freshly showered and wearing one of his new shirts, black track pants, and no shoes. John held his hand out for Charlie. He watched as she stared at it for awhile before placing her hand in his a few moments later.

"Goodbye Madison…earlier that meant leave and don't come back. Now it means leave before I call the cops."

Madison glared at John before getting in her car and leaving. John noticed Charlie biting her trying her hardest not to laugh. He pulled her inside and sat next to her on the couch.

"What's so funny?"

"You told her you'd call the cops. That's a lie."

"True but you would."

Charlie looked at John shocked as hell.

"Why in the fuck would I call the cops on her John? Sure as hell seemed you wanted her here earlier. Fuck John it seemed you wanted her here until I caught you kiss her."

John looked at Charlie.

"You are dead wrong about that CC. Will you please give me a chance to explain things?"

Charlie yanked her hands out of John's and began pacing in his living room.

"Explain what John? How you were just so drunk and you thought she was me? How you were so drunk you didn't realize what you were doing? I've heard all the excuses before John. There's nothing you could tell me that will change my mind. You kissed her! That's cheating! I don't trust you and never will again. Like I just said there is nothing whatsoever that will make me change my mind!"

John pulled Charlie's hand into his own and looked up at her. Charlie felt herself weaken a little as she noticed the sad and broken look in his eyes.

"Please Charlie…"

She nodded and sat back down on the couch as far away from John as she could.

"Fine. Please explain away…"

"Madison and I were high school sweethearts. We started dating our senior year and dated while I was at college. We broke up for awhile but then got back together. When we were both twenty-five I proposed to her. Six months before the wedding she calls it all off…the engagement, the relationship, and the friendship. She moved off somewhere and I never really got a reason why or got any closure. I was shocked as fuck to see her today. I felt all those feelings that I had for a long time for her return. It scared me. I felt all those feelings though because like I said I never got any real closure."

Charlie sat confused. She could tell that he wasn't lying by looking at him and into his eyes. Charlie looked at John and then stood up turning so her back faced him. John watched through a mirror in the living room above the fireplace as she tried as hard as she could to hold in the tears.

"I believe you John. I really do. I can tell you aren't lying to me. But I can't be with someone I don't trust anymore. If she had kissed you instead of the other way around it'd be different. I can't be with someone who one minute they are sitting there telling me how much they love me and want to be with me, and then the next minute they're making out with their ex-girlfriend. Goodbye John."

John stood up in shock for a few moments as she made her way to the door to leave. He ran outside and over to her. Charlie had barely made it to her car when she felt his arms go around her and pulling her against him.

"John don't…don't fuckin do this. It's hard enough on me as it is."

"Baby girl I'm so sorry. I'm so fuckin sorry. I hope you know how sorry I am. If I could go back in time and change what happened I would in a heartbeat. I know this is gonna sound wrong or whatever, but I hope we can one day be friends."

Charlie turned around to face John. She placed a shaky hand on his cheek and placed a quick soft kiss on his lips.

"We can't be friends while I'm still in love with you."

With that said she got into her car and left. John sat on his porch steps feeling his heart break completely. He had hope before that he might get another chance, or at least they'd still be friends. Now though…he'd lost her completely.

THE END
THIS IS JUST THEN END TO PART ONE OF THIS SERIES. YES I CHANGED THE TITLE TO FIT WITH THE SERIES. THIS WILL BE A 3 PART STORY OVERALL. LOOK FOR PART TWO TITLED LOST AND FOUND. THE LAST STORY WILL BE TITLED ALL I HAVE TO BE IS ME WHICH IS WHAT THIS STORY WAS PREVIOUSLY CALLED. HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS. MY Randy STORY WILL BE UPDATED TONIGHT AS WELL. PART 2 OF THIS John SERIES WON'T BE STARTED UNTIL I FINISH MY Randy STORY.