12 July 2005
A word from Starry: Hello out there! -waves- I hope you guys aren't mad at me for not updating soon but well school had me busy and other stuff too. I'm out of High School for good! That's sad though... anyways as I said before I'm hoping this story to be only 5 chapters long.
Ok in this chapter I refer a little bit to the movie "Batman and Robin" so yeah. To those of you who haven't seen it: I suggest you do. Anyways I guess this isa spoiler for both the movie and my story? I don't know but in the movie there is a scene where Poison Ivy kisses Robin, and you all know that Poison Ivy's kisses kill whoever she kisses right? But in the movie Robin is wearing some plastic stuff on his lips so he doesn't get poisoned. That's what I refer a bit to so yeah.
Oh I also hint a bit of Terra/Slade in this Chappie. Not a lot but please don't be like "Eww it's gross he's a pedophile and blah blah blah" because it's my fanfiction and well yeah...
Enough talking and now to the story! Hope you guys enjoyed it! Oh and thank MintPizzaQueen for telling me to post this up today. hehe
Disclaimer: I don't own Starfire or anything Teen Titans.
Life in my room is very boring. I mean very boring. The only things I would do is just lie on my purple bed and stare at the ceiling. Very boring indeed, but there was nothing I could do. Robin was happy with that poisoned woman and I was in here, hoping that Geuna Goddess of Death would take me.
"Starfire?"
Oh dear, it is friend Cyborg once more. He has been coming over to visit me for the last month, ever since I saw my dear Robin kissing with Pamela. He does not know of them kissing and neither does friend Beast Boy.
"Starfire you need to come out! Come on girl, let me in if you don't want to come out. We really miss having you out with us."
His voice sounded so sincere and I just wanted to get up and open the door, but what if Robin was there with him? Or even worse Pamela!
I should have remembered that friend Cyborg could open any door inside our home. When I heard my door open I jumped up and looked at my friend standing there with a worried look upon his face. My stomach began to hurt once more.
After closing my door he sat beside me and placed a hand on my shoulder. I looked up at him and he spoke.
"Star, why are you doing this and what's wrong?" he asked with a very concerned expression.
I couldn't tell him even though I wanted to. This is friend Cyborg! Surely he has gone through what I'm going through right? Oh no he has not!
"Well… I… Oh friend I do not know I have not been feeling well lately. You see in my home planet this is the time of year where we lock ourselves in our rooms and sleep." I looked down at my carpet and hoped he had believed what I just said.
"Right Star… and why is it that you didn't do this last year? Or the years before that?"
Oh Geuna please come and get me now!
"Answer me Star. Why didn't you do it in the previous years?" he asked once more, this time a bit firmer. I was getting how humans say 'freaking out'.
"W-w-well because it is only every hundred years that this happens. It is a very rare celebration and when we do celebrate it we must mean it with all of our hearts."
I do not know if he believed me for he got up and stared at me oddly.
"Very well Star if you say so, but please when your celebration thingy is over, can you come out and join us again like old times?"
"Oh but friend, it will never be like old times… because friend Raven will not be there…"
He moved his eyes away from me and I quickly walked to him (for my ability to fly was not working due to that horrible kiss and the state I was in at the moment) and hugged him.
"Thank you friend for caring about me so much."
"You're like a sister to me, so of course I'll care." He smiled and then planted a small kiss on my forehead.
After friend Cyborg left I locked my door once more and just looked at my bed and the thought of Robin and Pamela kissing continued torturing me. My stomach felt like a million rocks were now in there and making it heavy with burden, I was surprised that I had not made a hole on the floor.
I was about to lie down on my purple bed when I heard a knock at my door. I groaned and stiffened up at the same time. Who could it be this time? Robin?
"W-w-who is it?" I said in a small child's voice.
"It's me Star, Beast Boy."
Why could they not leave me in peace and go on with their lives? I cried in my mind. Instead of screaming to leave me alone I walked to the door and opened it to let him in.
"Please friend, come in."
As he walked in he looked at me with the same look that friend Cyborg had given me. I closed the door and locked it again. I did not want Robin or Pamela walking in on us while talking, the moons of Tamaran knew how I would get if they were to come in.
"Star… this is not a celebration you are doing for your people. This is something else… this has something to do with Poison Ivy and Robin."
I felt myself becoming short of breath and felt my stomach give me tiny bolts of pain.
"Friend why do you say that? Of course it has nothing to do with Pamela," I felt like Amaryllis Goddess of Love was shaking her head and my heart was hurting when saying her name. "Or Robin..."
Beast Boy chuckled and I felt a bit offended. I shall not tolerate any kind of laughter at me!
"Friend! I do not appreciate you laughing at me! This is no time to make fun of my heartbreak! I would not laugh at you if you were to find Raven kissing with Aqualad!"
Oh Starfire! You just told him that you are going through heartbreak! Oh Geuna Goddess of Death please take me now!
"No no no, I'm not making fun of you! It's just that well I found it kind of amusing seeing you lie… oh never mind the point is, I knew it had something to do with Robin and Poison Ivy. Star did you see them kissing? Is that what's killing you?"
His questions seemed like bombs exploding right in my face, I did not want to answer him and confess my love for our leader. I looked away from him and bit my lip, I had no choice but to do it.
"Yes friend… I did find Robin and Pamela kissing…" I lowered my head in shame and felt as the tears I had been holding in for a while poured out.
