You guys are just too kind. I've been sick for two days with the Little Mermaid stuck in my head the whole time. But your reviews are just so great-thanks! Anyway, since I said it took me forever to write chapter four, I decided to post the other versions I wrote in case anyone was interested.

Dibsthe1: Aww thank you! No, thankfully I'm not writing from personal experience. And I will try to post as fast as possible.

chickens: Well, then you'll find out.

DibMagician: Thanks you!

Version One

"Look, Mike..."

"You're not still worried about that Membrane dude, are you? Come on, he didn't even try to find you or anything. He obviously didn't care about you."

"Shut up Mike."

"Fine, fine."

I slump against the wall, closing my eyes in frustration.

What's wrong with me? Why can't I just get over Membrane? I'm not attached to him anymore...

No...gotta stop kidding myself. I'm still attached...Still in love in is more like it.

And what about Dib? And my little Gaz? Whatever happened to them? They never looked for me, never tried to find their lost mom. Maybe Mike's right...

Well, I dunno...Mike's not the...brightest. Still, he does make you think.

But didn't they realize how hurt I was when they didn't even miss me? I never heard about them trying to find me. I stopped hearing about Membrane "solving the world's problems" right after I left. What happened? Am I ever going to stop missing him, them?

No, it's...impossible. They are my kids after all...and my husband. And I still love them, but I'm trying not to.

I'm trying not to miss them, and think about them, and to just get on with my life! But it's so hard...

Silent tears stream down my face, but there's no one here to hug me. If I was still at home...

NO! You're not home, so get over it! Forget about them! You're not a mother! You're someone who just moved to the city, looking for someone to settle down with.

What? Am I gonna leave the next person I meet up with too?

Well...no, this person is gonna be the right person...

The right person? Membrane, was, no IS the right person! I know he is! I need to stop pretending, and get on with my life. My real life.

But, what if Membrane isn't the right person?

No, he is. Gotta stop arguing with myself and go back. I gotta go and find him.

First you should tell Mike...You don't wanna hurt two men, do you?

Well, no. But I'll just leave a note for Mike-

Tell him! You'll be hurting one more person!

But Mike doesn't matter-

That's what you said about Membrane.

Oh God!

More tears sliding down my face...I just don't know what to do.

Version Two

"Mike."

"What baby?"

"Shut up."

"What, you still thinking about that loser Membrane? Come on, I thought you were through with him?"

"Mike?"

"Yeah?"

"Please leave."

"Fine, fine."

I eye him coldly as he walks out. I guess I should be nicer, but...it's all so confusing. Membrane, Brian, George, Ted, Mike...there are more, but I've forgotten.

None of them really matter. If you look at them all in a line they blur together, the edges become a bit fuzzy, you really can't tell a difference between any of them. Except Membrane.

Then if you talk to them their words jumble up in a big giant ball, making you want to vomit. Except Membrane.