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Trish's POV
The next day Soda as always went to work, while Robbie called his boss and told him he's not going to come because he got sick, he lied. I stayed home too; my work didn't start till next week. And despite that I have feelings for Robbie, I couldn't just go off leaving him like this, because I knew that if he stays alone he would hurt himself, or at least try to, because he was so upset I didn't even know what to do to make him feel better.
I got dressed and went downstairs to make something to eat. I made pancakes and went into the living room to watch TV. In about 20 more minutes, Robbie came down looking like a complete wreck. His eyes were puffy and red even more than they were when he had just woken up. He sat beside me and stared blankly at the TV screen, after a while he finally started talking.
"Trish, I have something to tell you," he said.
"Ok, I'm listening"
"Remember the first day I came to your house?"
"Well I came to Tulsa 3 days before that, and t I can't forgive myself something that I did a day before I showed up on your doorsteps."
I was silent I didn't even know what to say or do, I just stared at him motioning to continue, and he understood and went on.
"I came into this bar close to here, and got really drunk, then I went to a room with this girl but I don't remember what she looked like, my vision was all blurry from drinking. I fucked her Trish, had sex with her without loving her, I just did it. And now I think that I have feelings for that girl, she was different than others, special, and it scares me, I don't know what to do anymore. I always used to have answers to all the questions, but now I don't, all I want right now is to die Trish." Robbie said while trying not to look into my eyes.
I was silent, thinking. The girl he had sex with, it was on the same day that I, well, cheated on Soda, if you can call it like that, since me and him weren't going out yet, although loved each other. What if Robbie was the guy I lost my virginity to? What if we didn't use a condom? What then? Should I tell him what happened to me that day? Or should I wait a while? I was so confused.
"Robbie, it's ok, she cheated on you before with all those other guys, if that hadn't happened nothing would've changed, she wouldn't be alive right now, Robbie it's not your fault believe me." I said.
He was looking into my eyes and to my surprise he kissed me. I couldn't believe this was happening. That kiss that I have wanted for a long time now was so passionate, sweet, and gentle I wanted it to last forever.
Little did I know... Suddenly I heard the door open and the footsteps approaching to the living room, where Robbie and me were sharing the greatest kiss in my life.
Trish's POV
The next day Soda as always went to work, while Robbie called his boss and told him he's not going to come because he got sick, he lied. I stayed home too; my work didn't start till next week. And despite that I have feelings for Robbie, I couldn't just go off leaving him like this, because I knew that if he stays alone he would hurt himself, or at least try to, because he was so upset I didn't even know what to do to make him feel better.
I got dressed and went downstairs to make something to eat. I made pancakes and went into the living room to watch TV. In about 20 more minutes, Robbie came down looking like a complete wreck. His eyes were puffy and red even more than they were when he had just woken up. He sat beside me and stared blankly at the TV screen, after a while he finally started talking.
"Trish, I have something to tell you," he said.
"Ok, I'm listening"
"Remember the first day I came to your house?"
"Well I came to Tulsa 3 days before that, and t I can't forgive myself something that I did a day before I showed up on your doorsteps."
I was silent I didn't even know what to say or do, I just stared at him motioning to continue, and he understood and went on.
"I came into this bar close to here, and got really drunk, then I went to a room with this girl but I don't remember what she looked like, my vision was all blurry from drinking. I fucked her Trish, had sex with her without loving her, I just did it. And now I think that I have feelings for that girl, she was different than others, special, and it scares me, I don't know what to do anymore. I always used to have answers to all the questions, but now I don't, all I want right now is to die Trish." Robbie said while trying not to look into my eyes.
I was silent, thinking. The girl he had sex with, it was on the same day that I, well, cheated on Soda, if you can call it like that, since me and him weren't going out yet, although loved each other. What if Robbie was the guy I lost my virginity to? What if we didn't use a condom? What then? Should I tell him what happened to me that day? Or should I wait a while? I was so confused.
"Robbie, it's ok, she cheated on you before with all those other guys, if that hadn't happened nothing would've changed, she wouldn't be alive right now, Robbie it's not your fault believe me." I said.
He was looking into my eyes and to my surprise he kissed me. I couldn't believe this was happening. That kiss that I have wanted for a long time now was so passionate, sweet, and gentle I wanted it to last forever.
Little did I know... Suddenly I heard the door open and the footsteps approaching to the living room, where Robbie and me were sharing the greatest kiss in my life.
