I just want to point out to some a few things. I do use spell check and I really don't think my spelling is THAT bad, I mean really I do try you know . And also no matter what I plan to finish this story to the end (ho long that may be wink) But as usual I'm so glad that so many people like my story and are giving me so much reviews . So on with that story! DISCLAMER: if I owned Teen Titans don't you think half of the stuff I write would be on the show?


"T-terra?" Were his words of utter surprise. "How? I mean… how are you here?

After getting a big hug from Cyborg she walked on over to the couch. "Well the details are weird but some of the justice league knew a few things on reversing stoning. As she walked around the couch she saw Raven sitting right beside Beast Boy and… holding his hand! "Beast Boy wha…"

Beast Boy saw what she noticed and quickly let go of raven and got up. "Terra. Me and raven are together… I'm sorry" Beast Boy was trying to scramble for anything to say that could make this easier to Terra but was coming up empty.

Terra's fists were balled up and everyone could sense the emotion literally rushing from her. Anger and heart break. "How could you?"

He was barely able to speak as his insides felt like jumping out. "Terra… when you were gone I began thinking and-"

"Terra you were thinking you would just move on and get hooked up with that bitch!" The tower shook slightly.

Raven the entire time felt like she was sinking further and further into the couch but now rose up. "What did you say?"

Terra looked like she would swing at raven any second. "Oh what didn't hear me? How about whore? Witch? Any of those you can hear?"

Beast Boy how much he cared for Raven. Always feared this day would come… but always hoped it would go better. "Terra pl-"

SMACK!

Beast Boy cupped his right cheek as he was slowly getting over the shock. "T-Terra?"

Terra turned on her heel and headed for the elevator. "Hope you have a good life with your bitch! I bet your going to hell with her as well."

"Terra please don't…" His hand hang reaching in the air as the elevator doors closed. "Go…" Beast Boy's arm went limp and fell to his side. All he could do was look at the ground.

Cyborg, Starfire and Robin seemed to be deathly quite as there faces were deep with sorrow.

Suddenly Beast Boy was shaken from his thoughts as he felt something brush by him. As he looked up he saw the back of Raven with her hood up walk away and head for the stairs. He was sure he could hear light crying over her footsteps. For a split second he paused in mid step looking pleadingly into the other titans eyes, but there gaze were transfixed on something else in the room. He jumped to a dash and ran down the hallway were Raven disappeared to.


Beast Boy ran down the dark hallway and saw Raven as she was about to enter her room. With a split second before she disappeared into her dark recluse he grabbed her shoulder. "Raven wait!"

Raven turned around with tears streaming down her face. "You don't love me!" The lights in the hallway began to shimmer.

"What? How could you say that?" Beast Boy face was filled with anger but his eyes were that of a pleading man.

Raven tore Beast Boy's hand from her shoulder. "How could I say that? How could you still have feelings for that slut?"

Beast Boy's eyes were wideas possible. "Raven I love you! Not her!"

Raven closed her eyes tightly and drew her face to the side. "I saw how you were… you didn't want her to go cause you still love her!"

"No I just didn't want to see her get hurt that's all." He out stretched his hand to rest it on his love's shoulder.

Raven's head snapped back to facing right at him and her eyes were open again… except they were red and there was another pair. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" Her voice echoed throughout the halls as she blasted the green changeling against the wall of the hallway with a torrent of dark energy.

Beast Boy's body was slammed against the wall with such force that he sank into the thick concrete. It was if razor blades were being hurled at him as his skin and costume began to rip apart. He could barely open his eyes to see the woman he loved being replaced as this creature that releasing a raging river of sadness… doubt… pain… and ever abyss at him. Slowly her placed his hand against the wall beside him and begane to push himself forward.

Raven's mind was screaming as the dark part of her was taking over and letting everything she keep inside all out like a cannon at Beast Boy. "YOU WILL NOT HURT ME!" She clenched her fist to the side of her head as she grunted and bared her teeth the raging beam increased.

Beast Boy felt like he was inside a jet engine from all the noise and under a 4 tone weight and being eating alive by snakes. But with all this being roared at him step by step he inched closer. It felt like he was pushing against a hurricane as the ground underneath him shook. "Raven I love you! I will never leave you no matter what!"

Raven demonic eyes began to cry. "I WILL NOT GET HURT!" The ceiling above them was being torn down as if a lions claws were swiping and bringing it down bit by bit. The wall behind Beast Boy was being crushed and it was amazing that he wasn't.

Beast Boy was mere inches away from Raven. "R-Raven!" Closing the final space between them he took her into a hug. And even though the pain was immense, his voice became peaceful. He whispered into her ear with such loving care and compassion it was easily understood by many people her heard of this tale but he spoke. "Raven Roth… I love you and no matter how dark it gets… I will always hold you"

Like a light switch being turned on the raging torrent ceased and Raven's eyes became normal. The moment it all stopped she collapsed onto the floor.

