Well, HERE IT IS! i FINALLLLY updated! And i might right another during spring break, when i get back from california. I don't love it. i never do. but hopefully you all will enjoy! Oh, and thanks to EVERYONE who reviewed. And Special thanks to a proud geekfreak for being my 111st review! (one is my favorite number, so 111 is the BEST number!) thank you all SO SO SO SO much! enjoy! And i'm sure you are all hating me for wasting your time with this when you want to find out who the father is! well, i say in the chapter! Now i'm just stalling so tha name isn't the first thing you see. so maybe i'll say something to my reviewers! I LOVE YOU ALL!

a proud geekfreak: f# you too! just messin. thanks, your review made me crack up!w

Vixen black: breaking up my system may not help... but threats:)! Threats are awesome:))!

Dragonfly-09: somehow, being hated makes me smile! I LOVE being evil! And yeah... about the crucio. but i just made voldie stupid at the moment. let's hope the baby doesn't come out all mutated! (o0o0o...plot bunny coming up!)(just kidding)

Forensic-Paige-Potter- you know? yes, i am cruel! And let's see if your correct! just read a few lines below...

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"It's Seamus," she said. My jawdropped. I was still shaking.

"H-how?" I sputtered. "He said he got that one bloke, Millicent or whatever!"

"I know, I don't know why he said that. But Millicent said she got Neville. Now I understand why a guy would lie, but why a girl? Seamus must've been scared or whatever and figuring Neville would forget, just chose his girl."

With everything I had just experienced, all I did was laugh. "But shouldn't we trust a Gryffindor more than a Slytherin?" Hermione was being so stupid right now.

"Look, I just know. But I have to go now!" Maybe the Voldemort thing had finally hit her, because she burst out of there. I heard her feet bash down the sidewalk. I wasn't done questioning her. Yeah, Voldemort was after my baby, but I had more pressing matters. Seamus. It did make sense. Seamus was the father. Did he know yet? Did he have a clue? Had Hermione already told him? I needed to find out.

I bolted out the door. True, it didn't matter, and I didn't need to find out right this moment. But at least I wasn't thinking of Voldemort. Meeting him WASN'T pleasant. I ran down the staircase and into the common room. It wasn't too crowded, but a fair few amount of people were scattered about. I spotted Seamus and was about to run over when I stopped myself. What if he didn't know? Yeah, uh, hi. We did something totally wrong and now you have a kid. Goodnight. That would've went real well.

I walked over to his group cautiously "Hey," I said, trying to be casual. Dean, Neville and Seamus all looked at me, a little shocked. I usually avoided conversation with them.

I sat down a few chairs down. The weirdness was way too much. So I thought about Seamus. The fact that we had….. well, it grossed me out beyond all possible belief. But it could be worse. I had always had a bit of a crush on him. And he wasn't Voldemort, an ultimate plus. And it was probably a good thing I had no recollection of the… experience…..let's say.

I kept glancing up at Seamus. To my surprise, we caught each other's eyes a lot. Maybe he had a clue. Or maybe he was just remembering the Yule Ball, ages ago. Or maybe he was some creepy pervert who liked to stare at girls… no! this was my baby's FATHER I was talking about! And I knew Seamus. Sure, he was a little ….weird…. but not gross like that. His potion must've been just as messed up as mine. I thought about this as I stared off into the fire. The flames were graciously licking the logs and bouncing around the brick. I loved the common room.

The place really started clearing out within half an hour. I refused to think about Voldemort. I noticed Hermione, Ron, and Harry were missing. They had experience with this dude. Perhaps they were thinking about this aspect of my pregnancy.

Eventually the other Gryffindor boys left up the staircase. Only a few small groups of first and second years lay scattered around the room. And nearby, there was Seamus. I stood up and sat down on the other side of his couch.

"How've you been?" He asked, suddenly. I turned towards him.

"Alright, I guess. You?"

"Not bad," he leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and looked as if he was going to say something. He didn't. The remaining people in the common room left up the staircases with many goodnights and the room was completely silent.

"How's the…baby?" He looked at me as if I were a bomb about to go off. No one had asked me that, like, ever. I wasn't going to yell at him, he had no idea.

"No idea, really." I didn't know what else to say. I looked at him in the eyes. This was Seamus, not an evil monster. I could talk to him, at least a bit more than these short answers. "My stomach pokes out just a bit." I pulled my shirt from the sides, making it tighter on my body, making my shape more visible.

"Weird," was all he said. Guys would never understand pregnancy. I knew I was lucky, I didn't have that much morning sickness, and I didn't feel like I was having any major mood swings. I suppose, being a teenager, I already had enough of that.

"Who did you get for the love potion?" I asked, surprised at myself for jumping into this. If he said Millicent again, I wasn't going to go any further.

"Uh.." He looked as if he was trying to look as if he were searching is memory. "I, don't know." This was proof enough for me. Oh great. I had to tell him.

"Yeah, neither do I. Know who I got, that is." I said, kind of fast. He didn't look surprised. He looked sort of red though and really nervous. He didn't say anything, so I continued. "Think we got each other?" It was more of a musing, I didn't want to scare him.

"Almost certain," he said. My heart thumped painfully. HE stared beyond me, into the fire. I say the flames reflecting in his eyes. I turned and stared too.

"You know what that means?" I didn't look anywhere but the flames.

"Yup." Neither of us looked at each other for quite some time. The cackling fire made the only noise. Eventually, after yawning about 10 times, I turned back to him.

"I should get to bed."

"Yeah, me too."

"We'll talk later, ok?" I stood up. He nodded. I didn't look back as I made my way to my dormitory. This was way too much for one day.


Sorry if i disappointed anyone! Just keep reviewing and all be happy.

Snicket