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Trish's POV
Days passed. Everything has changed since that girl has appeared on our doorsteps. Soda hasn't been home much and if he did come home he was either drunk and went right back to sleep, or was somewhere deep in his thoughts, he didn't talk to me either, not a single word since then. Sometimes I wanted to scream from all the pain that I felt from not being with him anymore. While other times I just wanted to bring that moment back and just believe Soda, but it was too late now, what has happened, happened and no one could bring it back.
But then again I was happy every time I was with Robbie, since that day, him and me has been very close. We spent practically all day with each other except today. Today was different, Soda as always went to work, but so did Robbie, he went to work for the first time since Kim got killed, he still was taking it really hard. I had a day off, but it was raining outside, and I felt very lonely.
Not minding the rain I went outside into the backyard. It was cloudy and dark. Instead of the blue sky that always made me happy just by looking at it, it was gray, like it was sad because of something. The small raindrops danced on my body like crazy, the morning breeze was so fresh and felt as it never did before. I wanted to cry, finally from everything that had happened. Soda has never done anything bad to me. Never gave me any reason not to believe him, and look what I've done, I destroyed our relationship. I thought I would be happier with Robbie but I'm not, I want Soda back.
Suddenly I felt really bad like I was about to puke and my stomach hurt. I rushed back inside into the washroom and threw up. My stomach hurt badly, I started to cry. Oh no, god I can't be pregnant! What if the kid is Robbie's? Then there's no chance for me to be back with the man I've loved and always will. Why did it take me so long to realize that Soda is the one for me.
Today was the night. When the guys get back from work I'm going to tell Robbie about everything and then I'm going to talk to Soda and at least try to get him back. I was so sure that after this nothing could go wrong again.
Once again in my hard life I was wrong...
Trish's POV
Days passed. Everything has changed since that girl has appeared on our doorsteps. Soda hasn't been home much and if he did come home he was either drunk and went right back to sleep, or was somewhere deep in his thoughts, he didn't talk to me either, not a single word since then. Sometimes I wanted to scream from all the pain that I felt from not being with him anymore. While other times I just wanted to bring that moment back and just believe Soda, but it was too late now, what has happened, happened and no one could bring it back.
But then again I was happy every time I was with Robbie, since that day, him and me has been very close. We spent practically all day with each other except today. Today was different, Soda as always went to work, but so did Robbie, he went to work for the first time since Kim got killed, he still was taking it really hard. I had a day off, but it was raining outside, and I felt very lonely.
Not minding the rain I went outside into the backyard. It was cloudy and dark. Instead of the blue sky that always made me happy just by looking at it, it was gray, like it was sad because of something. The small raindrops danced on my body like crazy, the morning breeze was so fresh and felt as it never did before. I wanted to cry, finally from everything that had happened. Soda has never done anything bad to me. Never gave me any reason not to believe him, and look what I've done, I destroyed our relationship. I thought I would be happier with Robbie but I'm not, I want Soda back.
Suddenly I felt really bad like I was about to puke and my stomach hurt. I rushed back inside into the washroom and threw up. My stomach hurt badly, I started to cry. Oh no, god I can't be pregnant! What if the kid is Robbie's? Then there's no chance for me to be back with the man I've loved and always will. Why did it take me so long to realize that Soda is the one for me.
Today was the night. When the guys get back from work I'm going to tell Robbie about everything and then I'm going to talk to Soda and at least try to get him back. I was so sure that after this nothing could go wrong again.
Once again in my hard life I was wrong...