Demon Tenshi: Well, because my mom and dad are watching a video, I can go to the Internet! And my half brother is in overseas!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! So here I am… And thank you for the nice reviews!

Disclaimer: If I am the one who owns Inuyasha, do you think I'll be writing a Fic about it? Hell, I'll make Sesshoumaru and Kagome together all right and Kikyou will probably get killed a million times by the hands of Naraku and Inuyasha at the same time.

The First Love: CH: 3: Sharing The Same Feeling

The sound of the rain hitting the floor could be heard, but even then he wouldn't stop. Even if the rain wouldn't stop, he wouldn't as well. For he knew that maybe, if he didn't find her tonight, that maybe...he might lose her forever. "Kagome!!!" He yelled out loud, while he mentally prayed to the gods that he would find her.

With his demonic speed, he continued to run, he had to admit, he was scared. Scared that after all the time they have shared together, it will mean nothing and that she may never forgive him again. 'Have I lost her, please I can't.' He could feel his heart beat faster than ever.

The rain didn't stop that whole day. He couldn't smell her scent, so this is why he couldn't fin her...Kagome. He kept running hoping to find her, all that day. He couldn't care about anything but her. 'I ...have to find her...' For, if he didn't he might just loose the only person he ever cared about, the only person that cared about him.

He ran to Kaede's hut all soaked in water, but he didn't care, he still went all the way in, as his 'group' met him. Sango, Kaede, Miroku and an eating Shippou looked at him weirdly.

"Are you ok Inuyasha? I thought you were going to pick Kagome up from the well?" Kaede looked at Inuyasha, her eyes a little worried.

"I can't find her!!!! She ran off!!! Come on you people lets go after her!!!"

"Calm down Inuyasha. I'm sure she is ok, she is a big girl." Kaede said looking at the very worried Inuyasha.

"What did you do this time?" Asked little Shippou with a frown. Shippou was no idiot the hanyou was... Well, that is Shippou's description of him. Even if he was a child, he knew that this would happen, it always does. Sometimes he would even wish that Kagome should have never loved the hanyou, it only hurts her. But then, sometimes he would feel sorry for the hanyou.

Shippou knew that the hanyou loved his mother; it was just that the hanyou never knew how to say what he felt. "You little brat, I don't have time for this, what makes you think I did something to her?" Shippou looked at the mad Inuyasha. Inuyasha always was stupid for words.

"She always seems to run off because of you, she never finds peace in this place, she's either gets being attack or heart broken by you and Kikyou. I wouldn't even asked why she wouldn't want to leave you for good." Shippou knew that that would hurt the hanyou's feelings, but hell he knew that the hanyou have hurt Kagome's feelings way more than that. And he still could remember when Kagome told him that not everything in love was happiness - loneliness and hurt was also included, so why not hurt the hanyou?

Miroku gave a fake coughed, to make everyone stare at him. "Shippou is right Inuyasha, you should just calm down and give her sometime of peace." Miroku gave the little boy a pat on the head. "I think Kagome would also say that to you."

How could they be so stupid? Don't they realised, that Kagome was out there, in the rain and might be attacked by a youkai? He wanted to explode, let all of his anger out. But he also knew that doing that wouldn't help the situation. If he let his anger control him, then they might be just right.

"We know you care about her - we all do, but she will come back soon." Sango said and smiled at Inuyasha. "Just give her time to think." Sango couldn't help but feel sorry for the hanyou. Ye, he had hurt Kagome's feelings a lot, but the hanyou looked as if he had just lost his life. He was soaked in water and she knew that Kagome understood her feelings for him, while the hanyou was new at these things and does not recognised the feelings he had for Kagome well. He was still young on the head, sometimes Sango would actually wish that Kagome would realise that and just find another person to love, but she also knew what were Kagome's reason to love him...

"She is use to this place...just rest ok...will try to find her after the rain stops." Kaede said looking down at the Inuyasha on the floor looking very worried.

As the sun raised, the light and heat of the sun shone on her face. Kagome wrinkled her nose as she felt something burning her face, then as the second past, she felt some movement on the silky bed she was on and felt the heat taken off. She opened on of her eyes and she nearly jumped when she saw two large chocolate eyes staring right at her face.

