Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi or any of its characters. Or the song in there by Midtown.
Author's Note: Ha-ha fast enough update for you. What can I say I got inspired quickly this time. Enjoy!
Speeding down the road Sean starts to blast the radio. Sean thinks about where to go. The ravine? No that's a bad idea. School? No also bad he'd have to see Jay. So Sean decides there's only one good place to go with only one other person.
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The door opens and Emma's eyes widen to no extent.
"Sean? But Jay said you-"Emma says.
"I know his Civic is right there. Come with me for awhile we need to talk" Sean says.
"Ok let me just tell my dad." Emma yells into the house she'll be home around 8 and she closes the door behind her. "So where are we going?" Emma asks.
"Just get in the car you'll see when we get there."
So Emma gets in the car and Sean turns on the radio. Emma starts to think about it and she realizes all the things that come with this car. All the memories that she has to think about when she's in the car. Everything that happened in the past few weeks all have to do with the person who owns this car. On the radio the song "Empty like the Ocean" comes on by some band called Midtown. Emma and Sean both start to nod their heads to the beat and look at each other and smile. It had been a long time since they had done something like this and you could tell they were enjoying it two friends just hanging out.
"I don't care where you come from if it's awful there we're all alone" Emma sings out
"I guess you're familiar with the song?" Sean asks
"I've heard them once or twice." Emma says "So you never told me where we were going."
"Were going to the beach" Sean says
"Wait the beach I didn't bring a suit." Emma says then it clicks "Wait, what beach?"
There's a pause for a moment and finally Sean takes a deep breath and tells her they are going to Wasaga Beach
"Sean Cameron turn this car around right now. I am not just dropping you off while you sort out your problems again." Emma yells at him.
"Emma chill out you aren't dropping me anywhere. I would never do that to you again not after what I heard" Sean realizing he slipped before he wanted to looks over at Emma and gives her a look that just says "wait and we'll talk" so Emma just goes back to the song.
"I don't want to fuck you I don't want to touch" Emma mumbles being that is the next line in the song. How convenient.
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"Mr. Hogart you're late" Ms. Kwan says.
"Yes I know I was having car trouble. You can ask Simpson I was with him." Jay spits back
"I might just do that when he returns." Mrs. Kwan says "Please take your seat now and as Ellie about the assignment."
"Great" Jay mumbles and sits in his seat next to Ellie.
"Where's Sean he was with you wasn't he?" Ellie asks
"He's in my Civic somewhere."
"He's in your car and you're here how did that had happen?"
"Long story but he took my car ok. And then Simpson drove me."
Oh was all Ellie could say and then no more words were exchanged. Jay sat there all he could think about was Emma and how he was going to get home.
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"Here we are." Sean said as he pulled into a parking space right off the beach. The beach was practically empty aside from the few daytime tanners. Emma got out stretched her legs and took off her shoes. Her bare feet hit the sand and it gave her a burst of energy until she remembered why she was there. She and Sean had to "talk"; which was never good when it came to Sean.
"So why are we here exactly?" Emma asks.
Sean takes out a towel from the back and lays it down on the sand and sits down. He motions for Emma to take a seat and she does.
"Well I was talking to Jay earlier." Sean says and already Emma knows where this is going. She knew he would find out eventually but she wanted to be the one to tell him.
"Look before you say anything I did love him and I don't regret anything I did. –pause- Ok maybe a little but I did love him. And Sean you flat out left with no warning no anything. I needed someone and he was there. He had feelings for me and it seemed as if he was the only one who cared." Emma took a deep breath. She knew she needed to let that out sooner or later and what better time then now.
Sean looked up like he was going to cry. Did she think that he didn't care? He still had all these feelings for her and she thought he didn't care.
"Emma how could you think that?"
"Uhm . . . maybe because all of a sudden we decided to go to the beach and the next thing I know I'm riding home with Jay and your not there. What am I supposed to think? You left me alone Sean I almost got shot in the head and you left me alone."
"I'm the one who shot the guy!"
"Indirectly the gun backfired even if you didn't Rick was going to take his own life anyway."
"Yes even so though I'm the one who pulled the trigger. How do you think it felt to go home that day?"
"You know what Sean I'm just so happy to see you again I don't want us to argue please."
"Fine I don't want to either." They both hugged each other and all of a sudden something came over Sean and he leaned in to kiss Emma.
Emma stopped him. "What do you think you're doing?" Emma asked.
"Well I was going to kiss you but now I just feel like an idiot."
"Sean you have Ellie and like I said I love Jay"
"No you said you loved Jay as in you did."
"Well I still do love him I'm just angry at him but you know that were going to be talking soon."
"Emma come on. He's my best friend you don't love him."
"Yes I do. Sean get over it I did love you but we don't have anything anymore no matter how much we both want something to be there we just don't have it."
"Fine" Sean got up and walked into the water just enough so his feet could feel the water.
Emma just sat and watched him and she thought about her and Sean but all she could think about was how much she wanted Jay there right now. She had a feeling Sean needed to think so she just laid down and went to sleep on the towel.
Note: So how do you guys like it so far. We all knew Emma was going to forgive Jay eventually. This chapter wasn't one of my best but I think it served its purpose. So guys I need more reviews please review and tell me what you think thanks a lot.
