Chapter 26

Angel pulled away as he looked at the dark beauty that lay in his bed, frowning he opened his mouth and then closed it again, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath that he didn't need but that was the wrong thing to do as his lids slid shut it seemed to open the door on the fantasies that had run around Angelus' mind and they all came rushing back, he could feel himself harden. The vampire's eyes flew open and down to a pair of hazel ones that were staring back inquisitively.

Cordy opened her mouth to speak but Angel gently placed to fingers over her lips and then he softly traced the outline, his gaze was riveted to what his fingers were doing, and he was getting harder as her soft breaths fell on to the cold skin of his hand. He could hear her heartbeat start to race and the smell of arousal.

Cordy reached up and took hold of his wrist and placed soft kisses on his fingertips, she lay down on the bed and settled herself, placing his hand over her heart Angel followed her down and laid his head next to hers.

"Tell me." She whispered. "I love you Angel and want to be with you, so please tell me."

He nodded his head and stared deep into her eyes and opened his heart completely to her, he was going to tell her things that he never had told anyone before and he prayed that she wouldn't run away from him afterwards.

"I love you to Cordy." He paused not knowing how to start, or where to start."

"Close your eyes Angel and just tell me what you see." She urged him.

The vampire closed his eyes and he opened his mouth to tell her what he saw. "You have just walked into the lobby, your long legs bare, a short skirt coming down to your thighs, you are wearing a tight, stretchy top that are covering your breasts."

Cordy's breathing shallowed a little and she watched as one had slid under her nightshirt and started to massage a breast.

Angel could feel the heat from her body through his hand, her heat seemed to run up from his arm and start to warm his entire being he wanted to open his eyes but if he looked at her he would not be able to continue with what Angelus' wants, what a part of him wants, that was the hardest thing to deal with.

"I see you and want you so much, so desperately, my mind screams that you are teasing me, that you know what you do to me and I can't wait not anymore and it doesn't matter if you don't want me back I am going to take you and there'll be no stopping me. I stalk to where you have just walked in, confusion is written in your beautiful eyes but that is not what I want, I want fear and lust. I pull you into my arms and kiss you hard, my hand reaches down and rips away your underwear, you struggle not sure what is going on." Angel talks his voice is deep and it seems to flow through her blood but Cordy noticed that he had used the word I and not Angelus' this was where his fear came from, Angelus was a part of who he was, it was the demon side and this is what the demon wanted to do to her.

Cordy's face is flush with desire as Angel rubs her nipple between it hardens under his ministrations, the brunette fidgets, the ache between her legs is becoming almost unbearable she needs her vampire to touch her, his voice is low deep and sexy, it is like silk being brushed over her skin, she wants to reach over take hold of it and wrap it around her body. His hand moves away from her breast, the seer groans in frustration but the hand doesn't move of her body and with gentle caress' he works his way down.

"I lift you up and slam you against the wall the noise echoes around the hotel, I wrap those long legs around my waist, your strong thighs against my sides, I reached down and unzip my trousers and pull out my cock, it is hard and throbbing, I need it to be buried in you, so deep inside we don't know where one of us starts and the other finishes. I need to pound myself into your tight channel I stare into your eyes there is fear there now; uncertainty and I can see the desire deep down within. I use my hand to put me at your entrance and then with a quick movement of my hips and my hands I impale you on my aching member."

Cordy's eyes were on Angel's hand as it worked its way under her trousers and her panties, his fingers slowly slid through her curls until it reached her nub, he twirled his finger around it, the brunette opened her legs a little wider she needed more, she wanted more.

"Your hands grip my shoulder's your nails digging into the skin, blood welling up from the small cuts, the pain is exquisite I want more, I need more, my hands grip your waist tightly. I raise you up so it is just my tip within you and I slam you down hard again, I do this over and over again, I slam your back against the wall again, you throw your head back in ecstasy, I can taste the want, the desire, the fear on my tongue it is so tangible, I lick my lips, I know what part of the fear is, what if someone walked in and saw us like this, saw me fucking you up against the wall, see how hard and fast I was pounding my shaft into you, how the small gasps come from your open mouth and you beg for more it isn't enough you want more, you want it even more harder and faster, you want to hear flesh hitting flesh." Angel growled deep within his chest.

Angel's hand twirled around the nub over and over again, Cordy's hips began to move she needed more. His fingers then slid to her opening, it was sopping wet with arousal, he slid one finger into her easily and slowly moved it in and out, but Cordy wanted more, she wanted to feel full, she wanted him throbbing inside of her. Angel added a second finger and then a third, he sped his hand up and Cordy was moving with him, panting trying to still focus on the erotic images his words were creating in her mind.

"I pull out of you and you groan in disappointment, I take hold of your arms and kneel on the floor, my thighs spread and facing the lobby door and I bring your body with my your back is pressed to my chest, you are straddled across my thighs and I slowly lower you onto my erection. Your body is open and naked for anyone to see if they walk through the door. You lean back so your head is against my shoulder; your hands are behind you and resting on my thighs as you push your self up and down. I run my hands over you breasts and I play with your nipples as you fuck yourself on my shaft, the rhythm is slow, so agonisingly slow, one hand tweaks your nipple and rubs gently around it, I pull away from that luscious globe and wet my finger in my mouth and then I twirl it around you nipple again and watch as it gets harder and harder with each soft movement and with out warning I pinch it hard, you moan loudly and start moving your body faster and faster as my other hand slides down and twirls around your clit, we both on the verge I can full your muscles tighten around me as you scream my name Angelus and I soon follow you over that cliff with my orgasm and I empty my cold seed inside of you." His voice was deep but strained he was so hard; he had never felt like this before.

