well, i decide i like my loyal readers, so i update now! first i respond to my reviews! (reviews, yay!)

Rouge-youre weird, never talk to me again! just kidding. no, that was indeed not the ending. i should never have told you of this, now you merely have another way to annoy me if im not on IM. such a fool am i! (ignore her my other readers, shes psycho)

Terra Logan-IM SORRY! i have dissapionted my most loyal and wonderful reader! i was writing this at some very early hour of the morning and i could not remember what Terra looked like. of course i know now that you are correct, her eyes are blue. and yeah, Jynx just dissapeared. i have no idea where she came from or why she was there or anything. utter and complete randomness.

well, Terra's eyes are yellow when she's using her powers, but anyway, moving on, next chapter. as i may have mentioned, i need ideas, give me some!

disclaimer: i do not own teen titans, but it is a life long dream of mine(my birthday is coming up, perhaps someone would like to buy it for me?)

ok, now, this is from BB's point of view. this is what he is thinking after Robin and Cy and Star leave him alone in the destroyed infirmary. they go to see if they can track Raven using her communicator.

How could I have let this happen? Why did I blame Raven? Why did I have to get her upset like that? Now everything was gone. Terra was gone. I couldn't have just let Raven save her. I had to say something. Why? Why didn't I keep my mouth shut? Now they both hated me. Terra for me loving Raven and Raven for me loving Terra. Were girls always like this? That was beside the point. I looked down at the purple potion. It could have saved her. I'm so stupid! What could I do now? I didn't know what happened to either of them. I layed down so that I could see the purple liquid right in front of me. There were swirls in it from Raven's tears. I drifted off.

Terra layed in front of me. Not on a bed like she had been that morning, not on the ground likeI had seen her during battle. She was in a coffin. Her skin was pale and her beautiful eyes were shut. Her hands were arranged to hold a bouquet of yellow roses. She wore a pale yellow dress with delicate blue details along the collar and sleeves.I reached out and stroked her cheek. So deathly cold.I saw howmy green skin contrasted with her flawless white face.I heard someone crying behindme and turned tosee the other titans. Starfire had her arm through Robin's and was leaning her head on his shoulder, tears rolling from her eyes as she stared at the body of her beloved friend. Wonderfully bright green eyes that were normally glowing with excitement, but were now dark and cloudy. Robin's head was bowed and he wore no mask. Tears fell also from his pale blue eys(i like focusing on eyes today, i dont know why). Cyborg stood beside them with one hand on Star's shoulder. His normal eye was closed, but tears still seeped down his face. They didn't seem to see me. I looked at Terra again. Her face was cut from the glass that had fallen. How could they let her be buried like this? I ran my fingers over the cuts and felt another hand on mine.
Raven was stroking Terra's face in the exact wayI was.I felt her smooth skin against mine. It seemed as though her hand were inside mine instead of on top of it. I seemed to be some sort of ghost. They couldn't see or feel or hear me. Mine and Raven's hands were the same at that moment. We were both looking down at our dearest love, well, in Raven's case friend. She lifted her hand away from Terra and I turned to look at her. I closed my eyes immediatly. I had just looked into the face of a girl who was nothing like the Raven he knew.
Her face was pale. Not grey like normal, but ghostly white. She looked so broken, like she had lost everything. Her hair was tangled and didn't have its normal shine. Her eyes were sunk into her delicate face. She looked so fragile. I had never thought of Raven as weak, but she looked like she was made of woven glass. Her hands were frail and spindly and she used them to pull her cloak tighter around her shoulders even though the sun was bright and the air was warm. The wind blew across the grass where the funeral was being held. Raven shivered and I looked up. There was another coffin. I walked over and saw myself. I looked normal. I wasn't pale and wasting away like Terra. It was like I had died after she had, had been dead for less time.
"Why did you have to follow her?" whispered Raven in a raspy, hoarse voice that didn't even slightly resemble her own, "couldn't you have let her go alone? You left me with nothing. For those few days after she left us, I had you, even if it was just a shell of your former self. Why? I know you loved her, but I would've always been there, I would've listened to everything. But I could never be enough for you." She was talking to me, well, the me in the coffin. It made sense now. Terra had died that day. I had been so upset I had commited suicide. I looked again at Raven. Her purple eyes were so cloudy and lost-looking, if someone had looked at her without knowing her, they would've thought she was blind. She closed her eyes and shuddered at the warm summer breeze. I wanted to hug her. To hold her and tell her I was here for her. I couldn't, she wouldn't know I was there. She wouldn't feel it. But looking at her I couldn't help it. I held her close to me and whispered in her ear. Anything to change her back to the powerful girl she used to be. She leaned her head against my shoulder and let tears slip down her face. She had lost her two best friends. She couldn't be as close to the others, maybe Robin, but I knew it wouldn't be the same for her.
"I'm sorry," she whispered to me, even though I thought she couldn't feel me, "I'm sorry I poisoned her. This is all my fault."
"Rae, come on, let's go," Cyborg said quietly, walking over and gently leading her away by the elbow. She hung her head and didn't look back. I realized how terrible it must have been for the others. They had watched her waste away into this weak, lonesome creature. To see her everyday with less and less energy, shivering as she sat on the shore of the island in the beams of the sun. It would kill me. From the way Cyborg spoke to her, I could tell it was killing them too. I watched them climb slowly into the T-car and drive away. As they left, Raven's pale face peered out. She looked one last time at her two best friends. A faint smile played on her lips. I felt whatshe was thinking. We were together, forever this time.

I felt my eyes open before I was completely aware I was awake. I was nearly blinded by the afternoon sun dancing on the pool of potion in front of me. I sat up and looked around the destroyed room. What had I done? I stood and walked over to the bed where Terra had lay. The ceiling that had fallen on it had moved, the others had probably started cleaning up. I layed down on the soft sheets. I buried my face in the pillow and inhaled the sweet fragrance of Terra's hair. I curled myself up and hugged my knees close to me. I felt like a foolish child, wallowing in the memory of one who was lost. What else was there to do? What else could I do? Tears fought free and slid down my face. A tiny pool formed on the soft fabric. I had lost everything.

i finally figured out how to just go to the next line instead of skipping one. Go me! well, yeah, let me know what you think!