Disclaimer: Ok, I really decided to finish this story now. So yeah I'll try my best. Also thanks for the reviews Anyway on with the next chapter!

Trish's POV

Opening my eyes I realized that I was still alive, the last thing I wanted to be. Everything in the room was white except for the dark red roses that were standing by my side. Still too weak I closed my eyes again and drifted to sleep.

The next thing I knew, Robbie came into the room telling me that there's something really important we should talk about. When I asked for Soda, Robbie didn't say anything just stood there, his eyes teary but gorgeous as always.

"Soda is dead Trish, I'm sorry..."With that, he walked away not saying another word.

I couldn't believe it, not now, god why would he do this, it's my fault again, I wanted to end all of this mistake but I just made it worse, with that I took out all of the needles in my arms that were keeping me alive, it just didn't matter anymore. This time I wasn't going to fail.

Minutes passed, I heard a lot of noises all around me, doctors and nurses were everywhere, and I guess trying to save my life.

I was in a dark tunnel now. I was really scared, didn't know what to do. What is happening? Am I dying? I questioned myself, but the answers followed.

I saw a light at the end of that tunnel, I followed trying to reach it, now realizing that I am dying, that's how some people die, I've read it somewhere before, some kind of a book.

"Trish, baby wake up." I heard Soda's voice now. Was he somewhere in that tunnel too?

"How are you felling? Is everything alright?"

Opening my eyes I realized that the news about Soda, the tunnel, my death, everything was just a nightmare that seemed so real...