I know okay? I know. I know I shouldn't be writing yet another story…BLAME SAMIE! I got this story idea from a few diff. Places and while I was on the phone with Samie we started talking about her Pilot Can. Story that will never be posted cuz she keeps revising it, and I ran this story idea by her & she told me to write it. And then I was going to write more of merman but this idea was still stuck in my head, so I'm gonna write it anyway! DEAL WITH IT!

Disclaimer: I only own a pen, and if you tale my pen not even your god will help you for fear of my wrath! BRING IT BITCHES!

Warning: OoC-ness (as always), Future Yaoi, who knows what else is in here…I sure don't…

He came back seven months ago. I let him in Garden without a fuss. Why should I care? I don't.

Squall sensed Rinoa 'sneak' out once again. She always snuck out when she thought he was asleep, every night, for the past six months.

Squall sighed.

If she was going to have to sneak out, why'd she insist they move in together? Eight months had gone since the 2nd Sorceress War. After its end, Rinoa insisted we move in together. Then she proclaimed I was her knight.

I don't remember taking that pledge.

Whatever. It doesn't matter. Maybe it would if I had it back. Maybe…

But I don't have it. It seems as though I won't be getting it back anytime soon. If ever.

Suddenly, I had a craving for a Full Throttle. Upon checking the fridge, I discovered I was out. The vending machine in the caf. had them, all I had to do was get dressed and go get one.

After acquiring my energy drink, I decided to enjoy it in the 'Secret Area' located in the Training Center.

And there I was greeted with the sight of Rinoa sitting on top of Seifer, who was lying on his back. They were making out in full view from the doorway to the Secret Area.

If I had been able to feel anything about this, I think I would be disappointed in Seifer; I had always thought he would be smart enough to at least move out of sight of the doorway. But I can't feel, so I don't know.

I cleared my throat to make them aware of my presence. Rinoa jumped off of Seifer and stared at me while Seifer looked at me, and then glared at her. Maybe she had lied to him. Maybe she had told him she and I were no longer together, even though I never asked her to go out with me she told everyone we were. I know Seifer. Seifer wouldn't have kissed her if she were still 'with' me. That, and he looked pissed at her.

"Well!" Rinoa had a stuck-up look on her face and she 'humph'-ed, "You do realize this is all your fault, don't you?" I just looked at her. Maybe if I had it, maybe, just maybe, I'd care about what she was saying. But I don't, and I don't care. I can't care.

"Maybe if you had shown all of us some emotion I wouldn't have to find it elsewhere!"

"Shut up Rinoa!" Now Seifer was standing and looking really pissed off. "How dare you act like this was Squall's fault! All of this is your fault, and if you EVER try to blame him for something like this again I'll tear you apart!" Rinoa looked wide-eyed and scared. Seifer really was pissed.

Rinoa ran off.

I walked past Seifer and stood by the railing, looking up at the stars. Seifer was suddenly at my side. Fidgeting.

"Squall…I don't know what to say."

"About what?" He looked at me in shock. This was not the Seifer I knew. The Seifer I knew wouldn't fidget or look down in shame. This Seifer was different. But maybe this is what he's been like ever since the war. I haven't been around him long enough to know.

"She jumped me and started kissing me…I…I reacted to it. I'm sorry! I didn't mean-."

"I don't care." I held out my Full Throttle can. "You want some?"

"What's it taste like?"

"Gobstoppers." He took a small sip and smiled. "You can have the rest. Goodnight Seifer." As I walked off I barely heard his 'goodnight'. Different Seifer indeed.

Just so you ppl know, I only know one or two main parts of this, I have NO IDEA where all it'll take me. lol. But SAMIE says it sounds good and wants me to write it. & Honey, what Samie wants, Samie gets! From me….sometimes…lol. We decided that in the begging of each game, you should be able to pick with ppl would end up together…long live SS! Band with us brethren and sistren! Come band & help us take out that which is a thorn in our asses! coughRinoacough. Lol. I've had too much sugar.

PLEASE REVIEW! Ya know ya want to…doooo ittttttt…..DDDDOOOOOOO IIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTT…..