AN: Yay! I got reviews!(that's the best part of writing a story) I know the whole 'I love you' thing is too soon so I'm putting a flashback in why Tohma loves Shuichi. Is that alright with you people? Oh and people, please remind me if I put my character OOC, cuz I have the tendency to put them in that situation when I think they are IC.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or it's characters…except Ryuichi! What! I can't have him either? Aww, man!

Warning(for those who are spelling geeks(no offense): I'm not from America so my spelling may be weird(maybe not with my spelling checker) but some maybe weird, okay?


Chapter 2: Rethinking and back in time

Yuki's POV

I arrived at the building and went straight to the studio where Shuichi always rehearsed. I opened the door and I found everyone from the crew "Bad Luck" there with surprised expressions. Everyone except Shuichi.

"Where's the brat?" I demanded.

"He isn't here." Said that Nakano, Shuichi's best friend. I rolled my eyes.

"Well I can see that! Never mind, I'll ask Tohma." I said and stalked off.

"No wait!" I heard him, but I just ignored his pleas.

I burst through the door to Tohma's office to find my Shuichi there…kissing with Tohma!

"Yuki! What are you doing here!" Shuichi exclaimed.

"Never mind that! What are YOU doing kissing with MY lover?" I yelled at Tohma.

"He's not your lover anymore, Eiri. He's my lover and boyfriend." Tohma stated.

"What the hell do you mean? I left to go to New York to handle some business and then this happens?" I exclaimed.

"Yes, without telling him, again. Why should he stay with you after all how you've treated him. He's better off with me." Said Tohma.

I never thought about that. I only saw how annoying he was, disturbing me from my work. I looked at Shuichi, he looked at the floor.

"Shuichi…please come back." This isn't what I usually say but for Shuichi…I'd do anything. Though I wouldn't say that aloud.

"That's enough Eiri. Though you were my brother-in-law, I'd suggest you leave before I call security."

"Shuichi…" I said once more trying to look in his eyes before I realized it was useless so I took off.


Shuichi's POV

I never expected to see him again. I thought he left…forever.

"Shuichi, are you all right? Did you saw Yuki?" asked my best friend.

"Yeah." I replied.

"Did he hurt you?" Hiro asked.

"No. C'mon let's rehears." Hiro gave me that look that said 'I don't believe you but I'll leave you alone about it for now'.

"Okay people, we're a bit behind schedule here so we'll have to work harder." Said K. Everyone nodded because he had his gun pointed at us.

"Shuichi, sing that new song you wrote." Ordered K and I nodded and I waited for my cue.

(Okay now this song isn't from Bad Luck or even Japanese but please go with the flow. The owner of this song is Simple Plan okay? I don't own them either or the song.)

Shut up

There you go

You're always so right

It's all a big show

It's all about you

You think you know what everyone needs

You always take time to criticize me

It seems like everyday

I make mistakes

I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one you love to hate

But not today

'Should I go back to Yuki? He did look sad when he found out I was with Tohma.'

So shut up, shut up, shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out, get out, get out,

Get out of my way

Step up, step up, step up

You'll never stop me

Nothin' you say, can change

It's gonna bring me down

'But he did treated me more like a houseguest than a lover.'

There you go

You never ask why

It's all a big lie

Whatever you do

You think your special

But I know and I know and I know and we know that you're not

'He's to rough for me, while Tohma is so gentle.'

You're always there to point

Out my mistakes

And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one you love to hate

But not today

'But I think I still have feelings for him.'

So shut up, shut up, shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out, get out, get out,

Get out of my way

Step up, step up, step up

You'll never stop me

Nothin' you say, can change

It's gonna bring me down

It's gonna bring me down

You'll never bring me down

'He did wrote that song about me for Nittle Grasper.'

