Title: Monster
Characters: Narcissa/Lucius (implied)
Rating: PG
Team: Myst
Word Count: 100
Challenge: #29 Song Lyrics
Notes: The song is Both Sides Now by Joni Mitchell. The lyric is I really don't know love at all.


When I realized that Lucius was not a man but a monster, I was surprisingly unaffected. Perhaps I had always known what he would, could become. What did shock me were my unwavering emotions. My thoughts changed not in the slightest.

Had I always thought that he was a monster? Do I think he is a monster now? Why didn't this … development affect me?

It occurred to me that I didn't care. He was evil. A monster, living and breathing as such.

Even that couldn't change the fact that I love him.

I really don't know love at all.