Ok, because I´m in a good mood today I post two chapters today, never did that before. But it´s also because I worked 18 chapters to get to that point. I can´t believe I did it until here, which doesn´t mean the story is over!

I got really used to these many reviews, so don´t let me down on my hardest chapter. I think I wrote it 4 or 5 times, so here we go...

Chapter 19: No!

"I´m pregnant again and the doctor is 90 sure that its twins!" she told him as fast as she could and waited for his reaction.

Luke let out a deep breath, then nearly sprang off the bed and hugged her as hard as he could without hurting her.

"Don´t ever scare me like that again! I thought you had cancer or some other serious illness! I even called your doctor this afternoon, but she wouldn´t tell me anything. God Lorelai...!"

His relieve was obvious.

"What are we gonna do Luke? I can´t have another kid now. It´s too early, not to speak of two other kids. I just can´t handle three babies!" she mumbled against his neck.

He sat down on the bed and pulled her into his lap.

"Take he deep breath!" he told her and she did.

"Ok, let´s start at the beginning: How did this happen? I mean your still nursing Will, right?" he asked

"Yeah, but obviously this stupid book was wrong about all that hormonal stuff it said. You can get pregnant while your nursing, I should have asked the doctor and not just believe this... thing. I screwed up this time..." she wanted to start gain, but Luke stopped her.

"Sshhh, Lorelai. If, then we both screwed up. It´s not your fault alone, as we all know. So next important question: How far along are you and is it really that sure that we´re getting twins?" he asked and squeezed her shoulder reassuringly.

"Ten weeks. The honeymoon again. And she made that photo-thing because some hormones were very high and she wanted to know if everything is all right. And she said that she is pretty sure she saw two, not one. She said maybe the next time we will find out for sure."

"I think we really need to take care the next time we´ll celebrate our wedding-day!" Luke said and tried to lighten the mood a bit, but got no reaction from his wife.

"Wow, so maybe twins. Oh man...just...wow!" he said then when the realisation hit him all of a sudden.

"Luke what are we gonna do? What are we gonna tell the others: Rory, my parents, the town? Hey guys, he knocked me up again because I was too stupid and told him, we need no protection or We know it´s too early, but it was a mistake. Ah and by the way, we really did it this time: We get twins! or.."

"Stop it Lorelai! It´s no ones business how this happened or if it was planed or not. Maybe Rorys business and I´m sure we will hear some comments from your parents, but all that matters is that we want these kids." Luke told her.

"Do we?" she asked him and faced him.

"What does that mean? Sure it wasn´t planed. I mean not now, but we wanted another kid,we talked about it. And now we will have two, just a little earlier. And we can´t change it." Luke stopped then and looked at her. He studied her expression and once again it hit him.

"Wait... the operation you were talking about... you were talking about an abortion. Am I right?" he asked her in a strange voice. She just looked at him but remained silent.

"Am I right?" he asked again,louder this time.

"I just thought that... with Will still so small and the diner and the Inn and Rory being crazy... it´s just not the right time. And then twins Luke.. it would be hard enough with one more baby, but two? It´s not the right time.." He suddenly stood up and she nearly fell on the floor.

"You would kill our children because it´s not the right time? You really thought about it, didn´t you? " he said in an icy voice. Again silence.

"I can´t believe this... you would really kill our children. I need to get out of here!" he said and rushed out of the room and down the stairs.

"Luke wait!" Lorelai yelled, but the front-door already slammed close. She started to cry again and wanted to follow him when she heard Will crying in his crib. So she walked over and picked him up, the sat down in the rocking- chair crying together with the baby-boy.

It was past three o´clock in the morning when she heard the front-door. She had tried to call him and had searched him everywhere in town, but there had been no sign from him and he had turned off his cellphone. She ran down the stairs and wanted to hug him ,relieved that he was back and they could talk it out, but he just pushed her away and walked upstairs into their bedroom. She followed him, begging him to talk to her, but he said nothing.

He opened the wardrobe and pulled out a bag and stuffed some of his clothes into it.

"What are you doing? Luke!" Lorelai cried, but still no response. She walked over to him and tried to take away the bag, but Luke was stronger and caught her hand, then he went on. Lorelai stared at him, she had never seen him like this. She couldn´t tell if he was angry, hurt or disappointed or everything together, but the warmth he normally seemed to send out was gone and he was cold. Lorelai shuddered.

When his bag was full he took it with him when he walked over into the nursery and grabbed one of Williams bags and also filled it with some baby-clothes, then he grabbed the bag with the bottles and some food, which was ready for the next day in the diner. Lorelai stood in the doorway, her jaw nearly on the floor. She thought this was a nightmare and she hoped to wake up soon. Luke would never...

He walked over to the crib and carefully picked up William, who was asleep. He kneeled down and placed him in his carseat, which stood next to the crib on the floor.

"Luke, what are you doing?" Lorelai yelled, after she realised that this was the reality.

"I need to get out of here. Away from you. I can´t stay here, while you are thinking about killing our children, or even doing it. And because you said everything is too much for you I´m taking Will with me."

"No!" she whispered shocked.

"I don´t know when I will be back." was everything Luke said before he walked out of the nursery.

"Luke, no! You can´t take my son way! Where are you going? I need to know!" Lorelai yelled.

Luke, who was already downstairs turned around.

"I can´t leave him with you. Maybe you will also get rid of him when he doesn´t fit in your time-schedule anymore!"he said in this cold voice again, before he left the house.

Lorelai ran after him, but he was already in the car and drove away without looking back.

"Will!Luke! Come back! Please come back! Give me my baby back! Luke!" Lorelai screamed while tears were streaming down her face.

"Lorelai?" it was Sookies voice which she heard the next day.

"Lorelai your front-door was wide open. Don´t you know it´s cold outside or is this a new idea of Luke to bring you closer to nature, because..." Sookie stopped when she saw Lorelai. She was lying on her bed in nothing but a short night-gown and no blankets. The wardrobe was open, the rest of the room was destroyed. The lamps were lying on the floor together with all of Lukes clothes and Lorelais make-up. Lorelai her self just stared on the ceiling a blank expression on her face.

"Lorelai?" Sookie said and sat down next to her friend, but got no reaction.

"Lorelai?" she tried again and touched her shoulder. Slowly Lorelai turned around, her eyes red and puffy from crying, her whole face swollen and wet.

"Luke left me. He took Will with him. I .. I think he might not come back for some time!" Lorelai explained before she burst into tears again.

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