"Good morning!" Rin said happily, as she stood herself up on the bed and started to jump. Kagome watched the girl in confusion, she was wearing a plain orange kimono, and she wore a little pig tail at the side of her hair. Her skin was tanner than usual, and she had flowers in her hands. Kagome looked around the room. Where was she? This silky bed couldn't be hers, it was too large and too beautiful and it was on the floor. As she looked around, she saw a window was open and the light that emitted from it made her eyes twitched. The room was beautiful, but old designs were in it.

Not like her room at all, this room was filled with paintings of either giant dogs or youkais, not like her room where it has TV and a study desk and modern stuff. But this room, the floor was shone and you could tell it was very well cleaned. The sliding doors were very well endowed, and looked as if they have never been touched. She then turned her eyes back up at the little girl before her, who now stopped jumping on the bed. "Are you my new mother?" She asked in a cute tone and Kagome blushed at her question. She was too young to be a mother. Way too young... But then again, she was after all 17 years old.

"Uhhh?????....Err... New mother??????" Kagome thought of how weird that sounded.

Rin took that as an answer that this beautiful woman before her is her new mother. "Rin's new Oka san is very pretty!!!!!! Rin wants to look like her when Rin grows up!!!" She was just so cute that Kagome giggled at the thought of being her mother.

But that giggle had to stop, she couldn't be her mother, she didn't even really know who the little girl was. "Sorry little girl, but I don't think that I will be your new mother." Kagome watched as the little girl's face changed from happy to sad. Then Kagome saw the little girl cover her face, as if she was about to cry, and then that is when Kagome heard the little girl sniffle.

Sesshoumaru was walking in the hall, he wanted to know what has happened to the human he brought in his castle yesterday. He still couldn't take the images of her sad face away from his head, and that only made him wonder and get him more curious. When he arrived at her front door he heard the sound of Rin's crying, he also felt that the human has woken up. He was just about to enter the room when he heard the human speak. "Rin is that your name?" Kagome asked, concern could be heard from he voice.

She watched as the Rin uncover one of her eyes and looked up at her and then covered it again and nodded, while her face was covered. "I am not your Oka san...but maybe we could be friends." Kagome insisted.

"Friends..." The little girl mumbled as she covered her face, but she kept on crying, stating to Kagome that she was not happy with that.

Not thinking of the consequences, Kagome said the words to make the little girl, Rin, happy. "I can be Rin's Oka san, ok? Just make Rin stop crying." Kagome said very gentle to make the girl stop from crying. The crying stopped as Kagome saw Rin uncover her face, which now wore a very happy smile; Rin then jumped up and landed on her feet to only ran and hugged Kagome's form.

Sesshoumaru stood outside the door, he was surprised about the human's words. But then, he told himself that the human had said words of promised without knowing the consequences, so he would ignore them. Though, he was fine with the idea that Rin was happy and didn't feel as if she was alone. 'This girl, she is even more stupid than I, Sesshoumaru failed to notice.'

Placing his hands on the sliding door, he opened it, and as he looks around the room, he met Kagome's eyes staring up at him. Before he could say a word, Rin ran up to him and gave his leg a hug. "Rin saw her new Oka san, Otou san!!!"

Kagome signed. what was she going to do now? She didn't want to be in Sesshoumaru's castle. And now that she had just the owner, she felt even more uncomfortable, knowing that this is Sesshoumaru's home and that in this place, he can make hr do anything he wants. She wanted to say something, but it would seem Sesshoumaru has beaten her up to it.

Holding his normal indifferent face, Sesshoumaru spoke, not only to Rin but also to Kagome. "I, Sesshoumaru had brought you here human, for many reasons." Sesshoumaru started. "The first being, is that I, Sesshoumaru had found you in the woods left only to yourself to be attacked by youkais. But it does not concern me if you live or not." He walked around the bed, walking closer to the window, and opened the curtain wider. "The hanyou and you are to attend the night I when and if I choose a mate."

