Ok so this is just a random chapter i don't know what it has to do with anything. anywas one more chapter or two more till that specail guest arrives in Port Charles.

Scene outside the Quartermaine house. Jason walks about to a crying Emily.

"Are you sure you're ok Em?" Jason asked Emily

"No I'm not Jason. My mind is messing with me. I can't look at anyone with out thinking their judging me for what happened" Emily answered

"no one is judging you for killing Conner" Jason said.

"they look at me like they are judging me, Jason" Emily said

"No one is judging you, Emily. You can't let your head mess with you" Jason said

"Jason you just don't get it" Emily said and then walked away.

"But I do Emily, but I do" Jason said to himself. He just sat their trying to figure about what to about Emily and then remember that he had to be at Carly's house and left.

Scene Jason apartment. A Crying Emily is bagging at the door

"Coming" Sam said and then opened the door, to a crying Emily. "Emily are you ok" Sam Asked

"no my mind is messing with me and I'm yelling at people I love. Sam am I going insane" Emily asked

"You're not loosing your mind. You're just letting your mind control and you can't let that happen" Sam answered.

"Sam it's hard to get my head strait, when I look at everyone I see people judging me" Emily said.

"Emily just tell me who do you look at and she that person and nothing more" Sam asked

"well there you, my friends Lucky and Liz, but Liz is driving me crazy. She is trying to get me help because she never did" Emily said

"Well then tell Liz to back off and talk to one of them, see what the have to say. You've known them forever and I don't want to brake up a friendship that is so tight" Sam said as a cover since she didn't know what else to say

"Your not, hell they don't know I even talk to you" Emily said as her phone rings. "I better get that it's most likely Liz" Emily said as she answered it. "Hello" Emily said.

"Hey Emily its Nikolas" you here Nikolas say through the phone.

"Hey Nikolas, what up" Emily said as she tried to hid the fact she was crying.

"I just wanted to know where my wife is" Nikolas said trying to hide his pain about his wife getting raped by a man that looks like him

"I was just talking to my Brother, I'll be home late I have to talk to Liz, We're throwing Lucky a welcome home party" Emily said hiding the fact why she is really going

"You don't have to hind anymore, I know the truth" Nikolas said trying to be suttle

"ok so the party was my idea" Emily said laughing.

"No I know the truth about Conner, Emily. I know he raped you. You didn't have to hide it from me, you could have told me. Honey just come home" Nikolas said trying to get her to come home

"What are you talking about" Emily asked shocked to find out that someone told him

"I know Emily, all you had to do was tell me. Honey I'm here for you" Nikolas said.

"Well that's great but nothing happened at that safe house anyways I have to go" Emily snapped at Nikolas and then hung up on him. "Liz told him. I haven't even told her the truth and she thought she had the right to tell him" Emily said so mad and angry

"How do you know Liz told him?" Sam asked

"What do you think Conner told him? I mean Conner's dead what not, He told my husband" Emily snapped at Sam.

"That's not what I meant" Sam said

"No one else knows, so she had to of told him after I told her to drop it" Emily said.

"Emily, don't go yelling at her that doesn't solve anything I should know, so Emily go talk to her calmly" Sam said

"Ok but I need to talk to her" Emily said before she left.

"Should I go with her, god I hope she doesn't do something she will regret" Sam said to her self.

Remeber Nikolas was on the phone not in the same room. just a reminder