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Trish's POV
Time passed, my stomach hurt a couple more times until I just stopped caring about it, because I got used to the feeling of being pregnant, I was pretty sure that I was carrying a baby now, the only question was whose... I was still thinking about getting a pregnancy test, until I realized that its been almost two month since the time I went to that bar and made the biggest mistake of my life and I haven't had my period ever since.
I was so deep in my thoughts I never noticed the door open and both Soda and Robbie come in at once. From the looks on their faces I knew that they had finally talked things over between themselves. Both of them came over to the sofa I was sitting on and sat on the opposite sides of me. Soda talked first.
"Trish, today Robbie and me talked things over and came to the conclusion that we both love you more than our lives, and we would die for you if we had to, but we can't share you between ourselves."
"Trish, baby you have to pick one of us, because I can't go on like this anymore and neither can Soda." Robbie broke in.
I just sat there and thought about everything for a while. How could I choose one? I was so sure that Soda is the one, but now... having Robbie sit beside me too, made me wonder if maybe, possibly he is the one for me. I couldn't choose one of them, at least...not yet, not till I know who is the father of my baby.
"Well..." I began, "I have something to tell you too guys that's really important"
"Soda, remember the time that I saw you sleeping with that chick, and I went off and got drunk at that bar and lost my virginity to some guy I didn't know?"
Not even waiting for Soda's answer I continued.
"Well I think I know who that guy was after all... It was Robbie"
Both of them just stared at me, neither of them speaking. I decided to wait a while to continue with more bad news. An hour passed, neither of them spoke up... Soda just sat there even more hurt now, tears sparkling in his gorgeous eyes, his hand trembling in mine. While Robbie was motionless, sitting there, thinking, without a single word. I decided to go on.
"I'm sorry, but there's more bad news. I'm pregnant and there's an eighty percent chance that it's Robbie's."
"But how? Didn't you tell me you used protection? A fucken condom at least?" Soda yelled.
"Soda, listen... honey I'm so sorry, everyday I wish I could bring back that night, wish that I could change everything, but I can't, all I can say is I'm sorry."
"But what about the time when I asked you if you used the damn condom? You told me that you did, was that a lie too?" Soda was all shaking and yelling at me, just by looking at him I could tell that he just reached the breaking point, and wasn't controlling his actions anymore which got me scared, but I went on.
"Yes. I lied, lied to you about the condom, I'm sorry, I didn't know if we did or not because I was too drunk to even remember how I ended up in a room in the first place."
Soda looked at Robbie now. "Robbie, please tell me at least you remember that, please tell me you used a condom, please."
Robbie didn't answer, from that I could tell that he remembered just as much about that night as I did.
All three of us just sat there for the rest of the night, not saying another word, just thinking, as the night passed us by.
That same night I wished I died, died a long time ago, back when my dad beat me so bad that it hurt to breather. I wished Soda have never found me, and never took me home and gave me a second chance in life. Because then I would never waste it like this, I would never ruin the lives of the two guys that are sitting beside me right now, the guys I love more than anything. It was about 4 in the morning when I got up and went out for a walk, because I couldn't bare sitting here, seeing the love of my life hurting like this, I just couldn't.
Little did I know that what I wished for that night, could come true so easy...
Trish's POV
Time passed, my stomach hurt a couple more times until I just stopped caring about it, because I got used to the feeling of being pregnant, I was pretty sure that I was carrying a baby now, the only question was whose... I was still thinking about getting a pregnancy test, until I realized that its been almost two month since the time I went to that bar and made the biggest mistake of my life and I haven't had my period ever since.
I was so deep in my thoughts I never noticed the door open and both Soda and Robbie come in at once. From the looks on their faces I knew that they had finally talked things over between themselves. Both of them came over to the sofa I was sitting on and sat on the opposite sides of me. Soda talked first.
"Trish, today Robbie and me talked things over and came to the conclusion that we both love you more than our lives, and we would die for you if we had to, but we can't share you between ourselves."
"Trish, baby you have to pick one of us, because I can't go on like this anymore and neither can Soda." Robbie broke in.
I just sat there and thought about everything for a while. How could I choose one? I was so sure that Soda is the one, but now... having Robbie sit beside me too, made me wonder if maybe, possibly he is the one for me. I couldn't choose one of them, at least...not yet, not till I know who is the father of my baby.
"Well..." I began, "I have something to tell you too guys that's really important"
"Soda, remember the time that I saw you sleeping with that chick, and I went off and got drunk at that bar and lost my virginity to some guy I didn't know?"
Not even waiting for Soda's answer I continued.
"Well I think I know who that guy was after all... It was Robbie"
Both of them just stared at me, neither of them speaking. I decided to wait a while to continue with more bad news. An hour passed, neither of them spoke up... Soda just sat there even more hurt now, tears sparkling in his gorgeous eyes, his hand trembling in mine. While Robbie was motionless, sitting there, thinking, without a single word. I decided to go on.
"I'm sorry, but there's more bad news. I'm pregnant and there's an eighty percent chance that it's Robbie's."
"But how? Didn't you tell me you used protection? A fucken condom at least?" Soda yelled.
"Soda, listen... honey I'm so sorry, everyday I wish I could bring back that night, wish that I could change everything, but I can't, all I can say is I'm sorry."
"But what about the time when I asked you if you used the damn condom? You told me that you did, was that a lie too?" Soda was all shaking and yelling at me, just by looking at him I could tell that he just reached the breaking point, and wasn't controlling his actions anymore which got me scared, but I went on.
"Yes. I lied, lied to you about the condom, I'm sorry, I didn't know if we did or not because I was too drunk to even remember how I ended up in a room in the first place."
Soda looked at Robbie now. "Robbie, please tell me at least you remember that, please tell me you used a condom, please."
Robbie didn't answer, from that I could tell that he remembered just as much about that night as I did.
All three of us just sat there for the rest of the night, not saying another word, just thinking, as the night passed us by.
That same night I wished I died, died a long time ago, back when my dad beat me so bad that it hurt to breather. I wished Soda have never found me, and never took me home and gave me a second chance in life. Because then I would never waste it like this, I would never ruin the lives of the two guys that are sitting beside me right now, the guys I love more than anything. It was about 4 in the morning when I got up and went out for a walk, because I couldn't bare sitting here, seeing the love of my life hurting like this, I just couldn't.
Little did I know that what I wished for that night, could come true so easy...