Beast Boy's eyes closed and thud was heard as he hit the floor right after Raven. He could feel his mind going to sleep as he heard the rushing footsteps and voices around him.

"Come ya'll we need to get Beast Boy to the medical room now!"

He felt himself being picked up by large metallic arms. "Damnit I'm losing him!"

It all went dark.


Why does this kind of thing happen to those who love? Why does love have to hurt so much at times you almost die. And why does at one point in time… all is unleashed in realization? If we knew the answer to this… this tale would not be told. All was quite in the now dark hallways were outside day had turned to a clear crisp night of an oncoming winter just below the horizon and the stars were blinking in the sky just as much as a half machine human was in a dark room inside of a largeT shaped building.

With a yawn Cyborg went over the screen and noticed something and quickly snapped his head in the direction of the green teen laying on the white bed.

A pair of emerald green eyes opened then shut tightly again as the pain that was there the whole time was realized. With a pained voice Beast Boy spoke. "How… how long was I…" He couldn't finish his sentence and fell backward after attempting to sit up.

Cyborg was standing over his weak body with a scope over his heart. "Ya worried me a few times buddy" After putting the stethoscope away he sat in a chair and stared at the teenager's expression. With a cold and empty voice that he only used when the hard facts had to be given. "She hasn't woke up yet man…"

Beast Boy suddenly tried to sit up but yelped in pain and fell back into the bed. "What do you mean she hasn't woken up yet!" He frantically looked from side to side with his eyes and out of his vision couldn't see her slender body resting in any of the other beds. "Were the hell is sh-" He couldn't yell anymore because the pain in his ribs became too great.

"Calm down" He was sitting in the swivel chair by the desk with his upper body dropped over and his arms resting on his knees with his hands hanging limp. "There was no detectable damage to her… and right after I tried to get her, her body teleported to over her bed and just floated there… I tried to touch but" He lifted up his left hand were the metal was slightly singed.

Beast Boy could only look up at the ceiling as it felt like his inside were shattering more then they actually were already.

"Dude, it wasn't her that… it was her anger it took control"

Again no reply from the changeling.

With a sigh he heaved his tired frame from the chair and went over to Beast Boy's bed, and placed something on the night stand. "Use your com if you need anything… Starfire and Robin are still awake, I need to recharge" With a final look behind him he left the room shaking his head slightly.


Robin was sitting along the couch with his feet going down. On top of him with her head resting on his chest was a red headed Tamerianian girl named Starfire. They both had there right hands intertwined together, but the reason for this wasn't for love… but the need to be with someone in dark times. Robin had his hand rested on her head moving gently sometimes. Starfire's left hand was placed snuggly over her chest near her other one. Robin was the first to speak. "Why?"

Starfire's voice was cracked from recent crying. "Why what?"

Robin face did not change from its depressed state and neither did his girlfriends. "Why do we have to be so lucky when, those to deserve it so much?"

A simple reply came from the Tameranian. "I do not know… but I know that they still have each other no matter what"

Robin was yet again in awe a bit by her wisdom, the deep wisdom from someone so pure. "Ya" Was all he could say.


The form of someone walking through the broken and shattered hallway could be heard through the pitch black darkness. The sound of marble crunching under bare feet and the sudden gasps of air with each step. Beast Boy's eyes were filled with something odd… something weak yet strong. He gripped the side of a door way were the last thing he remembered was standing at this spot and peered into the room. Within the darkness of the mostly clean room except for a few things tossed over as if they were about to be sucked out of the room, was a body floating in the air just a few feet above a violet laced bed.

With slow and weak steps he made his way over to the body floating in the air. He reached out to touch the motionless figure without caring that he may be burned slightly… after what he went though anything less then that would a be a scratch, anything less then the feel of your very soul being ripped to shreds would be. Suddenly after what seemed hours but had only been a few seconds his hand touched her arm, it was cold. Beast Boy couldn't figure out why his hand did not burn and tried to take it away but his hand was stuck there. Like a creeping mist a shadow began to cover the room starting from under the floating figured. After a few seconds barely enough time to react the shadow engulfed the stiff as ice frame and Beast Boy found himself in a place were he had been before a few times before. Raven's mind.

He found that his injuries were gone but he still felt the pain., as he walked he had strength in his legs but still felt like they were breaking each time. Like a wisp something came up behind him and he quickly turned around. "Timid!"

Beast Boy was correct as a duplicate of Raven clad in a grey cloak stood before him. "You shouldn't have come… but I'll take you to her"

Without thinking he nodded and Timid started to walk along the rocky path murmuring things to herself. He hurried up with her ignoring the pain as best he could.