I did not look up at him when I heard him get up nor did I pull away when he kneeled beside me and hugged me. Instead I buried my face deep into his neck and continued to cry. Surprisingly I felt the pain in my stomach become smaller and another big weight off of my chest had been lifted. Oh joyous!
"Star look at me."
I sniffled and looked up at friend Beast Boy. His expression was serious and I merely giggled at the thought of seeing friend Raven's expression of finding out that Beast Boy does have a very serious side to him. Heh, probably my whole room would be gone by now…
"I know how it feels to see someone you love with someone else. When Terra left with Slade my heart was destroyed completely but realizing how much Raven means to me helped me forget about her… anyways the point is that I know it hurts but you shouldn't let that make you put your life away. You need to go on and be strong, there are a lot of guys out in the world that would do anything to have a girl like you. Heck if I weren't madly in love with Raven I would go out with you but yeah… he he"
"But I love Robin so much and it is just killing me seeing him like this. I also ask myself when he met this Pamela woman and why they kissed! He did not mention her at all in all the days I have been here in our home."
I was determined to find out if he had a past with her. I must know. Friend Beast Boy did not look surprised or anything he looked sad and I knew what I was going to hear wasn't going to be good.
"Well Star, Robin met Pamela a long time ago when he was with Batman. I guess he must have developed feelings for her when they were fighting her, heck they even kissed! He's the only man that has ever survived Poison Ivy's kiss," He paused to look at my confused expression. "Well she has poison on her lips and when she kisses someone she kills them."
Oh dear! Robin was going to die! That woman poisoned him! I clearly was going to jump up and see if Robin was all right but friend Beast Boy grabbed my hand and continued to talk.
"Now the reason Robin didn't die when she first kissed him was because he put on something plastic to cover his lips so that he wouldn't get poisoned. I guess he is using it again because well you said you found them kissing…"
He should have not of reminded me! The stomach pain returned and I felt the need to call Geuna once more.
"Star please don't waste your time on him, he's being a jerk to you and you don't deserve that. You deserve someone better trust me."
I looked away and wanted to punch my friend right there and tell him what humans scream when they are angry 'screw you and leave me alone' or something like that, I didn't remember.
Why did I have to fall for Robin? Why could I have not fallen for Speedy or even Gurdlesklecch? I should have been thankful to my sister for finding me someone who would not treat me like Robin is doing so.
"Are you ok Star?"
I did not feel like smiling but I still looked at him and just shook my head. I do not understand this, why could I have not just stayed as a Bungorf and not learn this feeling. Surely I could break into jail and free Warp and have him return me to the time of no Robin in my life. Would I really do a crime due to love?
"Star? Earth to Starfire, are you there?"
In me thinking of committing a crime I had not noticed that friend Beast Boy had been moving his hand in front of my face for a while. What was happening to me?
Love, Pain and Jealousy.
"Yes friend I am here, but please tell me, will it be easy to forget about Robin and find someone else?" I hope that his answer is yes! I do not want him to tell me that it will be hard to find someone else that can make me feel like I am in paradise.
"Well it depends if you're willing to go on. Look at me I didn't want to continue living like that and look who I found, Raven! I'm so glad that I didn't continue to suffer over Terra. Don't worry Star you'll see that Cyborg, Raven and me will be here to help you move on."
I stared into his eyes and found a bit of hope at the end of them. My spirit was lifting once more and I no longer wanted Geuna Goddess of Death to take me. Even though I felt like that I still felt a small pain in my heart, I did not want to stop loving Robin. I was going to continue to love him no matter what, I would not tell friend Beast Boy though.
Surely Robin would notice that Pamela is not for him, that I am the one he needs and we will both be together and we will live how humans say 'happy and ever after' or something like that.
"Well Star let's go and see Raven, I bet she misses you." We both got up and I could not help but think that perhaps Robin and Pamela where there with her.
As friend Beast Boy and I were walking out he stopped and looked up at me. "Does Aqualad have a thing for Raven or does Raven have a thing for Aqualad?"
"Why do you ask me that friend?"
"W-w-well you said I would be heartbroken if I found Raven kissing with someone else and you mentioned Aqualad so I was… well you know wondering if why you mentioned him was because they like each other or something… do they have something?"
I giggled at him and then placed my hands on his shoulders. "Friend! I only mentioned him because he was the only one that I could think of at the moment. I do not think that friend Raven has any feelings for him of course I won't tell you who she has feelings for…"
"What! You know who she likes?"
I laughed a bit and nodded. Of course I do friend! She likes you silly Beast Boy! Except friend Raven said not to tell him so I will not tell him. I noticed that he was about to speak but Cyborg and Robin came into my room, clearly Cyborg had once more unlocked the door.
I felt my heart flutter once more when I saw Robin. I had not seen him for a while and he seemed to have changed. My thoughts got interrupted when he spoke.
"Raven has woken up!"
After that I forgot about everything else in the world and followed my friends towards the Medical Wing.
Starry: Tun tun tun! Raven has woken up! Hooray and thanks to the moon of Tamaran for letting this day come! Anyways I apologize if Beast Boy seemed a bit not himself but hey, we all have a serious side in us. Besides I like him being like a brother to Star, it's so awesome.
I want to thank MintPizzaQueen for helping me with how I wrote this story, she's a lot of help! Thanks again my friend!
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