"Why?" Kagome asked, curiosity getting the better of her. She knew that Sesshoumaru would not actually help her because he cared for her, or maybe because finally he had become the taiyoukai that would just love to pick up humans and help them and give them food. No way in hell would that happen. If they were many things that are impossible, that would be one of them.

Seeing the pure curiosity on her face, Sesshoumaru wanted to sign. Why couldn't humans just do what they were told and not ask so much questions? But then, now that he thought about it, no human dared asked him questions before, but here was one, who was in his home, asking him a question. But he also knew that she must be curious, knowing for himself that he actually has the reputation for hating humans and disgusting hanyou's. "The hanyou, as much as this Sesshoumaru hate to admit is my half brother, so he will need to attend. However I heard that you, miko, have a known reputation for being a strong miko. And since this Sesshoumaru has helped you last night, you will stay here and will follow this Sesshoumaru's orders."

She let a frown cross her face. "Hey, I am not taking any orders from anyone..." Kagome countered. "I mean, I wasn't going to be attack last night, I knew exactly where I was going." Kagome thought about her answer, well, she wasn't totally lying, she did knew that she was in the Inuyasha forest and she did knew that she was going the total opposite away from Inuyasha and Kikyou. Kagome watched as he turned around and faced her, this time his face wore one of his famous deadly looks.

"Rin, go outside and play with Jaken." Sesshoumaru ordered, never taking his eyes off of Kagome.

Rin smile, "Ok, Sesshoumaru sama," Rin hugged Kagome one last time before leaving. By then, Kagome knew that she was probably dead. The way Sesshoumaru was now looking at her, the way Rin hugged her...this could only lead to one thing. Her life was probably over. She fisted her hand on the bed, feeling the silky bed in her hand. 'At least I would die somewhere comfortable...' She joked inwardly. But she also knew that she should be serious, that Sesshoumaru was not someone to be joking with. She knew she would fight, but as she stared up at him right now, she could also see that it might actually be hapless.

"You will stay here, until that night happens, then I will decided when you leave." Sesshoumaru ordered, leaving no room for any argument.She narrowed her eyes; she wasn't going to be ordered around, especially not by him. She hardly knew this person, either than he is as mean as they have told her. He stood up with high pride and she could tell that he would always get what he wants. But she wasn't going to let that happen, no one, not even Inuyasha will or is allowed to treat her that way.

"No," she said, trying her best to stay as calm and as collective as ever. She was a full-grown woman, nearly the age of 18, she wasn't going to be ordered around. If she wants to stay, she would tell him, but if she didn't, she wouldn't. And anyway, she reasoned with herself that he didn't actually want to save her...hell he probably was the youkai that could have killed her, yet he just didn't because he found some sick pleasure in annoying people.

Sesshoumaru's eyes narrowed, maybe this human wench wanted to die. Because in many ways, he could kill her from where she sat. But he didn't want to lose his control, not because of a little answer; he would just find other ways of making her stay. She owed him her life, so why not use that as a reason? "Do remember that you are in this Sesshoumaru's castle, for I, Sesshoumaru does not tolerate incompetence, I have helped you last night, which is more than you humans could ever prayed for. So either leave and be unthankful, or stay and be thankful that this Sesshoumaru is letting you live until now."

That response was something Kagome was definitely not expecting, she was expecting him to growl at her, or jump at her and sliced her neck, but he didn't. Instead, he gave her a choice, which was even she had to admit was more than she could think of. She thought that he would have lost his temper, but the thing was...he didn't. Kagome blew some black hair that was on her face, "Fine," she said, "I... I'm thankful." She mumbled, a frown on her lips.

He watched her antics and it made him think that, even in her form as a woman, she still seemed childish. He also could smell her scent and it made him think, can humans really smell this good? He had to admit, he scent was more than acceptable, in fact she smelled better than both human and demoness he have ever met. It was the scent of vanilla and cherry blossoms and he could also tell by her scent that she was innocent, that even the hanyou has not mated with her. It was strange, usually humans her age would have been mated or is not innocent, but here she was... Not saying a word, Sesshoumaru gracefully started to walk away, but before he could be completely be out of the room, he left one last message. "This will be your room, while you stay here. The servants outside will take you to the hot spring. We will meet in breakfast."