You would think the feeling of having your soul practically ripped apart almost and having this all done by the one you loved would hurt, but what about a broken heart? As Terra left the tower running with tears streaming down her face she caught a rude on a boulder and headed for the shoreline to the shore line.

As she was walking down the rocky cliffs that were at one part of the bay she sat at the edge and pondered to herself out loud. "Why?... how could he do this I thought he loved me… I guess I don't deserve him after what I did" As she leaned over the edge with her gloved palms firmly on the rocky surface she asked herself a question that sounded reasonable to her at the time. "Why not just leave… for good"

Out of no were there was a voice that came from down below. "Please don't do that" The voice was a guy's voice, and it sounded prince like as well.

Terra crawled back quickly and her hands and feet about a few inches when someone with long black hair and wearing a blue suit made out of fish scales came up to the edge of the cliff on a pillar of water. "Hey don't think that way" Aqualad stepped onto the edge of the cliff and held out his hand. "hey I'm Agualad what's yours?"

She didn't know what to do so she just took his hand and answered his question. "T-Terra"

"Well Terra… nice to meet you" He then gave her one of his trade mark smiles and couldn't help notice the girl now standing in front of him blush and look away.


As Beast Boy walked along this rocky area with many dead trees he was sure he saw different collored shapes watching him from the shadows, so he turned his head to Timid and asked a question. "Um… were are all the other emotions?"

She stated simply. "There afraid"

"But why are they afraid? And no offence but out of them all wouldn't you be afraid of me?" Beast Boy noticed that they were coming up to a gate like portal made out of a rocky cirlce with thorns.

"There afraid because right now in Raven's mind you danger them all… but even though I am timid… doesn't mean I'm scarred of you"

"Well I guess that makes sense" He walked through the portal but saw that Timid stayed behind" "Hey aren't you coming?"

"No" She turned around and vanished.

Thinking that she 'must' know something he didn't he continued on for reasons that made no sense to him.

Walking down what seemed like a pathway carved into a mountain so that it was cut in half he thought to himself. "Why am I doing this?... she… doesn't love me… does she?... it was anger not her… but I don't care that way for Terra" With each thought his feet seemed to be getting heavier and did not want to leave the ruff rocky surface even more every time he stepped forward. "But… 'I' love her… and 'I' would do anything for her-" His feet began to become lighter. "-because I know she loves me to" At this thought his trudge turned into an all out sprint. His Running came to a halt as soon as he left the two peaks behind him and saw what lay before him.

Raven was sleeping on top of a stone tablet with her arms crossed over her chest. Her robes were not blue but a deep shade of charcoal black and it floated in the air as if it had a mind of its own. Behind her head rose an immense column wrought from dark stone and was clearly aged from wear and black dead vines growing around it like snakes.

Beast Boy was holding his right arm with his left and began to walk over with a limp. As he neared he couldn't help notice the raven like creatures that flew up above like vultures. With his tired eyes he looked down at Raven and outstretched his left arm to touch her body but it was bitten by a raven and he quickly drew it back to swat it away. Suddenly a cloud of birds flew around him to keep him away from his love.

"YOU HURT HER! YOU DON'T LOVE HER! YOU USE HER! YOU NO BETTER THEN FATHER!"

Beast Boy brought up his arms and contorted his face up with the constant peaks and scratches being brought upon his back. "No that's not true! I love her and I was only happy that Terra was ok be-"

"BEACAUSE YOU LOVE HER AND NOT RAVEN!"

He tried and dig through the cloud to even be able to see raven as she only laid about a foot away from his grasping hands. "I don't wish harm to anyone so I just wanted to make sure that she could be happy one day! I love raven and no one else!"

"YOU LIE!"

Beast Boy with his last ounce of strength jumped forward and didn't care about the countless cuts being made on him and grabbed onto Raven's arm. "DON'Y YOU EVER DARE THINK I WILL LEAVE YOU!"

Raven eyes snapped open and everything was gone.


Beast Boy opened his eyes to see himself again in Raven's room. But now he was lying on her bed and… he look up to see her. She was sitting up against the wall and had pulled him close to her and was stroking his hair mindlessly. Tears were streaming down her face but her eyes looked empty. "Raven?"

"Ya?" Was all she could say thru her silent sobs.

"I love you… and I always will." He looked deeply into her saddened lilac eyes with his caring emerald ones.

A small smile appeared on her face. "Ya I know… and so do I…" She brought her head down upon his and closed the space between them with a kiss.

In the hallway stood three friends. Two were holding each other and one was thinking of someone who was working at a bar right now. Cyborg thought out loud to himself. "Ya know what?.. no matter what none of us can ever give up."


so how ya like that installment? At least this one was done faster then the rest… but trust me the next ones will be longer then this one was.