Hokay. So. I was playing Save the Homeland, when I get this cut scene, and dangnabit, I start to cry. Then I was like...this is like my life! So, I decide to write a one shot because Aki is absolutely terrible at everything else in the world. But, my one-shots are supposedly nice. Or so say my reviewers. So yes, read and enjoy. Feel free to cry. (if that actually happens, my confidence would go into turbo charge boost!)
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I remember Lyla's words so clearly…It was after she had come back to the village…after she had gone out to find Parsley to tell him how she felt…
She was crying but…at the same time, she continued to smile. I wish I could be that strong.
I remember her telling me, "It's not like you can just stop liking someone just because he doesn't like you."
Those words rang in my head.
And every time I looked at Kurt, they came back again. Just because he doesn't like me…doesn't make it any easier to stop loving him.
I'm not sure when it happened, but next thing I know I'm standing in the pouring rain outside his house, my clothes drenched and my hair in my eyes, not knowing exactly what I was doing or why I was there. I guess he must have noticed me, because he opened the door and asked me what the hell I was doing standing in the rain. And it just…came out. All the feelings, everything, came rushing out so fast it made my head dizzy.
"Kurt, I…I love you."
He just stared at me. For a while, no one said anything, and then…
"I'm sorry. I…don't like you like that."
I don't think he noticed me crying, what with all the rainwater pouring down my face. And I'm glad, too. He doesn't need to see me cry…I don't need any pity.
So I run. Who knows where I'm running. Who cares? I know some people would tell me to get over it, that there's nothing I can do, so stop worrying. Find somebody else. But…
…just because he doesn't love me, it doesn't make it any easier to stop loving him.
I can't…