Angel's fingers moved in and out of her, Cordy could feel her body tightening up the vampire moved his hand faster and faster until she screamed out his name.

"Angel!" She cried as her body shook from the aftermath of her orgasm.

The vampire finally opened his eyes they were almost black with desire and seemed to stare into her very soul; he stared down at the woman next to him, and the woman he loved. His fingers were still inside, still moving, softly and slowly watching as her body still writhed. His hand finally still and watched as her hazel orbs opened. They stared into each other's eyes and Angel brought his fingers to his mouth and licked her juices from them and watched as she groaned.

"Cordy." He whispered huskily need in his voice.

"I want you Angel. I need to feel you inside of me." She whispered against his lips as she kissed him.

Angel pushed her onto the bed and he lay between her parted legs. "This isn't going to last long not this time."

"It doesn't.." She never finished her sentence as he thrust inside of her. Cordy's head fell back against the pillow her face contorted in pleasure as Angel thrust slowly in and out of her. He grabbed her legs and wrapped them around his waist and it changed his angle so he was thrusting deep into her.

She cried out as he hit that pleasure spot deep within her, he could feel the change in her body as soon as he did. The vampire kept pounding at the spot over and over again Angel had to grip her hips because she started to thrash from side to side and he had to keep hold of her so he could keep hitting the same spot.

Her body clenched around his as she climaxed screaming his name, her body arched of the bed. He Angel pounded into her a few more times his thrusts becoming erratic, he could feel the shudder run through his body as he came with a roar, his head thrown back, perspiration covering their bodies and her body milking every last drop of him. He collapsed on the bed and rolled over so he was on his back he pulled Cordy into his arms and she rested her head on his chest. Her breathing heavy she was starting to calm doing from that mind-blowing orgasm she started to trace patterns on his chest with her fingertips.

"Are you ok?" Angel asked her.

The seer looked up at her champion with a you're kidding me right, look on her face.

"I'm better than all right and I can't wait until you tell me another one of your fantasies." She whispered Cordy call feel Angel trying to pull away. "Angel you stopped saying Angelus when you were talking about the fantasy you said I. Angelus is the demon within you these are your fantasies. I will tell you some things I don't want pain, no threesomes, I am never going to share you and you will never see any fear in my eyes so you can't have that but, well, anything else we'll see. We can tell each other our dreams and then discuss. I will never, NEVER, look at you with disgust."

Angel held her tightly to him afraid to let her go, he knew that it was going to take a lot of work from him for the others to trust him again. He couldn't believe that this amazing woman in his arms had such forgiveness that she accepted him back straight away and now there wasn't a chance that Angelus would be back, that ghost had finally been laid to rest.

"Everything will be all right we are together and they'll trust you again." She mumbled as she fell asleep.

Together forever he smiled at the thought she was immortal and he would only grow old of he had his shanshu if not they truly had an eternity together. With Darla when he was Angelus he could never imagine being with just her forever, but with Cordy he couldn't not imagine being with her forever. He was truly and blissfully happy.

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The Scoobies, the immortals and the AI gang smiled as they looked up at the clock and seen how long they had been up their together. They knew how hard it would be for Angel to come down here as himself, they AI's had already forgiven him, so had the Scoobies they had all met Angelus before and of course when Willow changed they forgave her, they were use to it and they were glad that the sadistic monster would never be back.

Buffy smiled sadly at the stairs and said goodbye to the love of her past. Spike walked over to her and took hold of her hand. The blonde looked at him questiongly.

"Maybe we could be friends, I mean true friends, no games, no using each other and we'll go from there and if it works out and we'll really lucky we'll have something like that." Spike nodded up towards the stairs indicating where Cordelia and Angel where.

Everyone knew that it wouldn't be easy, that there would be a lot of ups and downs but they also knew that they would get through it together. A lot of them in this room had done things that they weren't proud of, but someone had forgiven them and it was just there turn to do the same.

Methos stood up he knew what it was like to be evil and he still had killed, tortured and raped more people than Angelus ever could, it was going to be hard to be in the same room as the vampire but he was old and wise he would deal and one day it would be easy to look at Angel and see the good man, the good vampire that everyone else seemed to see and he would do it for Cordelia

"Tell Cordy we'll be back tomorrow night. I think we should all get to know each other, we're her friends and so are you guys." Methos told them and everyone nodded in agreement.

"I'm going to get some rest and maybe I could get to know some of you for the first time and get to know Wes, Angel and Cordelia all over again." The blonde slayer knew it would be hard but she was willing to give it a go, it was hard to find friends who understood what they went through.

Tomorrow looked like it was going to be a brighter day and it was getting better with each second. The three groups looked at each other and smiled it looked as if the families were going to get bigger.

THE END