Meeting Again Chapter 9: Replay, a harry potter fanfic

Meeting Again

Chapter 9

Replay

( I was having computer problems and it wouldn't upload my chapters!!! I am soooo sorry that I havent updated in a long time! This is dedicated to all the people who are still reading this story.)

Natalie had not run into Harry for about a week now. She had been helping Ginny a lot. Natalie was at Ginny's flat with Isabelle. Ginny told Natalie "You don't have to do this Natalie. You have a lot going on right now. Your brother just died you should be grieving. You don't have to always coverup your emotions you know."

"Ginny, I don't need to grieve. I am not going to do that because that is exactly what Voldemort wants. I won't give him what he wants. I can't do that. So when are you going to tell Chris?" Natalie changed the subject.

"I don't know. Maybe tonight. What if he just takes off after he finds out? What if he doesn't want anything to do with the baby? What if–"

"Ginny, calm down. Chris won't leave because he knows that I will personally kill him if he even tries. As for not wanting anything to do with the baby, he will want to be in the baby's life because he loves to be around Belle. He loves kids." Natalie interrupted.

"But he knows that he is Belle's godfather. He knows that he isn't her father. That is a lot more responsibility. How am I going to tell him?"

"I can't help you there. I never told Harry that Isabelle was his daughter. But since you and Chris are still together and there isn't an evil wizard that's always planning to kill Chris, you can tell him. If you don't tell him I think he will figure it out by your stomach soon."

"I guess I am going to have to tell Chris tonight."

"Good. You better. I gotta go. I have to do a show tonight and they want me to get there early to go over some new songs. I'll see you later. Don't back out of telling Chris." With that Natalie took Belle and headed over to her show.

Natalie got to her show and rehearsed a little bit before. Lucas told her to play a few new songs to see if they liked them. Soon it was time to go on stage and start the show. Natalie was wearing a black and white stripped tank top with jeans. She started the show with Truth of my Youth and then did the rest of her songs. When she usually went off stage she said "Okay guys, so I'm going to do a couple new songs that will be on my next album. This one is called My Happy Ending.

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Natalie had wrote that song about a month ago. Natalie had been getting the same premonitions since the day she left London. There was Natalie and Harry with Isabelle. Natalie had seen it about a hundred times by now. She called it her happy ending. But after a few years she thought so much for my happy ending, which caused her to write this song. "Okay, my next song is called Nobody's Home.

I couldn't tell you

Why she felt that way

She felt it everyday

And I couldn't help her

I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong what's wrong now

Too many too many problems

Don't know where she belongs

Where she belongs

She wants to go home

But nobody's home

That's where she lies

Broken inside

With no place to go

No place to go

To dry her eyes

Broken inside

Open your eyes

And look outside

Find the reasons

You've been rejected

Now you can't find

What you've left behind

Be strong be strong now

too many too many problems

Don't know where she belongs

Where she belongs

She wants to go home

But nobody's home

That's where she lies

Broken inside

With no place to go

No place to go

To dry her eyes

Broken inside

Her feelings she hides

Her dreams she can't find

She's losing her mind

She's falling behind

She can't find her place

She's losing her faith

She's falling from grace

She's all over the place yeah

She wants to go home

But nobody's home

That's where she lies

Broken inside

With no place to go

No place to go

To dry her eyes

Broken inside

She's lost inside lost inside

Good night London!" Natalie yelled then went back stage. Natalie saw Lucas looking at her. "It's bull Lucas."

"No it's not. It's true and you know it." Lucas said. They were talking about the song that Natalie had just sang. The lyrics were written by Lucas. It wasn't until tonight that Natalie realized that the song was about her.

"All I know is that it is a bunch of bull. I'm not falling behind. I'm not losing my mind. It's bullshit Lucas." With that Natalie took Isabelle and went to her apartment. As she was leaving the back way she said "Is this going to become a habit cause I really don't like it, Harry."

"Well I hadn't seen you in a while. Thought I'd sneak up on you in a dark alley." Harry said sarcastically.

"Shouldn't you be on a broom trying to catch a snitch?" Natalie asked.

"That's just my day job."

"What's your night job? Being my stalker?"

"Well I was thinking about it. Sorry about your brother."

"Don't be. Voldemort is an asshole. I knew that already."

"Wait, everyone said that it was a muggle with a knife. It was Voldemort?"

"Yeah. He left me a nice little note to go with it. He knows who I am and he knows that Belle is your daughter."

"I'm sorry I got you into this mess."

"It's not your fault. If I wasn't so stubborn then I wouldn't have been in this mess to begin with. I should have listened to you." Natalie said.

"So what are you going to do now?"

"I was thinking about just ending my tour early to go back to New York and then just keep a low profile. Keep Belle away from Voldemort."

"It sounds like a good plan. But I have been wondering about Belle."

"What do you want to do about the custody thing?"

"I love your powers. I wanted to ask you about it."

"Does Hermione even know that Belle is your daughter?"

"Not unless someone else told her. Who else knows about Isabelle?"

"Ginny and Chris and Draco are the only people in London who know. So you aren't afraid of Voldemort but you are afraid of Hermione's reaction to Isabelle? Oh, you told her that you never slept with anyone. So you are afraid that you will get caught in your lie. I get it."

"Natalie wait! I–"

"Nice chatting with you Harry." With that Natalie left. As Natalie was driving she thought about the song, –Damn it! Lucas is always right. I am making the same mistakes. I am hiding my feelings. I am losing my faith. I am–no I think I fell from grace the day I got my tattoo. I do want to go home. Nobody's going to be home though. That is where I lie. I am broken inside. Damn him!– Natalie went to her apartment and put Isabelle to bed. Then Lucas apprated into her kitchen. Natalie looked at him. And tears started to flow down her cheeks. He knew what she was thinking.

"I am sorry. I shouldn't have given you that song." Lucas said.

"No, I am glad you did. I didn't realize how much I was screwing up my life until you gave it to me. What am I going to do?"

"I don't know. I can't tell you what to do." –I really should tell you to stop Harry's wedding tomorrow because you are in love with him and he is in love with you, but I won't– Lucas thought. Natalie heard his thoughts but didn't say anything. Natalie didn't even realize that it was already the end of the month. Tomorrow was their wedding. What was she going to do?

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