Chapter 11 Endless Pain
A/N I know I'm concentrating a lot on Kyo/Yzak, well basically this fanfic is mainly about them along with Athrun&Cagalli. The others are just backup characters. But I thank those who have reviewed, and enjoy this chappie!
"You're brilliant at debating and setting deals, Kyo." said Shinji, eyeing Kyo intently, and circling the pregnant girl who was holding her daughter in her arms. "That's why I say, the deal is set."
"Kyo, why are you doing this?" asked Kira, sitting up in bed and looking at Kyo, waiting for an answer.
"I'm do this so that only I will suffer, instead of the rest of you as well. I've just been bad luck after all, everything started happening only after I came into the picture. So, I've concluded that if you guys leave without me, life will be able to proceed on as usual." replied Kyo firmly, patting Ezann's back gently.
"You're spouting poppycock! You're NOT bad luck! If it weren't for you Yzak would never have found happiness and someone to fall back on! You know that guy always acts so tough, but he's really just like one of us on the inside!" exclaimed Athrun knowingly, standing to full height and looking at his sister.
"I'm sorry, but this is something I feel will lead me to my destiny. As for Yzak and I, fate brought us together, but destiny tore us apart." said Kyo softly, looking sideways and down at the floor.
"Well said, baby," said Shinji, attempting to snake an arm around Kyo's waist, however, the redheaded mother stepped away from him.
"I said I'd stay with you but it doesn't mean that I will or will EVER love you. There's only room for one person in my heart, and that one person is Yzak." hissed Kyo fiercely, taking a few steps backward, so that she was now standing side by side with her half-brother.
"Kyo, don't leave us. Yzak's really STUPID, he'll come around once I give him a hard knock on the head!" said Dearka hopefully.
"Shut up Dearka, you're the one who needs a knock on the head! What did you do earlier when you were supposed to be talking to Yzak?" questioned Miriallia, pursing her lips and waiting for an answer from the blonde co-ordinator, who seemed to be at a loss for words.
"I did talk to that guy! But he simply wouldn't listen and brushed me off!" whined Dearka, hoping his wife would believe his side of the story.
"Honey, stop thinking about that asshole, if you really want to find out whether he still loves you, go talk to him." said Shinji knowingly, bending sideways a little so he could look Kyo straight in the eye.
"Fancy you giving her advice. It's like a snake giving a squirel advice, when all the snake wants to do is trick the squirel and eat it up later on." snarled Cagalli curtly, propping Aaron higher up in her arms.
"No, seriously. The truth can only be heard from his mouth," said Shinji, nudging Kyo gently toward the doorway.
Although Shinji was the cause of all this, and probably the bane of Kyo's life, what he said made sense. She would never know whether he still loved her or not, unless she made the first move, corner Yzak off and question him in a heart to heart talk.
Kyo took in a deep breath before placing Kyo on the floor beside Aaron, who had just been settled on the floor by Cagalli, whose arms were aching.
"You're not serious are you? You're going to ask him?" asked Miriallia anxiously, awaiting an answer from Kyo.
The redheaded girl nodded her head, indicating that she was going to take the risk of being barked and shouted at by her husband.
"I'm coming with you, Dearka you too. In case Yzak loses his mind all of a sudden and acts rashly." said Athrun walking out of the room after Kyo, Dearka trailing along behind.
Kyo found Yzak in the balcony of the living room, staring out into the clear blue sky, the clouds floating innocently across it's blue background.
"Yzak," said Kyo softly, stepping cautiously into the balcony behind Yzak.
To her surprise, he didn't even spin around to look at her or storm off. The girl gently called his name again, placing a hand on his shoulder.
Kyo was about reach up and give him a soft kiss on the cheek, when the platinum blonde suddenly spun around, the impact flinging Kyo off him.
The male Jule seemed to have gone balistic, if it weren't for Dearka and Athrun's quick reactions, Kyo would've probably suffered two blows on the face and landed on the floor.
Dearka was busy trying restrain a wild Yzak from turning violent with his own wife.
"ARE YOU SPASTIC OR SOMETHING? I'VE TOLD YOU COUNTLESS TIMES TO LAY OFF ME!" hollered Yzak, trying to break free from Dearka's grasp.
"YZAK! I think you're the one who's gone spastic! Or not spastic, but may be you've lost your mind! Kyo's your WIFE! She loves you like hell, and you act as if you're emotionless!" bellowed Dearka, dragging Yzak off into the nearby kitchen.
Miriallia seemed to have anitcipated the whole situation, and was standing by the sink, which was filled with cold water.