She let out a heavy signed, maybe she should have been nicer, but she just couldn't help but feel so insecure. She couldn't remember much of last night and she definitely can't remember what she had said to him. She remembers saying his name, but everything seemed blurry in her memory. But as she stood up from the comfortable bed, maybe it was better that she can't remember anything. Who knows how she had embarrassed herself. But even though she couldn't remember what happened in the rain, she could remember exactly what happened before that.

She wanted to forget, but then, she didn't. Because when she knows that those were still a part of her life, and forgetting that particular memory was like running away from herself - from her life. She heard a knocked on the door. Kagome quickly got herself ready, as a servant entered the room.

Kagome looked at herself in the mirror. Did she have to dress so much, just for breakfast? She liked the way the kimono looked, but she still thought it was all too much. The servant also insisted on her wearing some stuff on her face, but Kagome didn't want any of that. She was just a guest and she didn't want to wear such things, she knew they would irritate her. She turned around and looked at behind her. She wore a very silky, pink kimono. It was the designs of cherry blossoms around it... She wasn't actually use to wearing kimono's such as this. Usually the ones she wears are those normal types, like what Rin and Sango had, but this one was really long and thick and beautiful. "Ehh... I'm only going to breakfast, so do I have to wear this?" Kagome asked, while praying to the gods the answer of the servant would be no, she didn't have to wear it.

The servant looked at her form, head to toe, making Kagome blush in embarrassment. "You look absolutely beautiful, Lady Kagome." Kagome just blushed deeper. "Lord Sesshoumaru wants his guests to wear what he would call 'appropriate clothing' he said and this is what in my opinion he meant." The servant girl grinned at Kagome. "It was just that, Lord Sesshoumaru didn't find your other clothing very appropriate." The servant girl said.

She let a sarcastic look cross her face, she knew Sesshoumaru to be very high standards, but this was just annoying. Wearing this type of clothing just for breakfast? She knew way back then that he would be very picky with clothing, because of how he wears his clothing as well. But that just tells more about his arrogant personality. She signed, as she took off the extra clothing that was added for designs. "This is appropriate enough." Kagome said as she jumped up testing her balance.

Hearing the servant girl gasped, Kagome patted her head. "I'm sure Lord Sesshoumaru wouldn't mind if I took that bit off."

Sesshoumaru was already ready for breakfast, he knew the way to the dining room so he didn't need any escorts, and this was after all his palace. He sat down, looking over at what he could eat. He before has tasted most of the food on the table, yet they were still the best food... But he was growing tired of them. He then saw Rin enter the room; she was wearing her normal kimono. He looked at the food again, when was that human wench arriving?

He didn't particularly like waiting for anyone, but his manners have told him never to eat unless everyone was on the table. He let out a growl, and in an instant, Jaken was by his side. "Yes, Lord Sesshoumaru?"

"How is the planning for the 'night' going?" He asked, his manly voice echoing in the room.

Jaken bowed deeply, "Everything is going well, my lord."

Kagome walked down the halls, with a servant right beside her. "Come on, Lady Kagome, I am sorry to hurry you, but it would seem that Lord Sesshoumaru is growing impatient." Kagome let a confused face cover hers. "He is waiting for your arrival." The servant then grabbed Kagome's right hand, "I am sorry, Lady Kagome, but we must hurry." And started to run, dragging Kagome.

"Hey, this kimono is way to big, that isn't my fault." Kagome complained as she ran. "He should learn more patience." Kagome was so tired, this clothing was big and she nearly tripped every second. It was even worse than the miko outfit, she had very limited steps, she couldn't take her usual large steps, for the bottom part of the kimono prevented that, so she has to take smaller and faster steps.

As Kagome and the servant girl ran, Kagome could see the light to another room, a much brighter room. As she got closer, she could hear Rin's little giggles and Jaken's little annoying mumbles about 'stinking humans' or 'horrible little wenches'. "Lady, we are here." The servant whispered. "Please, be careful." Kagome was led to the front of the sliding door and the servant behind her bowed to her. "Just wait here, until the Lord tells you to enter." Kagome nodded, but she didn't quite understand, whom did she have to wait? Then she thought about it, probably it was one of Sesshoumaru's other rules of the house.

