Aftermath.
"So – we have to
talk."
"Indeed?"
"Why don't you sit down?"
"I
prefer to stand."
"Yeah, well it makes me uncomfortable! This
is my office, so sit. Anywhere is fine."
"Very will. I will
comply, if it will set you at your ease. Though I cannot imagine what
else you wish to talk about, doctor, considering the amount of time
we have spent recently with eachother."
"Well, just that."
"Explain."
"Well, first I wanted
to apologise if I was acting like an idiot at any point, or-"
"You
acted exactly as I would predict – in accordance with your nature,
as I behaved in accordance with mine. One does not apologise for
one's nature, doctor."
"O-kay…"
Pause.
"Well, anyway, I was
thinking some more about what you said. How it wasn't a completely
unique experience for you, how it make you think of that….vigil.
And I realized – I really don't know much about you, Spock. I
mean, who you really are. And before you give me any bull about the
natural reserve of Vulcans making that impossible, well, that's
exactly what I'm getting at. I don't even know about your people.
And you sure as hell know about mine."
"Indeed."
"Yes
indeed!"
Pause.
"I have often
felt…my knowledge and understanding of the human culture to be
woefully insufficient."
"Seems to me you rip us apart pretty
well."
"An innacutare metaphor. I am a scientist, as you are,
therefore I anyalise. A process which often entails a certain amount
of…dissection. I do not mean to offend you."
"Yeah, well
you do a damn good….no. I know, I know, but it's just – hard
for me to understand you. Jim knows – God knows how he does it.
It's like the two of you have this link…"
Long
pause.
"Okay, sorry.
Dangerous territory. But anyway, I was wondering…even, in the name
of research…couldn't you tell me a little more about this…vigil
thing?"
"It would be….permissible."
Pause.
"I meant what I said
you know – about admiring you. That's why I want to learn."
"The
will to learn is always admirable. Given this case, I will do more
than tell you of the vigil at Vulcan's Forge. I will show it to
you."
Time passes.
"But you're sure this is safe, right?"
"The
ship's holographic falicites are designed to prevent injury."
"Including heatstroke? Dehydration, sunburn…"
"I have
modified the temperatures somewhat to be tolerable to humans. Thus
far the simulation is inaccurate. You will also be experiencing the
period of vigil only – you would not withstand the desert
crossing."
Pause.
"YOU CALL THIS TOLERABLE?"
"I advise caution, doctor: raising your voice will likely attract desert predators, and whilst they are not capable of actually harming you, I believe you would find a confrontation with a close-range holograph rather…unpleasant."
Times passes.
"So…what
happens now?"
"Explain."
"What do we do?"
"We
do not do. We exist. Here."
"There are no…prayers or
anything?"
"There is discipline of the mind. Here, in this
place, Surak the prophet drew inspiration and strength from the
desert sands. At vigil we attune our minds to what this means to us,
attempting to absorb the same."
Pause.
"Perhaps it is not possible for you."
"I guess not."
Long pause.
"But it's still….incredibly beautiful. If it wasn't for this damned heat."
Time passes.
"Hey, are their Vulcan artists?"
"Artists,
doctor?"
"Painters, I mean, illustrators. It's the land out
here. The colours, the contours…it makes me wonder."
"There
are some who work with images. There are also poets."
"Poetry?
Isn't that rather…emotional?"
"Poetry is a disciplined
exercise in balance and the synthesis of oppositions."
Pause.
"Besides which…Vulcans are not without aesthetic appreciation of beauty."
"I'm
glad to hear it. Sights like this…they do things to a person. A
feeling of peace – order. Like for all the chaos and destruction
out there in the Universe, there's always going to be hope. Because
at the heart of it, this kind of beauty lies."
No answer.
Times passes
"Spock?"
"Hm?"
"My
leg's asleep."
Pause.
"You are free to leave."
"I don't want to leave! I
am...appreciating this you know. I'm just gonna walk about
for a second. Besides which…it seems kind of a waste not to see
some more of this beautiful hologram. You did a great job. That's
still experiencing the desert, right?"
"Yes."
Pause.
"I
will come."
"You mean you've finished?"
"No indeed.
Were I to undertake the ritual in earnest, for a second time, I would
only now be approaching the second stage of the inner disciplines."
"Oh. Then I've wrecked it for you."
"On the contrary. I
brought you here to experience my culture, and you have done so. The
fact that your experience is more external than internal is simply a
facet of your nature. I meant to show you a Vulcan way, which can be
done – but I cannot make you see through the eyes of a Vulcan. Nor
would I wish to. My people have a saying…"
"Which is?"
"A
moment…the ever-present problem of translation. I cannot render it
exactly but an approximation is…I rejoice in our differences."
Pause.
"That's
a wise saying. From a wise people."
"A logical people,
doctor."
Laughter.
Finis
