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Disclaimer: Wow, I feel bitter. Better go eat chocolate. :)

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Dear James and Lily,

You wouldn't understand. None of you would. Or Will. Ever. Never. Understand what I did, and why I did it. There, I admited it. No, I take that back. I do not admit it. I didn't do it! I did not do it. Okay, so I did betray you. But he was so powerful. More powerful than any of you could ever be. And he promised me power. Not that I have quite a lot yet, I will. I will. He will come back.

I do not mean to write this letter out of spite. But it comes out that way. I know you are not ghosts. You two had to much to live for. Or at least, that's what Remus said at your memorial. I listened, but I was not noticed. I was never noticed. Never. But now, as soon as the Dark Lord regains power, I will be noticed. I will be as feared as Sirius Black is. Yes, our dear Sirius is once again popular, a household name if you will. But not because of his Quidditch skills. Oh no, Sirius has been accused of killing you!

How is it, that this time I'm not caught? Normally, Sirius and you, James, would be cheating in front of a teacher, but if I so much as twitter during a test, I am accused of cheating? My curse, apparently has ended. I am not the accused. When Sirius is caught he will be put in Azkaban, which is no more than he deserves.

I am writing this letter out of a guilty concious. But that doesn't mean I'm sorry.

Not Regretful,