"Enter," Kagome twisted her face in dislike as she heard his arrogant voice echoed through her ears. She placed her hands on the well-made sliding door and gently slid it, not wanting to break the thing. As soon as she opened it, her eyes widen the room was indeed beautiful. It was bright from because of the large very well designed window. And the wall seemed like it was cleaned every day. She wanted to say kind words, such as 'beautiful,' but she knew better than to compliment Sesshoumaru. He would probably snub at her and tell her that only human kind would think of this as beautiful. Because as she seem to find out, he would always say every little thing to make her kind seems pathetic.

Slowly she made her way straight, she stopped when she was in front of the table. Kagome acknowledge Rin with a smile and Jaken with a mocking look. She then turned her face to the side and saw Sesshoumaru staring at her. "Sit," He said. Kagome inwardly groan. He was so...indifferent. It made her feel weird. She was usually relaxed when she meets people or eat next to people, but she knew that Sesshoumaru was a youkai, and a powerful one at that. So how could she be relax? But then again, she should try to be nicer, because the simple fact was...he did help her, maybe out of his sick pleasure just to stick it on her face, and he was treating her better than she expected.

Every now and then, Sesshoumaru would glance at her; he couldn't believe how beautiful she just be when she wore that type of clothing. Yes, he let himself admit that she was beautiful, it was no use lying to him, but he would never tell her that though. Why? She was a human. The creatures he despises the most. But as he stole glances of her body, he still wondered why she was not mated or taken? "Miko, this Sesshoumaru can feel your nervousness, calm down." He ordered.

"Yes, Sesshoumaru." Kagome said without thinking as she picked up another food with her chopsticks.

"Look...wench it doesn't mean that because you are staying here for a little while, it doesn't mean that you may call me anything. If you must address me my name is LORD Sesshoumaru and that does NOT change." Sesshoumaru ordered, watching as Kagome's head snapped up.

If there was anyway of ruining a perfectly good meal, that was a way. "Fine," She said trying to control herself. "Then if YOU want to address me, address me as KAGOME thank you, meaning: wench, bitch, whore, human or even miko is not to be use." Kagome tried to give him a scary look.

Sesshoumaru was shocked he couldn't just let some HUMAN past that. "This Sesshoumaru does not care about your name wench, I, Sesshoumaru, may call you whatever this Sesshoumaru wants to." Sesshoumaru closed his eyes and continued to eat his food.

She wanted to enjoy the food, you know, be civilised, but he seem to never get away from the habit to referring to her as a human and lower than he is. She couldn't believe how much this person hated humans, she had an idea that maybe he hated them because of what his father did. But was that really a good reason? She didn't think so, it wasn't the whole entire human race's fault that his father loved a human or that his father had fallen for one. Meaning, it wasn't her fault that he had a hanyou brother. So why should she get this? But Kagome didn't want to get to another fight…t wasn't worth it.

It was strange, Sesshoumaru seems to be older than Inuyasha, yet he still has not realise that maybe he should try to forgive his father for loving a human. Because love was the best reason, but then again, she cannot talk, for she did not know what exactly happened, she only a had a little clue. So the best move would be to just try her best to ignore him or try to not get angry, for he did have his reasons and she doubted that Sesshoumaru had fallen in love yet, with the way he acted. "I guess... You will always want to have it your way, ne?" Kagome gave him a somewhat sad yet disappointed with a little anger look.

"Wench, do not look at this Sesshoumaru like that." Sesshoumaru said to her this time with anger laced around his voice.

Maybe she should just move away, because he seems to not really like her. She didn't do much anything bad to him, but he seemed to carry all of the human hatred she could think of. Because when she thinks about it, even if the very look on her face would made him angry, then it would be wise for her to leave. "LORD Sesshoumaru can I please be excuse, I have seem to lost my appetite." She said, convincing enough even in her head.

