A/N: Hey, everyone! Sorry it took so long, but I've got a lot of work to do. I've also got a few difficulties with the 5th chappie, because its content is mature. The original author hadn't written such things and neither had I. So, it takes time again, but next time, it's going to be double-updated with two chaps. Thanks to the reviewers! To the few questions, that were asked on the 3rd chapter:
To Solana1: Well, no, Sirius is not Harry's Dad, but someone else is supposed to be "mentally" his dad. You'll be surprised.
To Alexa82: I once thought that way, too. But, Vicky, that's the original author of this story, said it's never meant to be a realistic continued book to the 5th one from J.K.R., neither is it meant to be really serious. It's only serious in his own way. I mean, she tried to keep it in its magical possiblities it may possibly at in the wizarding world. It truly is just a cute story going an other possible way. And: Anyway, isn't it something different - being Dumbledore the bad one and Tom the good one? About Tom's appearance: You'll read more about it in the forthcoming 5th chapter.
Chapter: True Why
"Tell me, why me? Why don't you take an other one? Each death eater of yours would be pleased to conceive baby of yours. You don't need me."
"Yes, sure, you're right. But I want it to be you, and you alone. You're a powerful wizard. Don't you look like that, because you really are. Our child is going to have the magical power of yours' and mine... but that's not the only reason. Even if you were still perhaps opposed to me and maybe kill me one day, I know my child is safe. You love your family. You won't let your child suffer ... never, ever killing it. I don't know if my death eaters are going to kill it or not."
"I know for sure, I want an heir, whether I win the fight or not. Whatever you might call it. My aim is to have an heir and to bring up an heir. If I ever should lose, my child is safe with you, it's going to grew up at your place and I know that you won't hate it for its ancestry, because I'm the father. If I win, then it's going to grow up happily in a world the way it should be, with you, if you want. Harry, please, I really want a baby with you. Each of my death eaters want to conceive a baby with me, still, I'm not sure, if not even my most loyal death eater is going to betray me one day. Which one is able to overcome a temptation to blackmail me with the child? Wouldn't I do anything for my child, Harry? Wouldn't I?
Harry had never seen it from this point. Yes, the baby was safe, regardless which side was going to win...
"And you think, I'm not going to blackmail you?"
"Harry,you wouldn't do that, you don't do blackmail. Because you regard your family. You wouldn't use your own flesh and blood for that."
Harry nodded. He didn't know
why, but Tom was right, he would protect his child and risk his life
for it. He would do everything for it to be alright. Harry also knew
for sure, that he could never blackmail Tom with it, but if he
wanted to be honest, he had came to a decision for a long time. In
truth:
since he got to know the real Tom.
(A/N: You've got to keep in mind, that Harry didn't realize the consequences he has to take. He even doesn't know, what it means to have a baby...)
"I'll do it, even, if I'm not sure, if it is the
right thing to do. I'll do it, because of my friends and I trust your
word, because you never have broken it till now. My friends are safe
because of the child and that's all I want, and I won't lose Sirius
again." Yes, this was the solution. The child, he was able to
protect his friends and he didn't need to fight against
Voldemort,
because this way his friends were also protected... and he wouldn't
lose his only family again.
"Harry, I'll never break my word. Now, let's go."
Harry reached his hand into Tom's and aparated to Riddle Manor.
First Tom brought Harry to Sirius, because he knew, that they had a lot to say. After all, it was their last night before Harry had to go back to Hogwarts, and both would see one another in a year at the earliest. Who knew what they were going to talk about. Tom knew, that Harry was still a virgin and he was surprised about Harry's agreement, he had to say.
He didn't suspect that. Where as, he didn't know that he had forced Harry to agree, because a No, it did not only bring Harry to danger, but also his friends. And Harry would again lose his godfather Sirius. (That's typically Slytherin, don't you think?)
"Harry, I'm glad, that you're going to do this. You won't live to regret it," Sirius said and hugged Harry.
"I hope so," muttered Harry. He still wasn't sure, if he was doing the right thing.
Sirius held Harry a little bit tighter. He could imagine, what was going on in Harry's head. At last, he knew that he wasn't that sure, he still wasn't fully convinced. He could understand it, because after all he had learned, that Voldemort was the bad and Dumbledore was the good one. Dumbledore really had influenced the boy so well.
"I'm scared, I've never had ... I don't, what should I do."
Harry was embarrassed, but it was true, he was a virgin. Would Tom hurt him? Didn't he have a reason to rape him? What if, if he was doing everything wrong?
"Harry, it's alright. If the time is there, act as you feel, your heart will lead you. Tom will understand you..."
As a matter of fact, he calmed down...
"You'll see, Tom told you the truth. Even if you can't believe it, you have agreed and that's positive, I suppose.", said Sirius.
"I don't know; I didn't have a choice...", said Harry, but Sirius interrupted him.
"I know, that you agreed because you want to protect your friends and you don't want to lose me again. But you'll see... I don't think, that it was the only reason. You'll find that out in time, I'm sure you will..."
In fact, Harry didn't understand what Sirius wanted to tell him, but he said nothing about it. He just enjoyed that he was near his godfather again.
The time had come. The ritual was arranged. Sirius guided Harry to the living room. Lucius, Tom and Snape stood in front of a small altar. Sirius went with Harry towards Tom and put Harry beside the altar and Tom. He stroked Harry's hand the last time and then he put himself beside Lucius. They were witnesses of the ritual.
One after One different charms of the ritual were spoken by Lucius, Sirius and Snape. "There. Drink this!" Harry drank the fertility potion Snape gave him. Afterwards Tom muttered a few charms and lied his hands on Harry's head. Harry felt like he could fly ... a beautiful and amazing feeling the charms produced.
Then the ritual was over. It was pretty fast, faster than Harry thought to be. Unfortunately...
Tom took Harry's hand and went with him into his bedroom...
TBC
