Ok, chapter 2B I guess, this is the same as chapter 2, just not a songfic. its still from terra's point of veiw for this one, but probably not the next one. if anyone has suggestions, they are warmly welcomed, cause im starting to go braindead almost thanks!
I sat in Raven's room, lost in one of her books. I knew I could be sitting out with the other Titans, eating pizza or something, but this was so relaxing and I liked spending time with Raven. When I came back, she was the first one to show that she really cared. Everyone just wated to give me time to feel better, but Raven actually came to my room to make sure I was ok. She was like my best friend now. No matter what went on, I could always trust her to be there. I looked up at her to find that she had been watching me. She smiled and a statue on her book shelf flew into the air and did a loop-de-loop. I laughed a little, but found I had to force a smile as I looked back at her.
Raven was smiling from the bottom of her heart, and I, Terra, had to force it. Why? Deep down I knew why. She liked Beast Boy. She never admitted it, but I knew she did. I loved him too, and I knew her cared for both of us. I didn't want her to admit it. If she did, we would start fighting over him, and I'd be left with nothing again. Nothing. No friends. Like I had been for so long while I was trapped in stone. I shuddered and then turned back to my book. The words jumped around and taunted me, I couldn't concentrate. I stood up and said good night to Raven. She looked up and waved.
Outside, the hallway was empty. I felt surrounded by emptiness. I saw a shape walking acrass ahead of me.
"Beast Boy!" I ran to him and threw my arms around his neck and tears ran down my face. Why was I going to peices like this? He stroked my hair and whispered in my ear. Did he do this when Raven was upset too? Why was I even thinking that? "Beast Boy, would you ever leave me and forget about me?" I sounded like a five year old!
"Of course not Terra, I promise." He had no idea what was going on, but he still comforted me. He walked me to my room and kissed my cheek good night. I smiled and walked over and sat on my bed. He was so wonderful, but now, alone in my room, I started to think about him and Raven again. I shook my head, trying to clear it and laid down. I drifted off to sleep.
But now, I sleep, I could not defend myself from my thoughts. They overtook me. I fell into a dream. I knew it was a dream and I could wake up. Black shapes started to swirl around me, like Raven's magic. I didn't want to see this, I screamed at myself to wake up, but then I saw him and fell silent. Beast Boy was gripped in a black claw and I saw Raven in the shadows. He reached out to me and I grabbed his hand. I pulled him toward me and he tried to fight to me, but then Raven came into his veiw. He stopped fighting to be free. He let me hand slide from his and reached instead to Raven. The claw released him and he moved to ward her. I tried to turn away, towake up, anything, but couldn't. They drew closer together and she fell into his arms. He held her closed and smiled. She turned and looked straight at me. Four red eyes bore into me and her victorious simle pushed me down onto me knees.
I woke and sat bolt upright in my bed. Cold sweat dripped down my face. My breathing was heavy. I looked around in the darkness and saw black shapes that I knew weren't there. I could see her face, smiling, red eyes glaring, taunting me. And him. He was smiling. Loving the feel of her soft cloak, her feathery hair. Breathing in her enchanting aura of herbs and incense. Adoring her.
"Beast Boy. No, you promised, you lied." My voice was a whisper. I couldn't belive myself. It was a dream! Why was I taking this so seriously?