"This Sesshoumaru has grown tired of your presence, so leave." Kagome wanted to sign heavily. His hatred for humans was the best of him. And she felt somewhat disappointed that a person could hate humans so much, that they would blame every one of them. But as she looked around, she found Rin's form. Well, maybe not every one of them.

Sesshoumaru watched as Kagome stood up and hugged Rin. He wondered why he was so cruel to her, maybe it was because, the very kimono she wore, was the same to what Inuyasha's human mother wore, when she met his father.

Or maybe, it was just because he knew he hated humans, they were nothing to him. The very creatures that only made his family line go down. He didn't like it. And the result of it, was the death of his father and a hanyou child born. But as he replayed the little conversation between he and the human, Kagome, he now could see that, it was he, Sesshoumaru that has brought the uncomfortable tension. The human wench, as he now realised, was actually nice to him. Then he remembered, one of the times when he really acknowledges her presence.

----FLASHBACK----

Kagome stands near the throne where she'd accidentally removed the Tetsusaiga. Raised in her hands, she gazes wonderingly at its chipped rough blade.

"Im-impossible!" Jaken sputters, jaw flapping in agitation, "I don't know about Inuyasha, but even Sesshoumaru-sama couldn't pull out the Tessaiga. So how could a human...?"

Meanwhile, the aforementioned youkai is still sitting on his brother, threatening impending death, but he's clearly been distracted. Inuyasha lunges forward, crying "Don't you dare look away from me!" But Sesshoumaru zooms away before the strike lands and appears in front of Kagome. And totally in front of Kagome. Their chests are practically touching. It's very intimidating.

"What are you?" He asks her. "How were you able to pull out this Tessaiga?"

-----END OF FLASHBACK-----

Sesshoumaru knew that he did in fact was a little harsh on the human wench. He knew because, he knew that human emotions are very strong. They were the things he hated most about humans, they let there emotions control them too much. So, he had decided, he would talk to this human wench and tell her what he would want to come out of her mouth, so that she may not anger him further.

Standing up, Sesshoumaru paused as he stood, "Jaken, where has the miko went?" Jaken look at his master's back, and took a long time.

"Answer this Sesshoumaru or if you want to see your hand still intact to your body." He didn't particularly like to wait for his questions to be answer, and Jaken's quietness was getting even to him.

"Sorry Lord Sesshoumaru, I believe that she went to the garden." Sesshoumaru look out the window, and saw her in the garden where everything was beautiful. It was strange... The garden, it was the place where he, Sesshoumaru would go and refreshed himself from his deep thoughts. Because the scent of the beautiful flowers, were calming... yet, even that, he found other scents that are even calming and as much as he hated to admit it, it was the scent of the human wench who stood on his garden.

Kagome walked around, she could see the sun shining down the beautiful flowers. It was beautiful, the flowers they were all very calming and even with her human nose, she could still smell the beautiful scent of there's. As she thought about it, she thought that maybe she was mad at Sesshoumaru. But the simple fact was...she wasn't.

As she walked around, she saw a small red bridge, only large enough to have a 10 people on it. Below the bridge was a small pond, filled with fishes that would jump up every now and then. She leaned against the bridge and held out on of her hand in front of her feeling the cold refreshing breeze wash over her sensitive skin. "Refreshing..." She whispered.

"Hmm...." Kagome turned around as fast as she could, only to see Sesshoumaru's form right behind her. His face wore his usual stoic look, but something was different, she thought that a person like Sesshoumaru wouldn't actually suit to be around so many flowers, but as she stares at him right now, she couldn't help but think that he did look good around flowers, he looked almost...perfect. But as soon as the thought came to Kagome's mind, is as soon as she took it off. She turned around again, leaning her elbows on the bridge, while she stared blankly at the scenery before her.

Sesshoumaru closed his eyes, and slowly made his way, walking closer to the side of the bridge where Kagome was leaning on. He didn't lean on the side like Kagome; he just merely stood there. And as he looked around, he could smell the scent of all the types of flowers and that was not all, he could smell her scent. And the scary thing was he didn't mind smelling it, as long as she didn't know he liked her scent.

