The minute my cell door opened and those Aquarian scum entered, I knew it was going to be an interesting, and painful day. Of course, I felt so ashamed that he had to see me hanging here looking so pathetic…it's his fault anyway. Then Walter made that ridiculous proposal that I help them…I almost laughed, except right then it hurt a bit too much. It would never work out. Me, help the very people who humiliated me? Help the very boy I was too ashamed to look at? In his eyes…I must look so pathetic. Those beautiful blue eyes that match his hair so serenely.

No…no, I could never.

It was hard enough having him see me like this. But Walter was making me an offer I simply could not refuse. Freedom. Even if it meant re-living that day…Yes, it's definatly worth it.

Wait…I'm going mad. Was he just…looking at me? No anger in his eyes…what is he feeling? Ah, but he's looked away now. Only in your dreams, Albel…

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I can't believe this. He's let me fight along side of him. Oh, and now he's smiling at me. "Good job", he's telling me. I ask him, "Good job for killing?" He shakes his head and says, "Good job at fitting in". Why would he accept me, a failure? I keep my distance at the back of the group, but it seems I'm not content there. I can't help but watch him…oh, dear lord, my pants are feeling rather tight…

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Another battle…this time, I've lost. Oh no, he's running towards me…Please don't let him see my condition. Why do I always feel so weak around him? He's kneeling over…blue hair brushes against my cheeks. Sapphire eyes filled with worry…He's asking me where it hurts...I can't help but tell him it's my heart. Suddenly all the pain is washed from my body as I join my lips with his. He hesitates, and for a moment I fear that he'll break away, but soon he joins in and allows my tongue entry. I feel something warm hit my cheek. He's…crying? He breaks away for a moment, his breath tickling my ear as he whispers, "I love you". And suddenly…everything, all my pain, my regrets, my emotions, come streaming out through my eyes because those words…

…those words are everything I needed to hear.