Journey of the soul

Disclaimer: Don't own the Beyblade characters.

Summary: Takes place 6 months after the events in Journeys. Kai is trying to understand why his dreams are beginning to affect his life, and more importantly, what they have to do with Ray. Spelling errors in this chap are intended, you'll know what I mean. This is a Kai/Ray fic, also called yaio, this said for those out there who don't like parings of this nature and find them vile, sickening or utterly revolting..that does not give you the right to delete this...and if a certain mean person who went and got one of my friends fics deleted happens to be reading this watch out, what you dish out comes back ten fold. Smiles That being said here we go!

To all who review, or even read this, thank you so much. Now that I've said that, on to specifics.

Just that good: Interesting name...Thank you for the review, it's okay that you didn't review before. You're reviewing now so I forgive you. Glad you enjoying this.

Midnightdark: Thank you! Heart breaking, really! My friend said I'm vindictive, she jsut can't stand it that my first fic got such good reviews, anyway thank you so much. Ands thanks for putting me on your list. More will come, there also 1 shots if you want some thing to read along with this. Thank you again.

Enelya Aldarion: Thank you for the compliment. I have a really bad habit of bad mouthing myself, blame it on a severe lack of self esteem, I'm glad you enjoyed Journeys. I'm slaving away to finish JOS by the end of June and finish posting by the end of July. I just hope I manage it. Here comes another chapter. Thank you again.

Reis1gurl: What can I say. You were there at the first chapter of Journeys and said " this fic rox" what can I say to show my gratitude? You are the best ever. Thank you so much, I really can't thank you enough. I will keep them coming, no need to fear. I'm glad you like the whole Tyson and Kai clash. I don't like it when their made a couple, I personally think Kai just can't stand Tyson..then again it may be because I don't really like Tyson myself (hey me and Kai have something in common YAY...besides pale skin of course...and a penchant for being sarcastic and...okay enough of our similarities, next I might starting thinking I'm Kai). Sorry to Tyson fans but I find him a tad irritating with the food thing. Anyway, thank you again and again and again and...you get the idea. :)

Wolf: Thank you, sorry you got confused. As you may see I am posting.

Guys I am so sorry, you're going to have to read chap 1 again, I made a mess up...so sorry. Please forgive me.

OOOOOOOOHHHHHH. O.o, yelled at me for my songfic, the one that is no longer there...the nice one...with the...never mind, I got a formal warning and may I say songfics are no longer going to be posted by this sad author. BUT, if anyone out there has their own site and would like some extra little fuzzy moments give me a yell...just don't say its yours...coz thats not nice...Anyway...on to chap 4!

"Talking"

"Thinking"

Writing

"Mystery voice"

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Today is the day. Mommy says daddy is going to take me to the waterfal to see him. I hope he likes me. Daddy says that al tigers have a gardian. Driger is mine. Mommy gave me a present for him. Its a pretty colar with lots of pretty stones. They look like his eyes.

Kai found himself smiling at the scribble that had been Ray's handwriting when he was five. Already there was that devotion for his bitbeast, and he hadn't even met him yet. Kai glanced across the room, the others were asleep, he shook his head and picked another random page. His eyes widened as he found himself staring at himself, or rather a very accurate sketch of him. He turned the page and found a sketch of the others, but why had his been given a whole page? ' Maybe because he liked you?...Just a suggestion'He felt like rolling his eyes, stupid inner voice, or whatever they call the voice in your head. It was right though, it was a plausible answer. He made a mental note to ask Ray about it when he found him.

'IF you find him.'

Stupid voice, he WOULD find Ray, not POSSIBLY, but DEFINETALY. HE decided that reading another entry would be better than reminding himself how unstable he had become over the past few months. He opened a page and found handwriting that was only slightly untidier than Ray's normal handwriting.

I can't do this. I can't fight anymore. I'm scared of what I'll find. I cant tell them of my fears, they don't know what I am. I know Kai is suspecting something, but I just lied and said it was fine. I hated lying to him, it was the most horrible feeling I've felt, since my parents die. I feel trapped, I need to get out, to get away. I cant stay here any longer. I hope they'll understand, though I fear that if I leave they will forget me. I don't blame them though, most people who I've met and known end up hating me. Why me! Why did I have to be the one to do this, I can't do it. It's too much responsibility, I'm fifteen years old for the Gods sake!

Kai sighed again, so much pain and fear had been poured into that. Ray had felt that fear, that pain, and he had felt it and hid it right under Kai's very nose. He had been so blind, so foolish. He shook his head again and lay down on the comfy bed. He needed to sleep, tomorrow they would be going to the heart of the forest, which was where Ray's home had been, it would be long and, if Tyson came along, eventful.


"Forget it Tyson."

Kai glared at Tyson. How dare he even think of asking such a thing.

"Oh come on Kai, its just a book." Kai felt anger well up within him, filling his body to the brim with its almighty wrath." I said forget it, that's not just a book, its Ray's diary, which makes it private." Tyson gave a smirk." If its so private why did you read it? What makes you think you have the right?"

Kai felt the warmth that had been his anger cool till his insides seemed to freeze, he was refusing Tyson the right to read Ray's diary yet he had already read it. He slowly met Tyson's eyes, his anger trying vainly to emerge again at the sight of Tyson's smirk. Luckily he wasn't alone." Leave him alone Tyson, Ray and him were together and Ray trusted him. Kai where did Ray's diary say we had to go."

" Past the falls."


'How long have we been walking? I couldn't tell, all I knew was Ray's home was past the falls, deep within the forest. What happens if we don't find something? What if I was too late?' Kai shook his head, he shouldn't think like that, that kinda thought pattern would lead him to losing the one thing he loved in this Godsforesaken place mankind called home.

"What makes you think you have the right?"

He growled as Tyson's voice filled his head again, how many times was he going to be tormented with that sorry excuse for a being's voice. He hated it, it drowned out the sweet words that his memory supplied, the words Ray said to him. They were about him and for him, but now the human vacuum was sucking them up and making a horrid racket. 'Stupid little prat thinks he can...' That particular chain of thought was brought to an abrupt and painful stop. Kai groaned as he looked up from where he had fallen after colliding with Max. He growled." Why did you stop?"

Max was silent, he shakily lifted a trembling hand. Kai frowned and looked up, his own eyes widening in shock and fear. He couldn't feel his body as his mind registered what was standing before him. He slowly glanced at the others to see that they were all ashen faced and silent.' Theres a first for everything.' He mentally yelled at himself, this really wasn't the time for sarcastic thoughts, not when his and the others lives were hanging in the balance, that thread was looking mighty thin at the moment.

"It's about time?"

Four gasped could be heard as the words registered in their whizzing and utterly confused minds. Finally Kai managed to voice what all were thinking, not that it was the most intelligent of comments, but it was a start.

"Oh shit."

tbc

Mwhahahahaha. Erhm...never mind. Hope you liking this so far, I just noticed my style of writing has changed, if it happens to irritate you just give me a yell.