Whooott my first fillmore songfic. It's all sad and weepy and stuff. Tis about Fillmore and Ingrid since no names are mentioned. And no, I don't own Fillmore. Oh, song lyrics are in Italics. The song's Hopeless by Train.
Hopless
I
hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why
Everything gotta change around
me
He lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling. Everything was different now.
I'd tell it to your face,
But
you lost your face along the way
And I'd say it on the phone
If
I thought you were alone
Why do things have to change
She didn't need him anymore. She had practically shouted it at him.
But
you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no
one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need
no one
And here he was waiting for her. Still. You'll get over her in time. They said. All it takes is time.
Is
anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell if
it's heaven if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for
you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale
He had trusted her. Still did. But more so, he needed her, depended on her and he thought she needed him.
You're
in and out up and down
Wonder if you're lost or found
But I got
my hands on you
It was hard without her. Without her support, her friendship. He needed to be with her, to hold her.
Are
you strong enough to tow the line
Are you gonna make me yours
Or
do I make you mine
I'm in and out I'm up and down
Wonder if I'm
lost or found
But I need your hands on me now
Move on, go out. His friends kept telling him. Forget about her. You don't need her. He told himself. And she doesn't need you.
But
you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no
one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need
no one
But he did need her. He always would. Maybe… what if…
Is
anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell if
it's heaven if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for
you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale
It was no use. She was gone.
I
hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why
Everything gotta change