He knew that he shouldn't be near this human, but he couldn't help but looked at the side of her face, she was indeed beautiful...for a human.

She stared blankly at the scenery in front of her, though she could feel Sesshoumaru's presence and she could see at the corner of her eye that he was staring at her. "Is there something wrong, Lord Sesshoumaru?" She asked, this time calmly. She didn't hear any response, but she saw that he looked away from her. She signed and took a deep breath. "Beautiful, isn't it?" She stated more than questioned.

Sesshoumaru looked blankly at the scenery where he could see Kagome was looking at. "For a human's eyes, yes." He said, not taking his eyes off the scenery.

Kagome turned her head slightly to the side and faced Sesshoumaru, who had turned his face to face her. She breathe in, as she gathered up the things she wanted to say, she wanted to asked him this question before and now seems to be the best time. "I...I remember saying your name last night, but I can't remember what happened, can you please tell me?"

He looked deeply into her sapphire orbs they were beautiful. And as if he had no other thought, Sesshoumaru answered, not knowing the urge to made him answer the question. "This Sesshoumaru found you, in the rain."

"I see..." She knew that would have been the best answer she could get out of him, at least he answered her, right? "Lord Sesshoumaru...why did you help me?"

"I have already told you miko..."

"I know...but I feel as if that was not the only reason." Kagome signed, "Don't worry, you don't need to answer it..."

"I felt your emotions..." Sesshoumaru answered. Not knowing where the will had come from. He didn't exactly know why he answered her question, but it made him feel better.

Kagome leaned her head to the side, wondering what he was talking about. He felt her emotions? What was that about, how could he feel her emotions?

"This Sesshoumaru does not know why, but I felt them all, your pain, your sorrow, your regret and most of all...your love." Kagome's eyes widen.

"M-my love?" She asked confused, but soon, when she thought about it, she smiled. "That is why, I felt as if I was sharing my feelings... Thank you." Kagome looked up. "Lord Sesshoumaru, maybe you did not want to feel my emotion, maybe you hated it, maybe you hate me for it...but I thank you and now that I know...I am thankful." Kagome smiled at him. "For maybe...you don't see me as nothing but a human woman, but now, I see you as something more, than the taiyoukai that you were." She closed her eyes andstarted to walk away.

In the middle of the day, Kagome couldn't help but think that maybe she needed to get away from this place; she wanted to go out somewhere...

"Oka san!! Are you here to play with Rin?" Kagome looked at the child, she was very cute and she actually thought that maybe having a child like Rin wouldn't be so bad, but she just wanted to go out somewhere, and see the surrounding. She knew that Sesshoumaru was out somewhere and she thought that maybe is Sesshoumaru was out somewhere, and then it would be better if she just looked around the castle, more like outside the castle.

"Rin, I will just take a walk outside the castle." Rin understood, but she also knew that if Kagome would leave, then Lord Sesshoumaru was going to be mad, because no one was allowed to go outside, if they didn't have a word with Sesshoumaru first.

"Sesshoumaru sama will be mad, no one is allowed to leave when he is not here." Rin explained.

"As if!!! LORD Sesshoumaru doesn't give a care about pathetic humans like her!! I bet he wants her out of here now!! But just stay until LORD Sesshoumaru gives you permission to leave." Jaken said.

"I was going to go back you know? But now that you said that you ugly toad, maybe I should leave. If he really doesn't care then there is no problem, right?" If there was anything she hated it was when she was treated like dirt, she have had enough of that from Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru, she didn't want any of that from the ugly toad as well.

Rin was crying now but wasn't fast enough to catch up to her. "Oka san! Don't leave!"

Not caring if anyone actually cared, Kagome ran out of the castle. That little toad was getting to her nerves, she wasn't going to leave, and she just wanted to annoy the little toad. She kept on running, as she felt branches of trees scratching her, she then tripped, on a branch. Kagome tried to stand up, but as her eyes open, she only saw one more blurry vision before it shut, it was a youkai.

END OF CHAPTER 3: Three Memories: The Firs Love

Demon Tenshi: Men… Ouch… My back hurts like hell. I am sorry to end it here…