This is more 'depressing' then my other stories…Ok, so it has a sad middle but I am a firm believer in happy endings so I will never let the characters that I control in a fanfic be sad….for longer then a few chapters. This is a couple chapter fiction of Remus/Tonks. I don't think I will ever be able to get my fill of them!
Authors note: This story takes place after the Hospital Scene after Tonks declaration…
Now my latest work of fan fiction….
It was raining.
It reflected his mood. Troubled, impatient, and sad. Too many emotions to put into words. Worry, was his greatest feeling though. Worry for a now gray haired witch named Nympadora Tonks. After her declaration of love for Remus in front of everyone in the infirmary she had quietly excused herself.
When she didn't return a few minutes later Remus also excused himself. Molly had given him a weak smile. She knew.
They all knew.
Now was not the time to be worrying about his own emotions though. Dumbledore was dead. He was never coming back. No amount of magic could even change that fact. Like Siruis, like James and like so many other friends…all gone. Never to come back.
As Tonks had left the hospital room he felt like he was losing her too. That she was never going to come back. That she was going to dissolve into the shadows and that he, would now have one more person to miss.
He continued to run in the rain. He had been looking for Tonks down the halls of Hogwarts, till he had stopped to ask a portrait of a women holding a poodle, if she had seen anyone walk by. She had answered that a lone girl had ran past her into the rain outside without even so much as holding a umbrella.
He knew instantly that it had been Tonks and he ran outside into the rain to look for her. He felt sick with worry and he felt sick with himself.
He alone had made this happen. If he could had made Tonks realize sooner that it could never work between them…There was no point in reminiscing now.
But, as Remus ran through the rain calling "Nympodora!" with all his might he couldn't but help remember the last time it had rained like this and what had happened under that cloud filled sky.
Owari
Maybe I am just getting lazy but I like short chapters. To tell you true fully I have been so full of ideas I start to write one down and then I want to start the other on half way through another. Don't worry. I won't be one of those people who never update or finish a story. I guess I just like it in short dosages…
Please take time to read my other stories though! Don't worry. This will have a happy ending…I promise.