With a quick jerk, Dearka forced Yzak's head into the sink before pulling him out again.
Kyo could only watched, the sight just hurting her like a thousand knives hitting her body. Dearka was about to dunk Yzak's head in again when Kyo screamed a loud "ENOUGH!".
The paltinum blonde co-oridinator slumped down on the floor, his head feeling slightly numb from the cold water. Kyo darted to him, skidding and nearly falling over as she stopped.
The girl's hand ran all over Yzak's face, pushing back his spiky hair, which was now plastered to his head.
"How cold is the water! Why did you do that!" demanded Kyo, looking at Yzak, who seemed to be dizzy.
All Yzak could hear were fuzzy noises, and he couldn't see anything but a blurr of different colours. Despite the dunking he had just received, the anger still burned inside him.
A sudden flash of red told him Kyo was nearby, and his anger just surged through him as he pushed himself to his feet and pushing the closest person to him away.
Athrun had to catch Kyo for a second time, as she was forced backwards. The platinum blonde still seemed blurr, as he felt his way around, shaking his head every now and then.
"YZAK JULE!" bellowed Cagalli, stopping right in front of the male Jule and taking him by the collar. "You won't even accept your wife's help when you need it most? I doubt you can even hear me let alone see where you're going!"
Yzak just gritted his teeth, before pushing Cagalli away as well, before following the walls back to the bedroom.
Kyo just cried pitifully, sinking to the floor, as she watched the love of her life push her away every time she tried to help or approach him.
"Didn't I tell you that grouch was hopeless? He's nothing but a piece of shit!" yelled Shinji, looking sternly at the others.
"Just shut your mouth if you can't do anything to help!" spat Miriallia, scooping up a large bowlful of the cold water and splashing it over Shinji, whose jaw was hanging open.
To Athrun's utmost surprise, Kyo didn't bother to stand up for Yzak, when Shinji insulted him, and the first thing that came to the blue-haired co-ordinator's mind, was that his sister had given up hope.
Once Shinji had finished his nagging, the bunch returned to the bedroom, which Kira, Lacus and the babies were in.
"We heard it all, no explanation is needed." said Kira sighing, as he propping Akira higher up on his lap.
"Kyo why didn't you retaliate?" asked Athrun softly, nudging his sister gently in the side, urging her to look up at him.
"Would it change anything if I did?" asked Kyo, tears clouding her eyes as she spoke.
"Kyo, you can't give up hope now!" exclaimed Lacus, standing up to full height and walking over to the redheaded mother, who picked a whining Ezann up from the floor.
"Why can't I? Yzak doesn't care? Shinji's agreed to the deal, you guys will be safe! There's nothing more for me to do!" replied Kyo sternly, wiping her tears away with the back of her hand, and walking out of the room.
"Kyo, wait! KYO!" said Cagalli, poking her head out of the doorframe, and watching the pregnant mother go off into the balcony before shutting it's sliding door.
"Don't mother going after her, I doubt she'll listen to any of us for the time being. Things have been to harsh on her, she's barely hanging on." sighed Miriallia sadly, sitting down on a nearby armchair and rocking Andrea to sleep.
"I think Shinji's gay," Dearka said, out of the blue, changing the subject entirely.
"What's with the sudden ejaculation?" asked Athrun, looking at his tanned skinned co-ordinator friend, who just shrugged briefly.
"Don't know, it's just my little opinion of that jerk. I mean, look at his hair. He's dyed it with different coloured streaks!" retorted Dearka, laughing aloud, at the thought of the black-headed young man's colourful head of hair.
"It doesn't mean he's gay, he's just got bad colour sense. So to make up for his loss, he just dyed it every single colour." humoured Kira, grinning widely and chuckling to himself.
"In my opinion, he's not a gay, he's a lustful rapist." hissed Cagalli, fist clenched as she slammed it down onto the table. "He doesn't even LOVE Kyo, he just lusts for her! And for goodness sake, he RAPED her as well! You call that LOVE? I call that ABUSE!"
The blonde girl was fuming so much, her whole body was shaking madly, her teeth gritted. Aaron who was sitting on her lap, looked petrified by his mother's sudden outburst a moment ago.
"Cagalli, calm down. You're scaring Aaron. Getting pissed won't solve anything, so all we can do is just let God do his will." said Athrun, taking his tremblign son his motehr and soothing him.
A/N This isn't one of my favourtie chapters, in fact, I find that if you're not an Yzak/Kyo fan, I don't think this chapter is much of a big deal. But anyway, pls review!