Don't tell me who I should be

And don't try to tell me what's right for me

Don't tell me what I should do

I don't wanna waste my time

Or watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out, get out, get out,

Get out of my way

Step up, step up, step up

You'll never stop me

Nothin' you say, can change

It's gonna bring me down

I don't wanna hear it
Get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say can change
And bring me down
Won't bring me down
Won't bring me down
Bring me down
Won't bring me down
Shut up shut up.

'That's it, I'll give him a chance.'

"Good job Shuichi, that was full of energy. Keep it like that and we'll overpass NG!" he said waving with his gun.

"Okay K, is that all?" I asked keeping distance betweeen the two of us.

"Huh, what? Yeah, you can go now." With that I left and walked to Tohma's office.


Tohma's POV

I'll wont let Yuki have Shuichi. He doesn't deserve him. He doesn't even love him! So why should he get Shuichi? I still remember the day when I fell for him.

Flashback

It was at the charity concert to raise money for the poor. Bad Luck was the main act and Shuichi looked just gorgeous. He wore tight black shorts, a sleeveless top that stopped below his chest. He also wore the yellow trench coat to go with it. When Shuichi got on stage, he literally took my breath away. The way he moved, the sound of his voice when he sang. My heart pounded faster, all the blood leaving my brain and went straight to down under. (No people this isn't going to be THAT kind of fic, although I did wrote one fic that had the highest rating.) Luckely I was in the back , in the dark. I wouldn't know what I would say if some saw me in that state.

End flashback

I'll never forget that day. A knock came from outside my door.

"Come in."

Shuichi came through the door and I smiled at him. He smiled back.

"Ready to go home?" I asked. He nodded. He was awfully silent. "Shuichi, are you all right?"

"Yeah, I'm fine, but I never expected him to come back." He said looking sad.

'I'll won't let him have what's mine.' "Let's discuss this at home. I'm really tired after all the paperwork I've done." He nodded, once more.


Yuki's POV

'How could I let this happen? Didn't I left a note saying that I was going to New York and I had to do this on my own?'

I tried to recollect the memories of what I did last year on that day, but my mind went blank. I stood up from the park bench where Shuichi and I first met.

'Damn! My mind hurts! Well whatever I did, I'm planning to get him back! Whether he likes it or not.'


Shuichi's POV

I can't decide! My mind is in war right now between Yuki and Tohma. I think I have feelings for the both of them but I can't have them both! This is all to confusing. I have to get some fresh air.

"Tohma-san, I'm going out to get some fresh air. I'll be back before dinner."

"Alright, Shu-chan." He said and resumed with cooking for dinner.

I didn't know how it happened, but now I managed to love to men. Yuki and Tohma. I remember how I fell in love with Yuki but with Tohma it still amazes me. The one who tried to break me and Yuki up. I still fell in love with him. I still remember that day.

Flashback

It was the day when the charity concert was held. Bad Luck still had an hour before they should perform so I went to rehears some of my songs. I was so in it, when I finished I heard someone clapping. And it was of course you've guessed already, Tohma Seguchi.

"That was really good, Shindo-san" he complimented me.

I just sat there and blushed. Then I had this feeling in my stomach, the same feeling when I met Yuki. I thought it was strange at first, but later on I knew what it was. I've fallen for him. When I was singing, I burst with energy trying to impress Tohma, wherever he was, dancing and singing at the same time.

End flashback

I've never forgotten it ever since. It's like it burned in my scull. Now I didn't know where I was going, but I still continued walking. Then all of a sudden I ended up at the park. I saw someone really tall with blonde hair, smoking and wearing shades.

'It can't be.' I went over to confirm my suspicion when he turned around.

"Yuki…"


AN: I think that this is a cliff hanger! I'm not very used to those writer terms so…Anyways, I tried to make this chapter longer if you don't think with the song lyrics. I don't know if it fitted well with the situation, but I've been at it with music so I couldn't help myself. This chapter could've been here on the site sooner but somehow, my account was locked so I couldn't submit anything. sob It's really late now and my fingers hurt so…reviews for the author who's fingers hurt?